i just want to be thin

you know ur doing something right when the sight of junk food makes you feel sick :)

There are no meds that can fix this intense self hatred and self loathing. That shit only gets worse with time

i’m starting to lose back the weight i gained! me and my boyfriend had a date last night, and usually i eat a lot with him, but i didn’t eat v much, and i woke up weighing less!!! I’m so proud!

Oh my god I can’t explain how overwhelming my thirst to be skinny right now is. Fuck the starving shit I just wanna be skinny overnight. I’ve been so off track these past couple months and I have no idea how much I weigh but I can tell I’ve gained. It’s freaking me out and I can’t get out of the cycle of gaining and losing weight. I’m sick of this shit I’m just sick if it. I want to cry.