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and going back to ralsei's perspective, it's interesting to me that ultimately, this all is still a means of ralsei letting out some negative feelings they've been bottling up; it's concerning beyond belief that these negative feelings ended up being this degree of displaced self-loathing, but if anyone was suited best to being the springboard for those negative feelings, it was flowery; a brat-type who takes them on the chin, and who's still enough of an occasional jerk to have earned his fair share of ribbing. it's a shame neither of them could end up taking away what they needed to from it all, but ralsei desperately needed to get it all out there regardless.
tomorrow the towns people are going to wake up to two missing kids and a drained lake
iām genuinely really curious as to exactly how the crossing of the lake will really play out, especially with the weird routeās increasing focus on format screw.
this sort of stuff makes me wonder if 7b will be a simple wrongwarp or something else entirely. we try to follow the old manās advice and go ābetween the linesā, where itās darker, and noelleās sentiments echo his, but we walk a path of strict, necessary steps that only enforce the worldās restrictive nature, and come out bathed in a bright light. you have to proceed if you want to continue the weird route. you have to stick to the intended steps.
so what happens when we go brighter? if making a dark fountain allows one to āsee the other sideā of the light world, sealing a dark fountain allows one to āsee the other sideā of the dark world. if water is often likened to darkness, what happens when we try to "see the other side" of a "fountain" like the lake?
about your post on Kris's self worth, I saw Kris taking the golden flower seeds as an out for the guilt they feel over working with the knight and being a traitor to Susie & Ralsei. "They'd be better off without me" line of thinking. I don't really see them as that jealous? They don't show resistance against the options of letting Susie and Noelle do stuff together at the festival. Maybe I'm missing something but I'm curious on your take.
i donāt necessarily think this is a romantic form of jealousy, but i would argue that kris is somewhat implied to have jealous tendencies. both of their dark worlds and particularly the bosses of those dark worlds are concerned with the idea of fearing that you will be replaced or done away with. and on top of that, kris puts susie on a pedestal in a manner that i find particularly notable.
it really seems like krisā appreciation isnāt what you'd expect from good friends, nor do they seem to simply have a teenage crush. instead, they seem to see susie as someone who literally gives their life meaning. itās understandable why kris doesnāt hold her bullying over her head, but it seems like they canāt even let her have the catharsis of an apology because the thought that she would need to at all is unbearable to them.
look at the words krisā narration uses here. theyāre similar to the way susie is described in the prophecy. ralsei makes explicit in ch5 that the heroesā purpose is to stop the darkness, and here kris is, saying susieās smile alone can blow all darkness away. susie is the āgirl with hope crossed on her heart,ā and here kris is, seeing her as a shining pinnacle of just that. that said, i do agree that krisā guilt over working with the knight is a part of this. by trying to defy fate, kris might fear that theyāll both interpersonally and prophetically lose their connection to the āgirl with hope crossed on her heartā. i think susie's sentiment here is one that really does go both ways.
susie, too, seems to fear that without the prophecy, she wonāt be friends with ralsei and kris. susie, like the both of them, seems to want to defy fate but fear the consequences. she doesnāt like ribbons, but if the prophecy says she has to, she can just wear them as armbands, right?
but susie doesnāt just share krisā hesitance to fully buck the prophecy. i think the sort of jealousy kris has now is meant to reflect the sort of jealousy susie used to have of them back before they became friends.
after all, kris a depressed teenager with metaphorical blinders on. in their eyes, they need susie around for their life to have meaning. why wouldn't they be afraid that she may move on from them? why wouldn't they be jealous?
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how do you feel about the new king lore this chapter?
spadesā new scene this chapter is really interesting to me, and probably one of the only castle town segments i didnāt find lackluster. itās horrific, and demonstrates well the plight of the darkners, that something as simple as a card being ripped in half on accident is something he experiences as being cleaved across the back. spades claims that his kingdomās abandonment was spurred on by said incident, rendering the entire deck useless by virtue of a marked card. but card kingdom is far more than just its namesake. seam, the bloxers, the rabbicks, the jigsawrys, the ponmen, the other chess piece darkners, and the other toys are all a part of the kingdom too. jevil and rouxls would not have been used as part of a card game as is. and most damningly, we know kris didnāt always use spades himself to play cards. he was simply another actor in their play-pretend games. his perspective is skewed in a really fascinating way.
but thereās a bit more in ch5 that i find could add some interesting context to him, too. the initial bit that struck me, before i got into the dark-world segment, was the introduction of the festival king and queen tradition. for a long time, i couldnāt pin down why the festival was treated with a romantic connotation, but this seems to be its source. (it even comes with a coupleās parade!) contrary to popular belief, i feel that fate and founding fables in deltaruneās world are represented not by the dark but by the light that presides over it.
and of the lightners, asgore seems the primary originator and enforcer of this particular fable. he and toriel have won year after year, and his shop is named for his series of victories. to him, even kris and asriel exist in relation to this tradition.
according to noelle, asriel and dess were "supposed to win", too. no one outside of dessā family seems to even think of her as anything other than āasrielās girlfriendā.
this, then, frames kris and noelleās childhood games of play-pretend in an interesting light. iāve always been partial to the idea that spades and queenās relationship was fated in some way ā not that they didnāt love each other, necessarily, but that a romantic relationship is something they spawned in as having ābecause they were supposed toā. to me, it tracked with the arbitrary way a lot of the other couples were presented. similar to the prophecy and its many reinterpretations, the older children were "supposed" to follow in the footsteps of one partyās parents, the younger children followed in the footsteps of the older children, and the toys followed in the footsteps the children that played with them. even the character who mentions these games offhand is the herald of a weird-route-esque game, and said route is one where we coerce kris and noelle into performing a romantic relationship complete with wedding ring.
seeing the festivalās king-and-queen tradition in ch5 really tied this all together for me. queen calls spades her ex-husband āor somethingā, as though even she is somewhat aware of their relationshipās arbitrary nature. the two of them being tied together by fate is definitely a stronger read now than it was before. and in keeping with that, so too does the relationship between kris and noelle seem influenced by this tradition. they play pretend as a king and a queen, though noelle admits they were never sure of who should take which role. itās all asgore ever talks about, especially when kris is alone with him, and ch5 draws more attention than ever to his symbolic weird-route connections. even susie tells kris that sheād been under the impression kris and noelle were a couple in a way that suggests such an expectation is self-evident in hometown. she hesitates around noelle because she fears noelle is someone a girl like her isnāt āsupposed toā be with, but i think that she hesitates because sheās thinking āwait, but arenāt kris and noelle together?ā too.
i donāt think everything between kris and noelle was caused by their parents, as evidenced by some of noelleās new anecdotes. but noelle is a biased source of information, too. a lot of noelleās coping mechanisms reason around ascribing herself agency in situations where she lacked it in a way that terrified her. their relationship is intentionally portrayed as very ambiguous.
but when we enter ch5ās dark world, i think we see another way in which spades follows in the tradition of ākingsā that kris is familiar with. it seems easy to forget when one sees how flowery proudly declares heās living completely on his own merits, but flower kingdom is shaped not only by its status as a light-world location cultivated by asgore but by krisā āpower of will,ā too, their literal determining. elements from card kingdom that just shouldnāt be there, like the toy-based puzzles and āblocky foliageā, are. flowery is not unlike a more dutiful lancer. the dark-world forms of asgore and toriel, both of which show up in krisā dark worlds, are even a queen and a king. kris looked at the place where their father lives and thought, āthis should look like the place ruled over by a neglectful and cruel tyrant.ā
of course, there are some key differences between the two. while spades is driven by vengeance quest on the lightners who have power over his king, asgore is the opposite, a powerful lightner driven by a quest for revenge against what he sees as darknessā corruptive influence on his suburban small-town lifestyle (and thus, that power). they occupy different roles within the hierarchy that frame spades as a more sympathetic figure. but krisā drawing of a line between the two of them is still significant to me. it only causes me to feel greater concern at the ways in which flowery and the other flowers desperately try to get him to let his scheming go.
I think an interesting thing to note about Asgoreās objectifying idealization of his family members is that the objectification applies to himself as well. All the things Flowery does for him are based on interests that he only has in relation to othersāhe loves pie because Toriel makes it, he wanted to see a cowboy show with Asriel, he wants to solve the Knight case so the terrible thing that happened to his family never happens again. Even the gardening he loves so muchāhe grows flowers because he wants to give them to other people. He doesnāt just see his family as nothing more than subjects, he sees himself as nothing more than a patriarch. Nothing more than what he can be for others. And when circumstances or the people themselves wonāt let him be that for them, he gets desperateā¦which makes him all the more incapable of being his own person, or even a tolerable one to be around.
while i agree asgoreās self-appointed role is making everyone miserable, i donāt think itās true that asgoreās role is one that objectifies him to the same extent as the others. asgore seems to make a big show of being a selfless person who must learn to ālive for himselfā in the end, and flowery seems to have been taught to see asgore this way as his pseudo-child. but while the framing itself seems unable to wholly question this, it is very easy to look at asgore and read this assessment as incorrect. asgoreās been āliving for himselfā this whole time.
when talking with sans about toriel, asgore treats her like a prize he must win ā someone he must āmakeā love him again by any means necessary. he doubts torielās ability to financially support herself without him and his scheme to reclaim his position as police chief ā a scheme she openly disapproves of ā while claiming she ātries to hide itā and that he knows better. i donāt really know if baking is even something toriel would take to on her own terms ā thereās a heavy indication in deltarune that toriel has a complicated relationship to the tasks expected of her as mother and housewife. but time and time again, asgore acts as though āhis wifeā is what toriel ought to be. heāll even parade someoneās dead body around town if it means his wayāll win out in the end.
asgore is, i would argue, not particularly objectified here. instead, he acts with great entitlement over toriel. symbolically, we can even see this entitlement reflected in how asgore uses the festivalās traditions to name his shop ā āflower kingā. it is a monument not to toriel but to himself, and to his ākinghoodā.
the vector for this scheming, more often than not, is kris. this is most directly reflected in flowery, who takes on similar roles to kris in asgoreās life. like them, flowery deals with the dichotomy of someone who wants asgore to let go of his ideals and who placates him by catering to those ideals simultaneously. (they even seem to have both learned from asgore to unfairly resent toriel for moving away from her role as housewife, albeit in different ways.) like a flower trapped in glass, kris has little power over their father. but he seems to primarily regard them as one of two things ā a co-conspirator for his plans regarding toriel, and a symbol of his self-imposed role as a protector of his family against threats to the normalcy of his suburban life.
almost every scene we see involving the two of them centers one of these two things, with asgore paying minimal lip service to anything about kris that doesnāt involve him. (he gets, like, a half-a-point for being decent about ralseiās transition, but thatās it.) while krisā relationship with dess and subsequent reaction to whatād happened āthat dayā was significant enough for to be placed in therapy, asgoreās account of āthat dayā doesnāt even mention dess by name. itās all about how he felt.
and while we donāt really know how asriel feels about his father, we do know that asgore heavily associates asriel with āold times.ā whenever he lacks the upper hand in a situation with kris or toriel, asriel is his trump card. to me, it reads less that heās doing this all for asrielās sake and more than heās using asriel to get the others to do what he wants. when asriel comes home, he says, things will go back to the way they were before. youād like them to be nice for asriel, wouldnāt you? (and note how he almost always phrases it it as ācomes home,ā he says, not āvisitsā like toriel does.)
iāve discussed it before, but itās telling that asgore can only appreciate the flowers when theyāre his ācaptive audienceā. when people in asgoreās life canāt be his objects, he starts to lose interest in them. he is more than happy with the status quo that treats the darkness as a plight upon his slice of suburbia. while this is a position that makes asgore and the people around him miserable, certainly, it is still a position of power. his behavior reads differently than that of a darkner or a darkner-adjacent being like flowery, powerless beings fated to try and guess at what would please the lightners. toriel, asriel, kris, and the flowers are all at the mercy of what he decides to do. after all, asgore could genuinely begin to consider what others want instead of what he wants. he could let go of toriel for her own sake. he could let go of the idea that asriel cannot escape his birthplace. he could see flowery as a young man chained to his light. but if he stopped clinging to his power, he would have to question the foundations upon which the light world is built. and, well, he just canāt do that.
this anecdote was also really strange to read after discussing how i might want to take certain old thoughts and theories i had about the game and work them into my own kind of story someday. it always makes me feel a little foolish to think like that given how critical i am of "filing off the serial numbers" as a means of turning fanwork into original fiction, but this is an interesting way of framing it. it's definitely an anecdote i'll keep in my back pocket.
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all your flowery analyses are really fucking good and make the whole older brother thing hurt a lot more. flowery's desperate for asgore's attention but he's also taking on the most major role in trying to keep asgore happy as to let the rest of the flowers pursue their own dreams. it's also heavily implied that he still tries to make time for the and their activities in the flavor text for his fight and like. he's their older brother and their friend and trying to make them happy and trying to make asgore happy and trying to live up to what he wants to be for everyone and i am emo about it
this got longer and ramblier than i expected it would as i tried to feel out my thoughts on flowery and ralsei; as well, iād like to give a blanket content warning for discussion of parental (or pseudo-parental) abuse and fawning behavior that goes into a bit heavier territory than my usual fare. iām not sure if all of this was intentional insomuch as it is my own personal reading informed by my own personal feelings, but itās noticable enough that i wanted to talk about it nonetheless.
iāve been discussing this a lot with one of my mutuals who liked the chapter more than i did so far, so iāll quote with their permission; ākeeping asgore distracted and happy seems to be a strategy to make sure the flowers aren't hurt by him, physically or emotionally. asgore is outright being threatening and terrifying when he fixates on the dark world and dark fountain. the fact that flowery keeps fawning (ā¦) it reads that flowery is trying to keep him from hurting anyone, and he's redirecting asgoreās behavior by trying to get him to engage with the other flowers who want his attention and love. it's a fucking horrific situation because (ā¦) his entire existence depends on asgoreās whims.ā i really do think a lot of floweryās behavior is a fawn response, especially because asgore treats flowery in a way that very glaringly aligns with the sort of father he is to his light-world children. flowery sees asgore as the man who raised him too, after all. asgoreās children seem already primed to carry burdens they shouldnāt by him, and oftentimes this corroborates asgoreās general lack of appropriate boundaries. asgore gets rough with kris and susie when throwing them out of the dark world, and in earlier chapters, repeatedly uses kris as an āinā to force his romantic gestures on toriel.
floweryās behavior towards asgore reads far differently than asgoreās behavior towards toriel for a number of reasons, but one such reason is that in both relationships, asgore is the one āin powerā; as a man, and as a caretaker-figure and lightner. flowery is literally objectified as a flower and as someone asgore raised; kris, asriel, and toriel are objectified as the members of the family he is the breadwinning patriarch of. the dynamic asgore has with the flowers emphasizes the ways he treats the people in his life like tools for his own ends and the way they learn to play multiple roles in his life as a result. their wants and needs become impositions on his own even when stripped down to appease him. and his violence is framed far more severely as someone from a grounded setting than most violence coming from someone originating in the dark worldsā heightened fantasy setting. itās no wonder flowery fawns when heās around; because asgore holds the reins, his approval reigns supreme, and his self-centered worldview reflects this.
moreover, though, i feel this is the case because itās yet another way flowery acts as a reflection of ralsei. almost all of this is stuff youāve probably heard me say before while discussing ralseiās relationship to the role they are meant to carry out; but it bears repeating that much of what initially comes off like ralsei tutorializing or acting overbearing is instead an attempt to ensure that we donāt hurt them or their friends. it's an extension of the idea that ralsei still seems to have clung onto; that our kindness will be enough to alter the ending of the prophecy without causing it to be defied outright. this becomes apparent in the conversation ralsei has with flowery about their prayers to the prophecy; putting their faith in themself seems sacrilegious, and coping by believing that perhaps there is a prophecy that can be merciful and kind if they are only kind enough in turn is much easier. i donāt think they believe praying will really change anything, but itās very evident to me that it gives them a sense of comfort. if ralsei can carry the weight of this knowledge on their own, no one will get hurt. everything will be okay. the prophecy (and, depending, whoever or whatever tasked ralsei with the role of its tutorial,) will be good, and gentle, and kind. and this leads to a sense of what at first seems like pride in ralsei that mirrors floweryās own; a coping mechanism to reason out the cruelty. i can handle the prophecy (/asgore,) i am the only one who understands the prophecy (/asgore,) you donāt understand the prophecy (/asgore,) like i do, so donāt insult it (/him). (i wonāt tangent about the weird route here, but i do think noelle is similarly trying to cope with whatās been done to her there similarly.) i think this is a part of why it upsets ralsei so much to see flowery encouraging them to break the prophecyās rules. ralseiās come to fear that doing so without proper precaution is grounds for risking punishment.
what initially may read to some as scheming or two-facedness is, in actuality, an intricate plan to mitigate harm, and this goes both ways. i think this is why flowery comes off like a know-it-all to the other flowers. it isnāt that heās selfishly controlling them for no reason or because they donāt share his feelings; rather, he knows asgore threatens darkness with great violence, and his close friends are all only able to have their own dreams because of the darkness. if asgore loves the darkness, heāll love them, too. he wonāt hurt them when theyāve only just started to develop their own smiles. to me, it seems as though we are meant to interpret his motives as including a want to find a way to break the rules alongside them; a way for them to maintain their lives in the darkness in spite of their natures as flowers. (and this in and of itself is something ralsei may too want and be deeply ashamed of wanting, as it seems increasingly likely that ralsei is not meant to live past the end of the prophecy, ralsei sees the broader idea of trying to live past oneās fated end as sacrilege.) the more flowery fawns, the more i think he believes he can convince asgore he and his world are worthy of defying fate for.
but more immediately, ralsei is an object, and this colors the aforementioned just as it does for flowery. loathing oneās self for being useless and being told usefulness is the only way one can matter is part and parcel of objectification. flowery claims that becoming a human will free him from the fate of a flower, but he is unable to defy fate as long as his attempts ultimately do naught but adhere to it. he remains objectified as a sort of aspiring multitool of asgoreās; thus, in the end, the darkness he longs for cannot prevail over the sun-lit āway things ought to be.ā; as long as he depends on the light, he will never cast off the fate of a flower. ralsei, on the other hand, is the darkner to end all darkners; their room is perfectly empty, their hobbies are entirely tailored to be as useful to the lightners as possible, and doylistically, their being the only darkner in the party casts them as a sort of microcosm of every darknersā struggle. ralsei doesnāt simply idealize kris and susie because they are the heroes of the prophecy; their status as lightners is critical to the dynamic between them, and as an aspect of why ralsei defers to them rather than simply seeing them as āfellow heroesā. like flowery, a lot of what initially comes across like a comedic excess of affection towards kris (and susie, though we are not shown this as often,) is, upon closer examination, deeply concerning behavior that stems in part from how ralsei has been taught to view themself in relation to the lightners by the hierarchy. itās not a coincidence that one of ralseiās go-to moves when trying to help kris and susie out is letting them literally walk all over them; and itās not a coincidence that reading the way flowery talks about asgore gives one a sense of deja-vu.
note the wording of ralseiās prayer. have mercy on them, have mercy on susie. ralsei never asks for the prophecy to have mercy on ralsei.
this got long because i wanted to give ralsei their due alongside flowery, as i think ch5 is most interesting when flowery is read as a series of mirrors that work to realize ralsei as a character rather than as simply a part of a self-contained asgore-centric conflict. the two of them are martyr-complex royalty in every sense of the word. but to circle back to what you were saying and end on a slightly less miserable note, i do think floweryās affinity for the other flowers is very sweet. he teaches aqua to safely use knives, he acts as a dance rival to blue and sparring partner to yellow, orange outright considers him like an older brother to her, and so on. in turn, they back him up when he needs them. asgore may find them a bother now that theyāve developed their own voices, but flowery genuinely cares for them no matter what they want to be. and i think he tries to extend this to ralsei, too, noticing somethingās up and using the rival approach or sparring-partner approach to try and help out. in the end, though, heās unable to do so because heās just as trapped as they are. in the end, he is unable to defy his fate, and ceases to be anything more than the prophesied flower man.
paraphrasing things i've said both here and elsewhere because this topic seems to be a hot one lately and i want to offer my two cents on it, but ā i feel as though flowery's plan often gets characterized as a knowing fool's errand (after all, flowers need light to live), but i read it as something a little different. a huge part of flowery's plan was to, well, stop being a flower. he earnestly wanted himself and his friends to have a way to live on in the dark world. he wanted everyone to know their own smiles. he wanted to "defy fate". and i think that's a part of what scares ralsei so much ā ralsei wants that, too. in the end, ralsei insists to flowery that being a flower is enough not because such a thing ought to be immutable, but because they saw that he wanted to defy his fate and was ultimately too strangled by that fate to succeed. they saw that flowery and his friends had relied on asgore and his "light" for so long that they couldn't dream of a world where they didn't have to. flowery saying "even if we defeated you, we knew that we would perish," seems, to me, more like him trying to accept defeat than something he'd believed the whole way through.
i think it's horrific to see flowery capitulate to such a mindset. it reminds me a little of seeing spamton after his bossfight ā speaking unlike himself, morosely resigned to his role as someone else's strength. but i think ralsei copes with this by taking up their "guide" role, repeating back the familiar rules they've been taught will keep them safe. a flower is enough for asgore. a lonely prince is enough for the prophecy. flowery's purpose is to be a flower. ralsei's purpose is to stop the darkness. both of them ended up where they're supposed to. nothing about this could've been different. (but how much longer will ralsei be able to believe that?)
after chatper 5, have your thoughts on spamton's gender changed or stayed the same? im curious since it's stirring a bit of a debate on xitter now
ch5 has only strengthened my feelings. itās interesting that the pink & mew mew fight pokes a bit of fun at the fact that she is essentially the popular conception of what spamton is assumed to be like while being the antithesis to him in actuality. (asgore, on the other hand, has only become more of a genuinely spamton-esque character.) pink & mew mewās fight places a lot of emphasis on questioning the status quo through self-actualization and treating others as your equals, while spamton wants to pull himself up by his bootstraps and thus and cannot imagine himself or others outside of that status quo. itās odder now that the game is drawing a bit more attention to spamton as sort of a symbol of the status quo thematically to see spamton having transitioned off-screen before the game began or wanting to use neo to transition as a popular read of his character, but at this point, iāve sort of learned that the spamton i know and the spamton conceived by everyone else may as well be entirely different characters. iād rather just not talk about him.
i have! i've been working my way through anthology of the killer as well. i haven't replayed space funeral in a while, but i remember really liking the sort of sludginess it had about it.
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What do you think the ending of the game will be like? (both normal and weird route)
i'm not sure how i think it'll go, but i do know how i would like for it to go. on the normal route, i think we will come to understand the knight, and then the world will be covered in darkness for good. however, this will not by our hierarchical power nor the knight's or any other lightners', but through the power of ralsei and the darkners' dreams. through this, the worldstate will be "rewritten". darkners will no longer be objects, and no one will remain a character within a "game". (there is no prophecy in this rewritten world. it is not undertale.) i'd like for us to not see the particulars beyond that on-screen, but i'd like there to be an implication that characters like ramb, the old man, and the flowers will be given second chances. as for the weird route, i have no real expectations, but the world being covered in darkness by a lightner's power instead would be interesting. the heroes fail to achieve their goal (as do we,) and the world is covered in darkness successfully, but is that enough to rewrite the worldstate when it only reinforces the power the light has over the dark?