the foxhole court should be a tv and from that someone should make a truly devastating edit of my princess kevin day to the song sidelines by phoebe bridgers. btw
like. hold your personal image of kevin day in your mind’s eye.
now imagine some really sad scenes from the special episode that goes into kevin’s backstory w a focus on his time at the nest, riko, the master, jean.
riko breaking kevin’s hand. kevin going to wymack (knowing wymack is his real father and thinking he absolutely cannot tell the coach this). the andrew of it all.
now picture kevin the season that he’s first going to play for the foxes. that scene from neil’s pov where he sees kevin try and shoot with his broken hand.
when they’re on the kathy show and he’s doing his fake nice tv thing but then riko is the surprise guest. neil going wild is his house plant. btw
when they go to the exy banquets and he’s lowkey so scared and just sticks with andrew and later neil. then shots of kevin from when we get to the horrible columbia dinner/drake attack/andrew hospitalized episode. but then clips of the foxes getting back on track and winning games with andrew back <3
NOW. clip of kevin going to tell wymack that he’s his father in book three. then clip of kevin and his mom and young riko from the flashback episode. ending on lil kevin playing exy / kevin when he’s on the court with neil so wistful being like you could’ve made court (when he finds out neil is nathaniel and is 100000% going to be killed by the yakuza in that exchange in maybe book two). it’s SO serious to me
getting upset and self-soothing by imagining my personal kevin day fan edit. there is so little functionally different about my brain at 29 versus at 16. everywhere you go there you are 🫡
