Is it love?
I hate it when other people say it.
When other people see it, it becomes true.
For the past 4 months I’ve tried denying it, I’ve been keep telling myself that this is not love. ‘Cause I’ve never been in love before, I don’t know what love feels like.
But if I gotta be honest, love is the only option that fits.
When I listen to songs about love, I find myself agreeing with that feeling.
I do believe that a feeling can be defined as love only when is reciprocated, so technically I’m not in love with you.
But I guess I’ve fallen for you.
Maybe everyone is right, and saw it right before I did.
But I’m gonna keep denying, I’m not going to make the same mistake twice and tell someone who doesn’t like me back how I feel.
I hope that at least admitting it to myself will somehow help me figure out these emotions, process them faster and move the fuck on.
‘Cause honestly I’m kind of exhausted.
