ignoring everyone

Im so hungry I wanna eat chips but I also have to go to the gym. But i can't go to the gym hungry I have to eat something. But I can't eat something big. Also its already 1pm I wasted so much time. I also have to renew my membership. Im still in my pj's I have to get up. But i don't wanna

So unrealistic 😍

But i only got

Life is strange,

I stopped talking to most of my summer friends. and I realized none of them actually liked me. like, I mean I don't know if they did or not I mean, they tell me they like me and they also ask me if I'm okay and ask if we're good but actually they don't care about me at all. And it's so irritating. so if you don't care about me, why are you asking if our relationship is still okay. Everything is so confusing. I'm not saying that they hate me they just don't know what boundaries are and they make fun of people and then sweep it under the rug and call them jokes like they think they're joking or something. Seriously, it's like every summer is my suburban hell by the beach. Two days ago, I confronted them. Well, I didn't confront them. I went crazy and yelled at them. It was batshit lol. and then my stupid damn self called my friend that was there who saw what i did , and i tried to explain what happened, but she didn't even listen to me she went on about how I was so weird to do that. but it wasn't weird because I've been tolerating them for 4 years, and I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of people calling me names and then telling me that it's just a joke and sayinh that I'm too dramatic and too sensitive and "the world doesn't revolve around me" but bro this doesn't have anything to do with me thinking that "the world revolves around me" this is about showing mutual respect and you can't even do that any of you and I'm so sick of it I care about all of you but you just care about drinking smoking and going on about your slandering other people and making jokes about their intelligence. I don't understand any of it. okay, I don't think any of you people who'll read this will understand what I'm saying but whatever loll

I only see them as lifeless zombies now