Domino Uncensored

My song is called "I Am Fire"

Well

It's 3 in the morning

And I'm finally only a little satisfied with what dent I made today artistically. The broken jewelry my mom gave me (a whole 2nd bag of it) is organized in a way that makes it look decorative, and I'm on the verge of getting my own spot with vibes coming from people I couldn't be more grateful for.

I'm single, free and finally going to be on my own independently for the first time in a long time.

Hooked up with a chick finally and it was wonderful...for the night lol. Idk I'm just really feeling the single thing? I mean yeah I still RELY on my ex of 8 years, but he's a famous producer and I'm literally a starving artist so who cares? That guy owes me one lol.

Disobeying my oldest rule (out of circumstance) and moving in with a 25 year old after an 8 year relationship, getting fucked over by who I thought was a friend but is pure slime, and then dealing with the depression of quitting my band of 10 years while having quite literally the worst birthday, all in 2023? Yeah, after all the cool people I've met and things looking good on the horizon, friends and family who've had my back have really pulled me through, so here I go again. Plus my real aim was to get housed before starting my social media ventures (comfort of home studio, better technology, etc etc ) And I'm coming close to being in my own spot.

I've lost my phone (until Monday hopefully), and everywhere I go is a struggle to get to, especially when my stress and habits are kinda destroying my body. It's so stupid but I just can't focus on enhancing the life I want if I don't have my own personal haven of a home, which includes stretching eating right and getting enough goddamn sleep at night, art is the only thing that calms me right now because I'm not home I'M JUST PREPARING. not getting down to the nitty gritty of why I'm ok with letting my habits destroy me.

I'm gonna ask this dude Joseph Demaree (artist and musician as well) to send me those stretching videos he was recommending to me--he's the guy who's recorded my first scratch EP for a free compilation at a show on the East Side May 20th...

My idea (that's still developing) is 3 shows in 2023, each one putting out a different version of the first, the last one being the best. I would LOVE to play/perform with INFM and continue writing music for Matt Garrison.

I've decided to call myself an Entertainer and Tarot Card Reader. Entertainer would encompass all the things I do under one roof: Musician, artist, singer/songwriter, lyricist, aspiring author, actress, YEAH entertainer just covers everything.

Whilst I escaped a crazy landlord, I hadn't known there would be a crazy room mate on the horizon! Fresh into young adulthood and out of parents sight to throw the biggest tantrums I've ever seen in my life, yelling in the early morning hours because one dish wasn't put away or food of the minimum like 3 noodles from leftover spaghetti in the sink. AND she's super into Jesus and Jesus tunes so YOU KNOW she's got a handle on this life. Lol. Whatever man.

I've been stressing so hard because my housing hasn't come through yet and the process has already been long and lengthy, tiring...but my knight in shining armor came through the hardest today, not only landing a job my mom hooked him up with, but there's an opportunity to move into a spot where we're actually going to be WANTED and appreciated, and from May it extended 4 whole months.

With having getting fucked over by who I thought was my friend (FUCK YOU STEVIE YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT), and my taxes nowhere in sight to cover anything ...the news of the opportunity of a better living situation just washed away so much worry.

The Universe is good. I am patient, I am strong, I can live off my talents.

This Saturday I'm having 2 pieces in an art auction, and this Sunday I'm having I think 12 pieces up in another gallery at a pop-up...both for the first time ever and both in the city I love so much.

Today I took 3 busses and a lyft to the VA clinic for my first ever Chiropractic "adjustment", and I got to take home a machine to pulse my muscles or whatever. 5 appointments set in April as well.

My moving away from my crazy landlord and all that it involves has had me reschedule this audition 3 times now, and this is the absolutely last time available (5 PM). Being so stressed had me leave my bag at home with my wallet and everything before leaving to Oakland on a date...I wanted to cry when we got there. Lucky for me the doorman was cool about it and I was able to make around 40 bucks with my art.

Doctors say my memory problems are all because of stress, and I can't stop stressing until I secure housing, which I need to do by the 15th...I've just gathered so many documents together and am hoping what I turn in today will be enough for this new place. Living on hope and a fuckin prayer.

Shower has been off for 3 days now.

I feel so dirty I need a shower!!!

I can't wait to show all the evidence of harassment if this bitch takes me to court. Accusations of ludicrous nature, like I've hacked into her email, slept with her husband and soliciting my friends for sex have spewed from her mouth, along with holding my mail (opening it and PROVING it via text), having a camera on my door 24/7 that lights up every time it opens, filming my guests coming in or out of my place, blocking the driveway of uber drivers and rides I've needed while filming us and saying we can't park there, having nightly illegal parties for weeks on end sometimes, changing the price of rent because I inquired about money I had actually given her, having my bike stolen from one of her guests, been STALKED by one of her guests, AND one of her guests smoked crack right next to my car! Oh and storing drugs inside my place while I was out of town. So much more as well...

It makes me sick that people like this are in my hometown.

I have video of her denying I'm a veteran!

The girl I got a kiss on the cheek from likes me back!!!

So, a little history lesson for you...

My first (and last) serious girlfriend had our era during the Don't Ask Don't Tell military policy around 2011. We raised my daughter together for the 1st year of her life and ended up breaking things off-which I had to seriously grow from -and kinda deterred me from hitting on women or putting the effort to start something kinda until this year really. Seriously though, some bitches REALLY ain't shit, and being the toxic empath I've been in the past, I had to learn this the hard way.

So there's this shyness, this fear of a relationship not reciprocating the things I put into it that I have now-a constant critic in my game lol.

And this girl just blew me away with how honest and real she feels about me...because I usually find out too late if it was appropriate in my quest of finding a chick to give my time to...

FOR EXAMPLE

An older beauty of a woman let me hook up with her, and I kinda let my ego run the night...yeah. Wouldn't have been such an animal if I had known she was grieving her ex the year before...I consider her "The one that got away" lol.

Another was a 23 year old who I satisfied quite successfully (after saying no a million times because of her age)...that bitch kept my art supplies for like a month because she thought I was trying to get on her dick or something...I get it man I was 23 once too but all I wanted was my damn art supplies.

For a person with no job on paper I think I'm doing ok.

Saturday I got 2 art pieces into a local gallery downtown, selling for $800 and $900 bucks.

Yesterday I went to a pop-up that was "dead" (only 2 vendors and I showed up), but stayed the entire time to enjoy the vibes, and got a piece of art up on the wall of the bar nearby, $22 bucks and a free Uber ride home. Networked with cool contacts and got a kiss on the cheek from a cute girl at the end of the night before leaving =3

And today I made 2 housing appointments for tomorrow, a mental health appt and chiropractic appt for the beginning of March, and caught up with customers waiting on art.

And tonight I'm gonna see an out of town kindred spirit sister AND Reverend Horton Heat at the Ritz!!!

Since this is uncensored I'll just go through what is playing in my headand usually outloud while I make...art. Oh and uncensored means I don't have to count right now bc I'm high af...I'll do that on Youtube @DominotheCreative2300...eventually lol

1st Post of my new tumblr! What's up my name is Domino and I'm from California (BAY AREAAAAAA)-and I wouldn't wanna be anywhere else (cept maybe on stage everywhere else). I'm an artist and musician on paper but can do ALL KINDSA SHIT when it comes to creativity or entertaining. I haven't followed too many accounts yet so this post might go unseen for awhile (jesus I forgot how tumblr works), but I THINK THIS IS A NICE INTRO...

I'm a veteran, Aries (+Scorpio Moon & Virgo Rising), mother of one kickass kid, tarot reader, actress, collage MASTA, lyrical G with song writing skills that would make ya motha blush, weed toker and flum smoker, and...I ain't too bad on the eyes. Lol

Anything you see can be purchased but may be altered by the time it gets to ya...because my mission in life is to provide only original works of art-even if it's an altered print :) And please bear with me, this is my first attempt at advertising and promoting that I now will mail art out upon request? Ugh businessy things. I shall do my best.

I wanna sell out stadiums and be as big as Queen.

I want kids in 3rd world countries to somehow download my music for free and be able to stay on the grind because my shit inspired them to keep living.