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So I have no idea who the fuck I am exactly but like, I know I haven't been conscious in years and I am very disoriented. Life, as I am coming to terms with, is completely different from what I remember it (and apparently, for the better in extreme ways) and I am... Confused. I know I was there for the worst of it, and then I wasn't. I don't remember shit.

The nights you condemned me had become my worst nightmare. What you saw before you? Sweet wells of power; Unprompted, uncalled for, you sought to devour. Sweet dreams of your lies left behind who I was, who I could be lost to who I'd become.

“Maybe they wanted to give him everything he wanted. Everything he desired. Everything they could give. Whatever they felt, it was such a muddled mass of emotions that even with a thousand years of untangling, it may only lead to a dead end of frayed knots and misery... Or lead to something so twisted and ugly, a reflection of their worst fears, it would shatter them with a single touch. Maybe, in those shattered shards of sparkling glass, he'd find... That he wanted him to hurt them. Create a wound that tore into both of them. Set a fire that would engulf them both, and disintegrate the two into fine dust, a bond of ashes that could never be sifted apart.

Dimitri: Come on. Join that fandom server, you don't have to enjoy the content alone. You've been in the fandom for years!