dogboy :3

Guy went straight from struggling to jerk off, to all of sudden cumming 4 times in like a minute or two just from being finger fucked on my couch.

Something about discovering things about someone’s body at the same time as them is so much fun. That pretty fuck drunk look on their face as they realize how slutty their body really is.

Not to mention inexperienced boys are incredibly easy to overwhelm with like the littlest bit of confidence and competence. I could keep up dirty talk the whole time we fucked and I think it damn near killed him.

the act of trying to fit my fat, squishy body into something that would not go past my knees was embarrassing. but it’s doubled when i realized i was wearing the biggest size in that section, what was supposed to be my section. the look my mother gave me when i told her that nothing fit is seared into my memory.

so i cried. i cried because this meant i had to shop at the womens section. for some completely asinine reason, in my teens, i decided that if i ever shopped in the fat lady’s section, it meant that i had failed. at what? i still don’t really know. passing by the abundance of ugly, drab, boring clothes that the plus size section provided felt like i was in a funhouse, like this can’t be my reality.

but the pants fit there. i took no pleasure from this, and i cried again.

so that’s why i made this post. because the experiences that fat and chubby kids go through in dressing rooms is unique and so rarely talked about. i’m in a much better place now and have definitely embraced my fat thighs and hanging double belly, but i know a lot of us who grew up to be fat adults still have some pain we have to address and work through.