Rat Thoughts

Originally i was going to just go in for an STI screening (i like being a slut, but i also like to be safe!) but now im going in for

- STI screening

- Vitamin Panel (i just learned of these and want to see if there’s something i’m missing)

- Asking for referral to a psychiatrist to check for potential DID

- My feet

- Checking why i suddenly have a couple birthmarks on my thigh?!? and…

I attempted to do a tarot reading for myself and the cards told me that “my future was unclear and i should try again later” lol

I tried a second more “proper reading” but got pulled away before i could even flip the cards over and see which ones they were.

I’m suddenly getting panicky at work…

My dad was only talking about his deep hatred dislike of tattoos and laughing cause his friend mentioned that if her kid got a tattoo he’d be out of the will. I kinda laughed at it cause it was super silly and childish.

Wasn’t kidding when told that I’d like Slay the Spire 2. It’s fucking destroyed my ability to be functional.

My dad flew a personal spaceship to and from the house. When he got home i remember flying over to the yard where he landed to tell him that i spotted another vampire who could fly. I believe that the other vampire wasn’t hostile but still worrying cause they were in the house and not part of the family.

I’m confident that my dad was a small alien and my mom a goth vampire. The thing is though… none of us looked any different from real life.

i’m walking to my room past my roommate’s room, to go to bed, and my roommate is playing a videogame with his door open.

All i hear is him say:

The sun hasn’t risen yet. But twilight is beginning to appear. People are going ashore for supplies. The ship is in parity with the stillness of the day.