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“Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature. Be better than anyone here, and don’t give a damn what anyone thinks. You’re on your own. Be on your own.”

I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life. And I am horribly limited.

“When love is real, it will find a way.”

“The night you left was the most painful part of my favorite story.”

“Listen. I wish I could tell you it gets better. But, it doesn’t get better. You get better.”

“It’s been said that love finds you when you’re ready.”

“You will never know how many tears have fallen for you.”

It wasn’t my day. My week. My month. My year. My life. God damn it.

14 months since you left and I was in bed with a guy who isn’t you for the first time. I let him hug me but I couldn’t bare to do anything else with him. When he left I sobbed because whilst his arms were around me all I could think about was you and I’m scared I’ll never stop comparing everyone to you.

16 months since you left and I just kissed someone who isn’t you for the first time. I still miss you and I’m scared I always will