divinely

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if he was being honest, he could stay just like that. it was enough for him to be able to look at leksi, but also enough to keep him – close. the vampire normally didn’t let the other get too close. after sex was reserved for honestly, picking on one another about things, discusing sex, discussing why his mood was the way it was, or even the hunter had fallen asleep there once or twice. were these parts of the reason he ended up having a growing thing of feelings for the other? as much as ro didn’t want to admit it, yes. ‘it seems to be a growing habit,’ he hums softly now. the pressure on his back was notable and he even closes his eyes for a moment. this felt – safe. like he could admit all of his stupid things right there in that moment. ‘it is. and honestly, i haven’t felt that in so long.. i’ve never let myself – do that again.’ there’s a little sigh. ‘so you sat around, waiting for me to message? you do know first messages work both ways, yes? and no, but i tried to tell you it wasn’t the best idea. you gotta deal with it, now.’

“Maybe the Fate Hate is the other way around.  Who is to say that I’m good for you?”

He tilted his head to the side as he looked at Hale.

“We can grab a hotdog on the way.  I would love to walk with you.  Um…look…I want to give us a try.  If it doesn’t work, then it doesn’t work.  But this was chosen for a reason.  So we deserve to try, right?”

leksi had never really played with his hair before - ro honestly didn’t let people do things like this ever. he didn’t like getting attached, and often, he may have a couple of fuck buddies instead of with random people but leksi was different. he seemed to be this whole new level in ro’s mind that made him feel.. soft. he hadn’t been soft like this since his wife and honestly, letting his guard down felt scary. however he pulls back a bit, not enough for the hands to leave his hair but to look at him. icy blue eyes only scan heavily for a moment before shaking his head a little. ‘i didn’t expect you to drop what you were doing to come here, honestly. actually,’ he pauses before laughing half-heartedly. ‘that’s a lie. i partly hoped you would. i dislike having good emotions, honestly. the feeling of someone able to make me feel weak and unstable - that i have to have a conscious for them.’ ro moves, ass sliding to the edge of his seat a bit and coming in to the other a bit, arms going around his waist and chin resting along his stomach, looking up at him. ‘i told you asking for emotions was a bad choice.. and if you opened a little, you got them all..’

Maybe things had been different after their passionate fucking. But when he had asked for passion, well, he obviously had signed up for something both of them didn’t know quite to handle. And he had never assumed that brood, grumpy vampire would like him. Never. His brows raised when Ro moved, not away but just closer, even kinda hugging him in a tight embrace. And Leksi would lean back just a little, on one hand while his other stayed in the males hair. “Look at us surprising each other.” His legs were now wrapping around the males back and this was surprisingly nice. Like it was different, they didn’t touch that much when not having sex. Ro never would hold onto him like this. “It’s a scary thing, knowing someone has power like that, over you.” Hence, Leksi was very great at keeping himself out of situations like this, relationships.. emotions. He bit his lower lip shortly. “I didn’t make popcorn. I hoped you would text though.” He surely at least owed Romeo a tiny little bit of truth. He could tell him many things, how he was always waiting for a text, scared the texts ended and he would have to find out someone else killed the old vampire. “I couldn’t know that you would end up liking when all I wanted was to not fuck myself on a lifeless dick.”

the other snorting made his nose crinkle slightly at that. ‘listening is nice when your eyes are tired,’ he points out. ‘i think it is very hard for you to make something look bad. pretty sure you’ve looked nice in everything so far.’ ro licks his lips a little though as he sighs. the other’s crossword was definitely a much better subject. maybe his glasses - maybe they should put their own movie on. anything but to actually talk about what was going on in his stupid mind. though there’s a little smile at feeling the hands run in his hair, the way it was pushed back and it just felt – nice. when did he become to like the touch of someone so much? ‘yes, you.’ he had heard the tone, and he knew it was a little weird. especially since he brooded himself off as being this dickhead guy who beyond leksi, didn’t have emotions for things. and partly, it was true. ‘if you’re going to get straight to the point, yes.’

One way to get Leksi in a good mood was to compliment him. Compliments about his looks, about how handsome he was, things he could understand and get behind. Yet, knowing someone could like him was a while different story. His fingers kept moving through the other males dark hair, stroking it, playing with it in a slightly nervous way, though he didn’t want to let it show too much. “Yes me.” Aleksi mumbled, more to process this whole situation or the meaning behind those words. “Maybe you should have tried to keep me away instead of telling me about you mood... or did you really want to see me tonight? I mean, if you dislike liking me, wouldn’t it be logical to do anything to keep me away?” Leksi pointed out, visibly overwhelmed by that new dynamic.

ro and leksi had definitely gotten in to partly a routine. maybe not one either of them expected, but he wasn’t exactly complaining that the other was able to easily keep him strapped to the house. then again, he really didn’t need to be shot or staked to be stopped. not by leksi. ‘movie night alone? lame,’ he teases, cocky little smile crossing his lips as he settles in the chair. however a brow lifted at seein the reddened eyes. well, good thing he didn’t have to deal with that. ‘i like the glasses,’ he admits. yes, he’d become kind of soft for the hunter. and it was part of the reason his emotions wanted to play crazy tonight and he tried to shut them off. had it been anyone but leksi, he probably would’ve been in the biggest dick mood, but here he was, resting his chin slightly on the other’s knee, looking up like a kicked puppy almost. ‘you.’ the word was quiet but simple. his eyes close at that before shrugging slightly. ‘i don’t like it - the way i feel.. weak with you. you wanted emotion for sex and now i feel like there’s no way to stop them. there’s no way for me to feel like if you walked out of that door tonight and never came back, that my – heart wouldn’t hurt.’

Leksi snorted softly. Being called lame wasn’t much of an issue, he could take that. “See, with the itchy teary eyes nothing else sounded like an option, it would also be more of a little.. well, listening to the movie situation.” Both his brows raised at the compliment, though, he hardly took it as one.The other was surely just teasing. “It’s hard for me to make anything look bad, they are rather annoying though.” Again he had to adjust them. But yes, this wasn’t about him or the dislike of his glasses. This was about Romeo, why he was in such a mood and why Leksi felt the need to drop everything and make his way to the males place. Though, he wasn’t going to admit that. The bowl of popcorn also was a lie, he had hoped for a text. Not that he would ever admit that. The honest reply had Aleksi stare at the other in shock and he ended up putting the crossword puzzle and pencil aside, turning his body full while both hands came to the males hair, brushing it back some. “Me?” There was honest surprise in this word. The second foot was now resting between Ros legs on the chair, his other foot remained on the males thigh since the vampires head now rested on his own thigh. “So you are in a killing mood because you think you may like me a little too much, for you liking?”

“There is a reason that fate chose us for one another.  My brother Remington is very happy with his mate, Jace.  So, I don’t expect you to be wrong for me.”

He looked at Hale with his head tilted to the side.

“I know a place where we can grab something to eat outside if you want.  I could buy you lunch.”

He hoped that the other would agree.  He really wanted to get to know him.

“Fate seems to hate you.” Hale snorted softly. Destructive self doubts.. he liked to cover them with a laugh, a stupid joke to mask the insecurities that were so obvious. “Does your brothers mate is some weird as fuck loser?” Because he was sure, the mentioned Jace hardly should be compared to him. His gaze dropped to the dog to his feet who slightly wagged his tail. “See, I have to get this little guy home soon, I was on my was back and he has a grooming appointment.” He tilted his head some. “We could grab.. a hotdog and take him to his home?” And here he wasn’t telling the guy to just leave because Emerson seemed determined enough to stick to their mate situation.

bad mood face given quite heavily, constantly at this point. he didn’t actually think leksi would show up when he said he was in a shitty mood - most people would go very far from an unstable vampire. his emotions were having a struggle, and partly it was from getting in his head about things and they wanted to switch off quite hard to shut it all down. but he’s just watching leksi with a frown, eyes on him heavily. more so, he kind of found the other quite attractive in his glasses versus the contacts he usually had. ‘aw, are you saying you didn’t want to see me tonight?’ he’s teasing mostly before sighing out, slumping in the kitchen chair now as he felt quite baby sitted right now. ‘why do you have glasses anyways? you don’t seem the type to want to wear them - stick to your contacts usually?’

Maybe Aleksi was giving his as some heroic role and powers, maybe he assumed that he could surely do something from keeping one bloody mess to happen. Because then it would only take a little while until more hunters would show up at the others place, questioning him for keeping that monster alive. When Aleksi felt the male coming closer, he used the legs and foot that hung rom the table to push out a chair for the other. “I had a bowl of popcorn ready.. let’s say that.” He sighed softly, blue eyes remaining focused on the crossword puzzle. It was only the mention of his glasses that had Leksi show up and over at the other. Maybe now it was more noticeable how reddened his eyes were. “Teary and itchy eyes really aren’t that great for contacts..” Leksi cleared his throat. “You’re trying to get the focus off of you though, so. What makes you feel like some mass murderer tonight?” He rested his foot on the males thigh.

Leksi was sitting on the males dinner table, one leg hanging from it, the other was angled some to give a bit of a surface to the little crossword puzzle he tried to solve. Was it a little extravagant? Clearly, but Aleksi could be like that And since his allergies kept him from wearing contacts, he was pushing up his glasses for the hundred time. “Alright, will you stop glaring at me?” He didn’t need to look up to know Ro was staring at him, for whatever reason. “You were stupid enough to announce your killing spree mood to me, or else I wouldn’t have decided to come here at all today.”

“I don’t think I’ll brag today. You really need to rest. And me thinking aboht that sort of thing is just going to be get me all worked up and everything. And that’s not fair on you right now.” Chester smiled happily at Aleksi then. He really did want the hunter to get better and at least have time to recover from everything. “I don’t hate you or your friends. I disagree with bits of what they do. But not hate. You’ve not given me a reason to hate ” he noticed the other pulling the blanket round them and still looking cold. He stiod himself up before putting himself against Aleksi. He carefully and gently wrapped his arms around him as he brought him into a hug to give him some more warmth. “I know now that people aren’t things to hoard. And I wouldn’t put you with my hoard. Its not very comfy in there. What I meant is that simply I want to keep you around. Not as mine or anything. But just around.” He really hoped that made sense to Aleksi. He quickly stopped the sad look on his face not wanting anything to prevent him from sleeping.