𝑬𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒅

mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die

in the past i've described my experience of being an ace with a sex drive as being hungry with no appetite, but actually my experience is more like being hungry and never going out to eat because i always have all the tools and ingredients to make exactly what i want, exactly how i want it, at home. i don't want other people in my kitchen and i certainly don't want to be in anyone else's kitchen. love reading about fictional kitchens, though.

anyone else feel like a very maladjusted young alien girl child wearing the skin of a grown woman

I don't have much but I DO have an open wound #OPENWOUND

sorry no i can't make it i'm sprawled on these cathedral steps while spitting up the blood. yeah its gonna be all day

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

why are people soo afraid of seeming desperate. i love desperation and hate detachment. ache more idiot

i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion

my knight pointed at a battlefield covered in smoke and said “beautiful, isn’t it” ok freakbob

(emerges 3 hours later covered in blood) i figured out what emotion i was feeling

(bleeding from my wound) notice anythiung differebt about me ;)