turn the white snow red as strawberries in the summertime.
independent, private roleplay blog for fantasy based muses. some original, some canon. features fandoms such as dimension 20, critical role, the adventure zone. narrated by stella (21+ / he/him / cst. )
featured muse: laudna.
muses. || rules under the cut!
general stuff, no godmodding, no bigotry, no bullshit. a lot of my muses are trans and have sexualities that differ from their canon; if you do not respect that, then you will be blocked.
i'm open to shipping of any kind! smut will also be present here, for muses who are above 18. i do not write smut with underaged writers or characters. this will be tagged with # suggestive cw and/or # nsft cw !
formatting wise, i will be using the beta editor, as well as small text, bold, italics, and colored text. i can absolutely get rid of any of this, however, per writing partners' request.
i do not have any triggers for you to tag, but i will not be tolerating love triangle plots or angst for the sake of angst. these disrupt my peace far too much. i will be tagging everything with 'trigger cw' !
activity likely will fluctuate, as i have another blog and other obligations.
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i feel conflicted, but it's excitement. maybe i'm nervous, mostly i like it. it's like the house light i keep unlit, last box in the basement. i've got a secret under the carpet; i can't remember in which compartment. the mind holds memories of days we've missed. i miss being certain; certainly i miss...
independent & selective multi ft. laudna from critical role. preserved by stella. art credit.
i think in the 20+ years between laudna's death and her meeting imogen, she has...an interesting unlife. she lurks, essentially, in the gnarled forests across the continents of exandria -- starts in tal'dorei, then migrates to wildemount, and finally ends up in marquet. she spends this time as something to be feared, something people have only stumbled upon during stormy nights when they stray too far from the path. despite the rumors that circle in small towns and villages, though, she's never lifted a finger against these people. ( no matter how loud delilah might have insisted on her doing such a thing. ) she's gathered a handful of titles, none very flattering. they sting, at first, but -- she learns to get used to this attention. death is a part of life, isn't it? despite everything, she can put one foot in front of the other, at least.
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for sunday thoughts i do not have many things for y'all, except for the fact that laudna is demisexual, and also unsure of what romantic love looks like. there's also the whole, she is in fact undead and cool to the touch -- though i think she'd try for prestidigitation to change that should a partner want to be intimate w her bc it bothers her quite a bit tbh
" I know for a fact that you're special, " says @seizedeath , as Fearne, with a warm smile. " I can feel it. " The sun is just starting to set, and she's in the middle of making dinner, which she pauses now. Laudna forces herself to relax her shoulders, though the laugh she gives is somewhat brittle.
" Coming from you, I suppose that I should be flattered, " she says, smile bittersweet. " You still smell like the Feywild, did you notice? It seems to...cling to you. " It works for Fearne, adds to the alluring mystique of her. The woman swallows, finding herself more clammy than usual. " Me, I'm just -- a bit odd, I suppose. Become something of a hermit. "
for muses who need to share some intimate thoughts with one another. can be platonic, romantic, familial ... works with any kind of dynamic really. feel free to change pronouns, descriptor words, whatever you may need!
β you know i love and care about you, right? β
β ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. β
β i don't like most people, but you're an exception. β
β you're not alone. you'll never be alone. not as long as i'm here. β
β by your side is where i'm meant to be. β
β not one person is more important to me than you. β
β i don't know what it is about you, but, you just ... you're the only one who can make me feel like this. β
β you're amazing, you know that? β
β who has the greatest (friend/brother/sister/sibling/parent/etc) in the world? me, that's who! β
β i'm only managing to stand here on my two feet because of you. i made it because of you. β
β i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. β
β i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. β
β you've actually made me feel like a person again, like i'm ... normal. ... thank you. β
β i used to think that everyone else was just evil and cynical, guided by their own self-interest. that is, until i met you. β
β you truly are too good for this world. β
β i'm always blown away by just how talented you are. β
β you deserve so much more than what you were given. β
β nobody i've ever met has been more gifted than you. β
β if you ever need a place to stay, let me know, okay? β
β you always feel really comfortable and safe to be around. β
β i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. β
β you have a kind heart. i know you don't believe me, and you try to hide it behind a facade, but i know for a fact that you do, deep down. β
β i think you're probably the only one who understands me. β
β you're safe here with me. nobody's going to harm you ever again. β
β i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. β
β i was kind to you because you looked like you needed a friend. β
β i'm never leaving you. you're stuck with me. β
the most insane-making line from The imodna moment for me has got to be βiβve heard everything inside of you, laudna. you are not a bad person.β LIKEEEEEEE. thatβs the level of intimacy theyβve been existing at. and it took imogen not being able to read laudnaβs mind anymore for her to work up the courage to say something. so she saysΒ βiβve seen the darkest corners of your mind and i love you - not in spite of what iβve seen, and not because of what iβve seen, but because itβs all part of you.β i have to lie down
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