~ever and evermore~

I think it's so funny how a single detail can change your whole perspective about a whole situation and view the actions that someone else did in regards to you under a completely new light. Suddenly months of not fully understanding and going through it finally make sense and personally like 90% of my resentment is gone

When its summer and i actually have time for hobbies and more free time again but now I actually have people i can reach out to and I do and dont always feel the regret i used to feel for sending someone a random ass message about something interesting or funny

Sometimes I feel like I'm in a bad episode of sex and the city except the city is my hometown and the sex is too little and usually unsatisfactory

Never would it have ever occurred to me that Dan and Phil would mention Taylor Swift's situationship with Matty Healy and the fact that they're having "dueling weddings" on their podcast and then proceed to associate themselves with them (and who they would marry if their "situationship" ended)

See now, when Veronica Sawyer said "Let us be seventeen, if we've still got the right" as a seventeen year old gay guy not only did i feel that to my bones but I think it killed me

Now that it's summer again, it has dawned upon me that if I was somewhere in northern Italy in the mid 80s and if I had a recent college graduate who never actually loved me spend the summer in my 17th century summer house I would also never get over him