Here Goes Nothing

due to personal reasons i don't believe anybody

the lonely idgafer starts giving a fuck late at night

has anyone also noticed that they feel awful

the way that the way youre rasied really does impact you forever. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not funny anymore guys it's all taking a toll

They should invent a life that’s structured without being monotonous and challenging without being demanding and eventful without being stressful and peaceful without being boring

up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

i can’t ever be normal i gotta think and obsess and think and obsess like will my mind ever know peace

they should invent a me who is free of guilt

you could go back but there is nothing and no one waiting for you there. LOL

Don't stress over losing what was never truly yours. What's meant for you will stay, and what isn't will slip away-no matter how tightly you hold on.

Smiling against each other’s lips is it’s own kind of sweet intimacy

there’s something very wrong with me, it’s called ‘I don’t want to do anything, ever’ and they said it’s chronic