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I can be normal about things. Don't look at my blog.

I think when you correctly identify a trauma that is the base of a woe of yours it should just disappear. It should be like "aaahh. you got me" and vanish and leave 100 dollars behind

i do wonder how mamdani would have solved a problem like the green goblin

If you are attracted to a girl it's important to show her sinister artifacts and relics

forcing myself to stay awake until i apply to that job and reply to one specific person🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

ok so i dozed off watching youtube and told myself the biggest lie anyone can ever tell themselves which is 'i will do it in the morning' and now im AWAKE and am LATE FOR WORK bc i didnt put alarms on when i sleptttttt

ok APPLIED!! and usually i email the person hiring saying 'hi i applied this is why im a good candidate pls hire me' but i could not find WHO it was specifically SO!! i decided to email the one undergrad i know in that department itself asking if he knows anything and kind of i AM worried what if HE'S!!! applying to the same job i applied for bc he just graduated and when i met up w my ex coworker last month she said he applied to only 1 md/phd program and didnt get in.... and he would be a shoe-in for any job in that department bc he was there more recently than i was technically BUT STILL!!!!! i emailed him and if he says Whoops sorry that job was posted for me then i will cut my losses and move on!!!!! it's all i have !!!!!!!!!

OKAY!! he is no longer w the lab at all and he said xyz person just hired someone new BUT maybe it still is xyz person??and honestly that's better than nothing SO i will email that person and be like hi hello etc and end w if you are not hiring im sorry i misunderstood if you know who is plz direct me their way But in a better more professional way BUT ANYWAY!!! we will move on and lock in very hard come september !!!!

forcing myself to stay awake until i apply to that job and reply to one specific person🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

ok so i dozed off watching youtube and told myself the biggest lie anyone can ever tell themselves which is 'i will do it in the morning' and now im AWAKE and am LATE FOR WORK bc i didnt put alarms on when i sleptttttt

ok APPLIED!! and usually i email the person hiring saying 'hi i applied this is why im a good candidate pls hire me' but i could not find WHO it was specifically SO!! i decided to email the one undergrad i know in that department itself asking if he knows anything and kind of i AM worried what if HE'S!!! applying to the same job i applied for bc he just graduated and when i met up w my ex coworker last month she said he applied to only 1 md/phd program and didnt get in.... and he would be a shoe-in for any job in that department bc he was there more recently than i was technically BUT STILL!!!!! i emailed him and if he says Whoops sorry that job was posted for me then i will cut my losses and move on!!!!! it's all i have !!!!!!!!!

i am like the breadloser of the family

forcing myself to stay awake until i apply to that job and reply to one specific person🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

ok so i dozed off watching youtube and told myself the biggest lie anyone can ever tell themselves which is 'i will do it in the morning' and now im AWAKE and am LATE FOR WORK bc i didnt put alarms on when i sleptttttt

every friend group has a corpse in it. if you think yours doesn't, YOU'RE the corpse.