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had to lie to my parents abt something rlly big last night and today my sister tells me i am a dogshit liar well OKAY sorry i am pure of heart.

FIFTY TEXTS SENT❗️to one person only though

OKAY I NEED TO LOCK IN. and reply to some very important people . Just one person everyone else is on hold until tomorrow

ALSO at the dawat i deemed the two cousins i was w cool enough to state that i was going to a concert next month ????????????????????? u guys don't realize how crazy this is for me They were just that cool to me.......

was complaining to my mom how unfair it was that she married at 29 but has been pressuring me to marry since i was 20 and she hit me back w 'then you'll only find someone like your dad'😟😟😟😟😟😟😟

SOMETIMES. i get really very jealous at pakistanis here who have their extended family nearby and are very close friends w their cousins bc they all look like they have so much fun☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ but THEN☝️ i remember my sisters and i are very close and we could have that. BUT THEN I RMBR HOW WE DONT WANT CHILDREN😟 and nothing replaces ur childhood anyway so ill never get the experience of having extended family nearby. whatever i don't care at least i had my sisters😞

dawat that makes u want to live life(rare)(once in a lifetime experience)(will never ever ever happen again)

btw my sister DID get a lip piercing and it's not infected thank god she took her mask off at the dawat but now my mom is losing her shit at her. yayyyyy

BUT GUYSSSSS IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE START OVER SEPTEMBERRRRRR i needed to lock in on grad school apps and my only activities were supposed to be binging a million tv shows and staying at home I NEED TO LOCK INNNNNNN but bc i am a #person again i feel like i have become more open minded and receptive to relationships and i HAVEEEEE been trying to make friends and i have been SUCCESSFUL to some degree and this is all GOOD OF COURSE. but everyone is being my friend a year too late guys i was fun last year the fun is supposed to be over for me now I NEED TO LOCK IN !!!!