no control

I love having friends who reject diet culture. I love going out when everyone buys food and drinks that they enjoy. I love people who will pipe up and suggest we stop for a snack or grab a meal. I love ordering what I want and no one making comments other than how good it looks (and maybe asking to steal a bite off my plate). I love revelling in how full we are after a good meal and taking a break to appreciate how fortunate we are. I love sharing snack from our bags with one another. I love enjoying the pleasure of food and drinks and good company.

!!! i’m so fucking tired of feeling wrong and crazy and insane and fucked up and angry and sad and not real and what the fuck is the point

I need to sit by the sea for 5 hours about this

first things first i’m a princess