I have no reason to be here. I'm only wasting my time.

Getting high before a zoom therapy session>>>

I just want drugs I can’t be sober

aching, pining, yearning……… the only things i’m good at

i hate myself so much that i feel like i'm going crazy and the thought of my physical existence makes me want to die so badly it hurts

I think my physical form just wants me to fucking die at this point.

This is hell

Some days I just wanna have the pain go away but it’s always there no matter what

Honestly, my head hurts, my heart hurts and im literally doing nothing but laying in bed lol

I’m curious, what is the biggest thing that having a chronic illness or even several have taught you?

That no one without a chronic illness will ever fucking understand the never ending struggle.