Do you know what it's like to want to tear the skin off your bones to stop feeling like an inconvenience?
I'm sorry I bothered existing.
If I could shred myself up with my own hands like tender meat I would.
I'm sorry I bothered breathing.
I'll remember not to next time.
I shouldn't have existed. I'm so sorry.
I'll remember my place. I should have known better.
I should have remembered my place. Little. Small. Insignificant. Stupid. Retarded. Useless. Idiot.
It's okay. I deserve it. I deserve it. Again please.
I should have known better. I should have been better. I didn't mean to...im sorry....please..take my skin as tribute. Take the flesh off my bones. Please filet me for existing. I didn't mean to exist. I didn't mean to exist. I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to breathe. I didn't mean to show emotion. I didn't mean to. Please forgive me. Please. I didn't mean to take up so much space. I didn't mean to bother to show my face. I didn't mean to waste the air.
I never should have bothered breathing. I knew the beast I was from the start. Unlovable. Tainted. Angry. Dirty.
Disgusting. So Disgusting. Nasty. Sickening.
For the slop of flesh that I am and the useless piece of shit I'll always be.
Surely something as ugly as me has no place in the world.
If I could tear my own skin from my bones to please someone and be loved. I would. But no one deserves that. I never really got existing. I never really got the hang of it...it was never really for me....
I always got a little lost. A little beaten...a little too tired....a little too always in the way.
I'll remedy that with a quickness.
And il never get in the way again.
I'll never bother to breathe wrong.
Where did your perfect go?
Where did your silence run to?
Don't you remember how to sit down, be quiet, and take it?
Useless stupid fucking doll.
What a disgusting ratty thing.
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