Lauren

I thought i had no signs of being trans when I was a kid but I just realised I was envious in a way that I wanted to be the male celebs when I was a kid instead of crushing on them. Just had this realisation when someone brought up an olly murs song as "a song you have probably forgotten" on tiktok.

When I see theriform birds I feel like I'm looking at parts of me. When I see birds I will just embody them. Maybe it is just something that comforts me and helps me forget about my actual body. Birds are literally everywhere when I go outside and just hearing them, since I was a kid, has been a huge comfort.

I've never really thought about hearthomes. But if there is a place where I would feel comfort, it would actually be the deep dark sea. Where there's no light, lonely, nothing for miles. Except a shark or squid. I'd love to be a mermaid. If I was a mermaid I would be adapted to be able to dive as deep as the ocean goes. I'd rarely be seen near the surface, maybe once a year.

Dry skin? No... That's just my skin shedding because I'm a reptile.

When I was a kid in school, I would look out at the pigeons and other kinda birds and long to be free like them. But it always felt like I am them. Making this post reminded me I used to kin rooks. Now it's all adding up.