A non gamerâs epiphany
Father, forgive me for my sins. Iâm ashamed of myself. I should have known earlier that it was much more than just video games!Â
Forgive me, Father. I didnât know what Iâve been missing. I was a little spoiled brat who was too narrow minded to think that she could have really enjoyed it if she just tried it!Â
How did I spend my childhood?
well, I donât quite remember, I didnât have any big hobbies..Â
Nothing remarkable unfortunately.
Father, forgive me please. I didnât quit any school classes to play Counter Strike games with my friends in arcade centers. I never went to an arcade center. I never slept singing any Need For Speed cool songs. I never dreamt of being immersed in a Metal Gear Solidâs fascinating theme.
 How did I enjoy life?
 Frankly, I didnât Father.
I know I should have seen the signs. I always found that my gamer friends had much wider imagination than I had. I always noticed that they were different from me. Now I know why!
Now I know that they were better in choosing friends because they are used to carefully pick their allies and even more prudently their opponents.Â
Now I understand why they are better project managers than I am. How couldnât they be, when they spent all their lives concocting plans and overcoming improbable circumstances?Â
Now I see why Nietzsche said that what is good is âall that heightens the feeling of power, the Will to Power, and the power itself in manâ. Isnât gaming the best way for a child to put his hands on this power?
Oh Iâm sorry.. I shouldnât quote Nietzsche..Ok, forgive me Father.
Forgive me for wasting all these years. I was only living one life while my friends were living so many! How stupid I was!
Oh you have a problem with that idea too ? there is only one life after death?
I see.. Forget what I just said, and please forgive me Father.
My point is, Iâm aware now of all the years that I lost, of all the magic happening in a parallel universe.. Excuse me?! There is no parallel universe? Itâs a metaphor, Father!
You know what, thank you for your time but I will explore the gaming world without your help or approval!
What are you saying Father?
I wonât make it on my own?Â
You are challenging me!
Well, Iâm joining DigitalMania and Iâll be exploring their gaming universe!
Iâll even publish my experience through their Tumblr and Twitter accounts!
Hasta la vista, Father!












