A Sensitive bore

Also I worked four hours today. I wore sweat pads and still sweat through those and my shirt. I was anxious the whole time, I think I was sort of blacking out just to get through it. I don’t work again for almost two weeks. It was really hard to do it, I almost quit before I even started.

I want to start collecting more. I had a nice stone collection before I decided I had to get rid of it one day. Same thing with my childhood toys, like littlest pet shops, I had hundreds. And then decided I had to get rid of it.

Orientation tomorrow, 12-4. Not a big deal but worried about sitting still and watching videos and being bored and anxious. Worried about not feeling comfortable in my clothes or body, sweating too much, or being too thirsty then having to pee a lot. It’s a basic retail job so really no pressure.