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Sadness actually consumes me

“If only you knew how much poetry I’ve written about you.”

sex is fine but is there someone who's afraid of losing you?

I'm in so much pain and I need to be unconscious immediately or I'll kms

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused

yeah. my abusive family did the same thing. that's common in abuse. the other thing that's common is the mindset in victims that you "deserve" to pass that hurt on to others. hurting people back who have hurt you is one thing, that can be justified. but that wasn't really what this post was about. there is no excuse for letting your symptoms go unmanaged and hurting people without taking accountability. full stop. if you cannot control yourself and hurt people, you still have to take accountability, even if you did not mean it. the victim to abuser pipeline is very very short and mindsets like yours are exactly how you get there

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

god, yeah