just my stream of. Consciousness

had such a wonderful call with mommy, her voice makes me sooo sleepy. i finally told her to tell me to go to bed and oh my god what a game changer. i’m so glad im opening my boundaries and letting my guard down. it feels so good to love her.

mommy says i’m smart🥰

i miss being subby with another :(( i really miss that protection

stop stop stop stop

i need my teddy :(

they weren’t lying when they said being t4t is the closest you can get to heaven on earth

i neeeeeeed to wrap my legs around someone baddddd like cmere <<333

i miss being viewed sexually and it’s gonna take me so so long to get back to a point where i’m comfortable with that again :(

i’m thinking about the first night we had sex and how i put “come on in” as my instagram note right after……… mmmmm it was one hot summer that’s for sure

nothing makes me wet anymore, like i used to tingleeeee and just get absolutely flooded but nothing does that for me anymore :(

what am i even obsessed with anymore. when i try to get to the root of it my mind goes blank

i really miss sex and getting fuckedddd

eeee i think it would be kinda nice to be trained :333333

mm i cant wait till i have a mommy who will softly touch and caress me, it’ll be so nice to feel that protection again

i neeeeeed to be touched my god im just absolutely cravinggggg that connection sooo badly

i neeeed a mommy to really put it to meeee <<33