<a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/32016973"><strong>Wish I Hadn't Got So Much Better</strong></a> (8748 words) by <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/human_person234"><strong>human_person234</strong></a><br />Chapters: 3/3<br />Fandom: <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/%E5%83%95%E3%81%AE%E3%83%92%E3%83%BC%E3%83%AD%E3%83%BC%E3%82%A2%E3%82%AB%E3%83%87%E3%83%9F%E3%82%A2%20%7C%20Boku%20no%20Hero%20Academia%20%7C%20My%20Hero%20Academia">僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia</a><br />Rating: Teen And Up Audiences<br />Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br />Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku<br />Characters: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku<br />Additional Tags: Suicidal Thoughts, Suicidal Midoriya Izuku, Suicide Notes, Characters Are Pro Heroes (My Hero Academia), Pro Hero Midoriya Izuku, Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Manga Spoilers, Past Suicide Attempt, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Hopeful Ending, suicidal ideation: the musical, Depressed Midoriya Izuku, Depression, Intrusive Thoughts, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Midoriya Izuku Needs Therapy, Future Fic, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence<br />Summary: <blockquote><p>“Midoriya, what is this?”</p><p>Aizawa was holding a piece of notebook paper that had been folded in quarters and tucked in the middle of a notebook. Izuku didn’t recognize it immediately, but when he got a glimpse of the sloppy handwriting, the blood drained from his face.</p><p>“Oh my god. I’m so sorry, that shouldn’t be in there. I’m so glad you found it, I can’t imagine if Eri saw…”</p><p>“Is this what I think it is?”</p><p>Izuku swallowed around the lump in his throat.</p><p>Aizawa had found his high school suicide note.<br></p></blockquote><p>When looking through Izuku's old analysis notebooks from high school, Aizawa finds the suicide note Izuku wrote in his second year at UA. He insists it's all in the past, but re-reading the note sparks some reflection for Izuku. Maybe he's not as okay as he thought.</p>Bookmarker's Notes: <p>Yes</p>
