Loyal Ka

“I did... everything I was sssupposed to do...

everything that was asssked of me, required of me; according to the fate aligned for him

...I did everything knowing he wasss set up for failure and I- I could not go againsst the gods, the ssstars.

let go of your fear now...

“It ssseems so pointless to simply do it for recreational enjoyment, how irritating. 

‘prime mating seasons’ we don’t have those

“Humansss go through strong bouts of mating heat on a weekly to daily basisss as far as I know; some are even clever enough to turn this into a sssservice in exchange for gold.

The only time I have experienced this highly condenssssed version of human mating preparation is when I was in between forms of thissss, my human mirage, and that of my true form. 

At that time, I was a nuisance to my massster, as my attraction was highly focused on him when in this human body. I would never wish to cause him any kind of petty, additional bother when his revenge is so important.