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been going through a dry spell as far as my special interests go, (and worse depression that comes with it), but finally I can feel one of them reigniting again.

#idk if it'll cause me to start talking about my self ships on this blog again but it does make me focus on some of my f/os bc #they are often tied to the special interest in question #but point is I'm so glad to be feeling this again

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I don't have a desire to return to k.h for various reasons, but shoutout to today's gameplay trailer, especially bc of what they did to lu.xord (or whatever his somebody name will be):

they made him a little crunchy, a little tired looking, so I'm cheering y'know.

#idk what he'll look like in the final art style but i get to appreciate what they're doing now #also congrats to any current k.h fans bc it's been years since any news

comfortfrogblog

you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

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i do promise

nightlight-selfships

Imagine your f/o hugging you from behind, their chest pressed to your back. They rest their head on top of yours, on your shoulder, next to your own, whichever you prefer / choose.

#lovely

also, happy pride everyone ✨💕

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with m.rivals I only really plan on posting (in detail) about one polyship (remy + later his/our wife), and yet...the one that got me back into m.arvel overall (l◇ki) is out here, in all ways except physical, is doing the cat poking its paws under the door routine.

#going to have to make him an entirely new ship tag bc he's enough of a different version of the character vs the m.cu edition #idk if I'm going to add him to the (upcoming) polyship or make an alternative timeline #either way. fitting for him to keep haunting me

unfortunately I can feel my depression getting worse again in real time

#i thought I'd have a longer break from it but no apparently #to be deleted

takaholic

Men who go stupid when you call them yours

#exactly 💕

actually, kind of surprising that a lot of my f/os are dog coded, considering I'm a cat person irl.

#no problems with dogs overall i just on average mesh with cats better #plus I'm better at reading cats' micro expressions vs what dogs do beyond big expressions

iconic, the julian dev.orak ship might be making a comeback...

#it's been years...<3 #very stray cat of him. despite how dog coded he is

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lvmimis

thinking about when you first start sleeping over at your f/o’s place and leave things - a hair tie, a toothbrush, face cream they’ll use up, snacks only you like, the password to a streaming service you share on a sticky note, leftovers, and most importantly, your barely perceptible scent on their extra pillow

#lovely

thinking about doing promo stuff later, but I think I want to make info pages for my self inserts (especially good to build a lore foundation for newcomers, or for people that are just busy), tho I'm probably going to need to dance around the name issues. like I've seen people give their inserts different names, and that would help in this case, but I just don't.

#like the reason i default on giving them all my name is that i can't really use it irl #might as well get to do it in this #idk. i can probably figure out something later.#to be deleted

f/o list updated, btw

don't really indulge in sickfic/hurt comfort in my self shipping, at least when my insert is the effected party, so getting an urge to indulge in it with the volt and eddie ship is a nice change up.

#especially when irl i haven't been doing well this week. but especially today.

wizardsexmachine

#mayhaps #r: oh wanderer #from the forbidden urizen route

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anyway, two wolves meme or whatever, need to been pinned against a wall and also cup the chin of some pretty thing when they're on their knees.

#r: electric love #they can coin toss over it or something #good day

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anyway, hi and time for headcanons about eddie (and volt to a lesser extent) lore.

in the pre split era, I don't envision eddie looking or acting wildly different compared to how he is ingame/modern timeline. like I do think he'd try to keep himself better groomed/overall maintain his appearance more, and would try to be more affable to any guests in the breakerbox, aka actively being the host. but it would be to his detriment.

and although volt is a part of him, his personality and looks are very much based off what eddie wishes he was like/what he wants in an ideal partner/protector.

devotion-between-the-wheat

and I believe that the intial romance between eddie and volt was an incredibly painful slow burn for everyone involved.

especially because on one side of you've got eddie, a guy who hates himself, who would already feel guilt for needing volt and would likely feel undeserving of affection and advance (and would likely push volt to pursue other people bc of this)

vs volt, who was made in a form of self love and a mix of desperation, would've probably be figuring out how to be a person for a minute there, but would know one thing for certain, he cares about his other half.

and although the entire outline of that situation is unclear, I do envision the event that shifted the dynamic from yearning to an actual relationship would've been in a heated argument between the two.

#r: electric love #likely need to edit the dynamic for maximum conflict generation. but nonetheless

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