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↑ so sweeties

Terri's light world form is a closed ecosystem. He is a bunch of plants and dirt in a jar that was created to need almost no attention from anybody. His lid is closed so he doesn't interact with the rest of the natural world. He is self-contained and self-sufficient. I wasn't a "sheltered kid" but I was an autistic child of divorce where my father expected me to largely fend for myself (and help raise my younger brother) and prided me on being so good at doing so. I mostly just stayed home and did school and kept to myself bc that was what I knew and felt comfortable with. I was the "pleasure to have in class" quiet kid who did what he was told really well and only had fun in private around people who made him feel safe (Not family lol). Even now, I have One close friend and hate asking anyone for help or going too far out of my comfort zone. This is my jar. My plants have adapted and found ways to keep themselves happy as long as they don't get messed with. I can be social and bubbly at work bc I feel like I'm in charge there (I'm the employee, everyone else is My customer), but otherwise I'm pretty quiet and don't go out much aside from getting groceries. Flowery is good for Terrarium bc he would be good for me. Safe and bubbly and encourages Terri to find himself and make friends and rely on those around him instead of keeping himself walled off. Idkkkkkk idk. This feels very lame but it is true. Sorry the silly cringe-on-purpose video game "power of friendship" bishounen means anything of note to me at all.

I am also a firm believer in the "fake it til you make it" form of acting happy until it becomes true. I am full of whimsy bc I like people to see me as such. Ignore everything secretly going on with me and see me as a sillything so I can also see myself as a sillything. It's more fun to have fun, for everyone involved. Don't dwell all the time if you can avoid it. Flowery is the embodiment of that, so we have that in common 1000% and I Understand Him. It is kind of fucked up that This Guy In Particular was pretty much created in a lab just for me. Lol

Terri's light world form is a closed ecosystem. He is a bunch of plants and dirt in a jar that was created to need almost no attention from anybody. His lid is closed so he doesn't interact with the rest of the natural world. He is self-contained and self-sufficient. I wasn't a "sheltered kid" but I was an autistic child of divorce where my father expected me to largely fend for myself (and help raise my younger brother) and prided me on being so good at doing so. I mostly just stayed home and did school and kept to myself bc that was what I knew and felt comfortable with. I was the "pleasure to have in class" quiet kid who did what he was told really well and only had fun in private around people who made him feel safe (Not family lol). Even now, I have One close friend and hate asking anyone for help or going too far out of my comfort zone. This is my jar. My plants have adapted and found ways to keep themselves happy as long as they don't get messed with. I can be social and bubbly at work bc I feel like I'm in charge there (I'm the employee, everyone else is My customer), but otherwise I'm pretty quiet and don't go out much aside from getting groceries. Flowery is good for Terrarium bc he would be good for me. Safe and bubbly and encourages Terri to find himself and make friends and rely on those around him instead of keeping himself walled off. Idkkkkkk idk. This feels very lame but it is true. Sorry the silly cringe-on-purpose video game "power of friendship" bishounen means anything of note to me at all.