just a girl lost in too many fandoms👽

The restaurant's ambient noise fades the moment Ryul's hand finds the small of your back. It's not aggressive, just his palm, warm through the fabric of your dress, leading you toward the private booth where the rest of Lngshot waits. You know exactly what the night has planned for you.

You've learned to read him in the three months you've been together. The casual possessiveness isn't jealousy, exactly. It's something quieter. A man who knows what he wants and doesn't pretend otherwise.

"Finally," Ohyul calls out, already halfway through his second beer. "We were starting to think you two got lost." Ryul doesn't answer. His hand doesn't leave your back as he slides into the booth, and he pulls you down next to him,not across the table where there's an empty seat, but beside him, close enough that your thigh presses against his. You can feel the lean muscle of his leg, the deliberate way he's positioned himself so you're bracketed between him and the wall.

You suppress a smile. This is new, the way he's been since you made things official. Like he's still surprised you're real, still here.

"You look nice," Louis says, and it's a genuine compliment. He's always been the friendliest of the bunch. But you catch the way Ryul's jaw tightens fractionally. His hand slides from your back to your waist, fingers splaying across the curve of it. Possessive. Claiming.

"She does," Ryul says quietly. There's nothing hostile in his tone, but there's weight underneath it.

The waiter arrives, and conversations stear into the usual chaos of ordering and catching up. You reach for the menu, but Ryul's already holding it open for you, angled so you can both see it. His shoulder brushes yours. He's close enough that you catch the scent of his cologne.

"Get the Tonkstsu" he murmurs, low enough that only you hear. "You like it."

It's not a question. He has already decided. And the thing is, you do like it, but the way he says it, like he owns that knowledge, sends a spark of heat through you that has nothing to do with the restaurant's temperature.

"Maybe I want something else," you say, just to test him. His fingers tighten on your waist. Not painful. Just a reminder. His dark eyes meet yours, and there's something in them that makes your breath catch, amusement,but also something else. "You don't."

By the time the food arrives, the other members have drunk enough that they're louder. Woojin leans across the table to steal a piece of your bread. It's nothing. Just a joke, the kind of thing that happens a thousand times in friend groups. But Ryul's arm comes around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him, and his free hand reaches out and gently redirects Woojins hand away from your plate.

"Get your own," he says softly. Almost friendly. But Woojins eyes widen slightly, and he pulls back with a laugh that's a little too loud. "Whoa, calm down Hyung" he says, but he's already moving away, reaching for the bread basket.

You feel heat climb your neck. Ryul doesn't seem bothered by the observation. If anything, he settles deeper into the booth, his arm a weight across your shoulders, his fingers are playing with your hair.

Later, when Ohyul gets up to use the restroom and accidentally brushes your shoulder on his way past, Ryul's hand finds your thigh under the table. His grip is firm, possessive. His thumb traces a slow circle against the inside of your knee, and you have to bite the inside of your cheek to keep you from reacting visibly.

He leans in close, his mouth near your ear. "You're mine," he says quietly. It's not a question. It's not even really a statement it's more of a fact. "Everyone here knows it. You know it." Your breath catches. "Ryul—" "Yeah?" His voice drops lower, rougher. "You want to argue about it?"

You don't. You turn your head slightly, and for a moment your eyes lock with his, and the air between you feels electric. His jaw clenches and his hand on your thigh tightens.

"Behave," you whisper, even though there's nothing in your tone that suggests you actually want him to. Ryul smirks. It's the smirk of a man who knows exactly what he's doing to you, and who's going to keep doing it. "After dinner," he says. "We're leaving early."

When the check comes, he pays without looking at it. When you stand to leave, his hand finds the small of your back again, and he keeps it there all the way to the car, through the parking garage, into the backseat where he pulls you across his lap before the driver even starts the engine.

"You drive me insane," he says into your hair, his arms locked around you. "You know that?" "I'm beginning to notice," you murmur.

He pulls back just enough to look at you, and there's something vulnerable in his expression now, underneath the possessiveness. Something that looks almost like need. "Don't ever think about anyone else," he says. "Not even for a second." "I won't," you say, and you mean it. You reach up and touch his jaw, and he graps your hand,locking both of your hands together,before get kisses your temple. The gesture is so tender it almost hurts, especially after the intensity of the evening.

He pulls you back against his chest, his chin resting on top of your head. "Good girl," he murmurs, and you feel the words vibrate through you, settling somewhere deep and warm.

By the time you get home, you understand something you didn't before. His possessiveness isn't about control, it's about certainty. He needs to know that you're his, that you've chosen him, that no one else gets to have any part of you. And maybe that should bother you, but instead it just makes you want to give him exactly what he needs.

And that is exactly what you do. Later, in the dark of his bedroom, with his hands on you and his voice in your ear, reminding you over and over that you belong to him. And you let him know it, because in that moment, under his touch, it feels like the truest thing in the world.

You are his. Completely. Utterly. Without reservation.

And he's never letting you forget it.

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GUESS WHO'S BACKKKKK.

BABES IT'S BEEN SOO LONG, OMD🥹❤.

I finally finished all of my finals so that means, more updates!!!

I still have to work on the BangChan,Responsibility story, but I think I will be able to update it before June, at least I hope😭❤

I saw soo many videos from Fansign events, how Ryul answers questions about what he would do with his girlfriend and what he would allow. And because he's my bias wrecker, I ofc had to make that into a fanfic😝.

I hope you guys enjoy and stay save!

It was already past midnight, when you found the light on in Jungkook's home recording studio. You were on the way to get a glass of water, but decided to see what your lovely boyfriend was doing.

Jungkook didn't look up when you opened the door. He was hunched over the desk, his oversized hoodie swallowing his tall frame and his rings shining brightly under the LED-lights.

You slowly walk over to you boyfriend and put you arms around him. "You were gone in bed, when I woke up. Whatya doing in here", you ask him while snuggling your face into his neck. The exhaustion in his eyes was softened by the small grin, that appeared the moment you snuggled into him. "I just had an idea for a song and I couldn't wait until morning. Didn't know you'll miss me that much baby" he murmured, his voice scratchy and deep.

Jungkook turned on his chair to be face to face to you and pulled you into his lap. "Do you wanna get a planket and stay here with me or do you wanna head back to bed and I'll meet you there in a few minutes?" "Kookieee, I already know your not gonna finish this in a few minutes. Plus your comfortable. I'll just stay here in your lap." "I guess, but love, don't try and distract me alright?" You nodded eagerly and put your face back into his neck.

After a few minutes of listening to Jungkook's heartbeat, his soft sing of lyrics and the sound of him coming up with beats, did make you sleepy at first, but after hearing him murmur some lyrics over and over again with his raspy voice, flipped a switch inside of you. You started planting small kissing onto Jungkook's neck and jawline. His only response was him slowly carressing your back and giving you waist a small squeeze here and there. But that didn't satisfy you yet, so you slowly began to move your hips back and forward to stimulate some kind of friction. Slowly but surely you started to fasten your pace.

The air in the studio suddenly felt too thick, Jungkook stopped humming his lyrics, but he also didn’t pull away. Instead, his grip on your waist tightened, his large hands anchoring you against him."loveee, you're distracting me," he murmured, his breath hot against your neck. It wasn't really a complaint, but more of a challenge. He softly gripped your face to make you look at him.

Up close, the fatigue in his dark eyes had been replaced by a heavy, focused intensity. He reached up, his thumb catching on your lower lip. "I've been staring at these lyrics for the past hour" he whispered, his voice deeper than before. "But all I can actually see is you you being horny again."He leaned in, the rings on his fingers cold against your cheeks as he cupped your face, but his mouth was warm. He didn't kiss you, at least not yet. He just hovered there, his lips a breath away from yours, demanding you to make the next move. "Tell me to stop," he challenged, his eyes searching yours. "Because if you don't, I’ll forget everything about this song." His hand slid from your face down to the nape of your neck, his fingers tangling in your hair, pulling just enough to make you gasp.

Your heart pounded, the challenge hanging heavy in the air like a promise. A part of you wanted to play it safe, but the way his lips curved into that cocky grin pushed you over the edge. You reached out, your hands trembling slightly. Your fingers brushed the hem of his hoodie. Slowly, you tugged it upward, exposing his abs and his defined V-line.

Jungkook's breath caught, but he didn't move, watching you with hooded eyes. You pressed your palm flat against his stomach, feeling the heat of his skin, the way his muscles tensed under your touch. "Like this?" you whispered shyly.

He grabbed your wrist, not to stop you, but to pull you closer, his free hand sliding to your back. "That's a start," he murmured, his lips brushing your ear. His husky voice made your core clench, a rush of arousal flooding through you. You tilted your head, capturing his mouth in a fierce kiss, your tongue slipping past his lips to tangle with his. He tasted like mint and something sweet. Jungkook groaned into the kiss, his grip tightening on you.

Your hands roamed greedily, shoving his hoodie off his body. You traced the lines of his tattoos, nails scraping his skin lightly making him hiss. Jungkook broke the kiss to start kissing down your jaw and your neck, as his hands pulled your nightgown off.

"Fuck, you're soo gorgeous baby. Could stare at you all day long." he growled. His mouth immediately starting to suck your tits. You arched into him, a moan escaping as his tongue swirled around your hard nipple.

Your fingers tugged at his sweatpants greedily. He helped kick them off along with his boxers. His cock springing free. Thick, already hard and leaking at the tip. You wrapped your hand around his cock, stroking it slowly, already feeling it throb in your grip. Jungkook bucked into your touch, his head falling back with a growl.

"On your knees," he commanded, voice rough but there was a plea in his eyes. You sank down, the carpet rough against your skin. You immediately took him into your mouth. Your lips stretched around his grith, as you bobbed your head, hollowing your cheeks. He ran his fingers through your hair, guiding you without forcing it, hips rolling slowly to fuck your mouth.

Saliva dripped down your chin as you sucked harder, one hand cupping his balls. Jungkook's breaths came in sharp pants, his abs flexing. "Shit, just like that baby girl..." But he pulled you off before he could finish, pulling you up and spinning you around to bend you over the desk.

He yanked your panties down in one swift motion, exposing your ass. His hand came down with a sharp smack, the sting turning into heat that made you gasp. "You want this?" he asked, rubbing the reddened skin before sliding two fingers between your thighs. Your pussy clenching around nothing as he teased your entrance. "Yes," you begged, pushing back against him. "Please, Kookieee"

He didn't make you wait. Lining up, he thrusts in deep, filling you completely with one push. You cried out, the stretch burning sweetly. He paused, letting you adjust. His hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise.

Then Jungkook moved, pulling out almost all the way before slamming back in, setting a brutal pace. With each thrust you jolted forward. The studio echoed with the wet sounds of skin slapping and your moans mixing with his grunts. "Fuckkk baby so tight for me. You were made for my cock. Take it like a good girl.....F-f-fucking shit....Yes, just like that." "B-babyyy, you're too big....I c-c-can't....I'm closeee." You whined. Jungkook leaned over you, one hand snaking around to rub your clit in tight circles. "Come for me darling," he groaned in your ear. The pressure built fast until it snapped. You clenched around him, waves of pleasure crashing over you as you came.

He followed seconds later, burying himself deep and spilling inside you with a choked groan, his hot cum coating your insides. Jungkook collapsed into the chair, taking you with him. His arms wrapping around you as your breaths evened out.

After you caught your breath, Jungkook pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder. "Let's head to bed alright?", he murmured. You could here his smile in his voice, making you grin like an idiot :)

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Y'ALL HOW DO WE FIND THIS👀. DO WE LIKE IT NOT NAH😝

I wrote it last night and finished it now,so please bare with me if there are any grammar or writing mistakes😭❤

Thank you guys soo much for the love you are showing me for the Responsibility story. Exactly in one week is my birthday, and I'll be writing a lot of exams again. So I don't know if I can publish part 5 in April💔. IK IT SUCKS AND I'M SOO SORRY BUT I'LL STILL TRY MY BEST TO FINISH AND PUBLISH IT AS FAST AS I CAN!!!

The sunlight shining through the kitchen window felt too bright for the heavy atmosphere in the room. You walked out of your bedroom, rubbing sleep from your eyes, expecting the usual chaos of eight boys fighting over cereal. Instead, it was silent. Chan was at the stove, humming softly as he flipped pancakes. He looked up and gave you that warm, dimpled smile that usually made everything feel okay. But today it made you question everything. After he left so suddenly last night, how can he just smile and pretend like nothing happened?

"Morning, Bambi. Did you sleep well? The little one didn't keep you up too much?" "I slept good," you murmured quickly, sitting at the table. You looked over at the counter, Hyunjin and Felix were sitting there, but they weren't eating. They were staring at Chan’s back with expressions that almost looked haunting. The rest of the boys were sprawled across the couch. When Chan turned to set a plate in front of you, Hyunjin and Felix immediately looked down at their plates, the tension thick enough to cut with a knife.

"Everything okay, guys?" you asked, sensing a weird vibe. "Fine," Hyunjin said sharply. "Just a long night of searching," Seungmin added, his eyes locking onto Chan with a look of pure betrayal. "Some of us were worried sick. Others... clearly had better things to do." Chan’s hand hesitated on the syrup bottle. He didn't look up, but you saw his shoulders tense. You looked from the boys to Chan, a cold knot forming in your stomach. Something had happened while you were asleep, and the 'perfect' breakfast was starting to feel like a lie.

"Oh, Chris. W-why did you leave like that yesterday? Did I.. Did I do something wrong? And what does Seungmin mean?", you asked quietly. The sound of your voice, small, hurt, and blaming yourself while carrying his child, seemed to break something inside him. Chan finally looked at you, his eyes glassy. "No," he choked out. "No, Bambi. You didn't do a single thing wrong. Never."

"Then where were you?" you pressed. "Minho said everyone was out looking for you. If you weren't at the studio, and you weren't at the store... where were you?"

Chan reached for your hand, but he stopped mid-air, as if he suddenly realized he didn't have the right to touch you. "I just... I needed air," he whispered, the lie sounding hollow even to him. "I went for a drive. Them I went to a bar and I ended up at a hotel because I was too tired and drunk to drive back safely. I didn't want to worry you."

"A hotel? W-why a hotel. You could've called a taxi and came here. Or why didn't you call one of the boys to pick you up?" "Uhmm, I just.... I didn't want to bother anyone. It was already really late, so-" "ugh, I'm not hungry anymore." Hyunjin muttered, his eyes flashing towards Chan for a split second, a look so sharp it felt like a physical blow. Felix followed him without a word, his usual brightness replaced by a hollow, ghost-like silence.

Confused, you looked to Seungmin, trying to find an answer in his face, but it was blank. No emotions, not on his face or on LeeKnows. Changbin was sitting with his arms crossed and a disappointed face on the sofa next to Jeongin and Han, who looked like they cried all night. Felix and Hyunjin now joined the boys.

You slowly walked over to the couch and sat next to Hyunjin. You tried to force a small, shaky laugh, the sound brittle in the silence of your dorm "Guys... come on. Why are you all acting so weird? You’re acting like Chris committed a crime or something." You reached out, playfully nudging Hyunjin’s arm. "Is this a prank? You’re actually starting to freak me out."

Hyunjin didn’t laugh back. He didn't even flinch. He just stared at your hand on his sleeve as if it pained him to feel your touch."It’s not a joke Bambi," Felix whispered, his voice cracking. He finally looked up, and his eyes were swimming in tears. "We wish it was. God, I wish it was." Chan’s breath hitched. "Felix, enough," he warned, his voice low and desperate.

"No, not enough!" Seungmin snapped, slamming his phone onto the table. The screen was lit up with a grainy, zoomed-in photo taken from a distance. Chan standing in a dimly lit parking lot, his arms wrapped around a woman whose face was hidden against his chest. "You spent the night 'clearing your head' while we were searching the whole fucking city, thinking you’d been in an accident? While Bambi locked herself in her room, probably asking herself what she did wrong and asking if you were safe?"

The nervous laugh died in your throat. Your eyes darted to the phone, then back to Chan. The 'perfect' breakfast sat perfectly on the counter, cold and smelling of betrayal.

"Chris?" your voice was barely a breath. "Who is she? Why were you holding her like that?"Chan reached out, finally grabbing your hand, his fingers icy. "It’s...it's a girl, that I met at the bar. It’s...she's a no one, really. I was drinking and she came up to me and asked if I wanted to dance and I agreed and then one thing led to another and we went to a hotel to you know,be alone without the club music. And I kinda trauma dumped on her... I-I was just.. I don't know. I was just scared of-of the future. I don't know if I can be a father. I don't think I can be a good father. I just.. I just had to leave. I was overwhelmed with everything. I just had to clear my head"

"So you went to a hotel with some random girl?" Minho interjected, his voice sharp "To 'clear your head' ? For ten hours? While you turned your phone off?" Chan looked at you, his eyes pleading, his dimples ghostly shadows of the man you thought you knew. "Nothing happened, I swear. I just stayed and told her my worries. I didn't want to bring that stress home to you and the baby."

Chan’s smile didn’t reach his eyes this time. It was a practiced mask, one he’d worn a thousand times as an idol, but never as 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 Chris. He sat down beside you, his hand instinctively reaching for yours, but Hyunjin’s chair scraped harshly against the floor as he stood up.

The air in the kitchen felt like it had been sucked out. You looked down at Chan’s hand gripping yours,the same hand that had just been flipping pancakes for you and you felt a sudden, violent urge to pull away.

"Some girl you don't even really know?" you whispered, the words tasting like poison. "Now knows all of our business a-and you didn't think to talk to any of us first?"

Chan’s grip tightened, his eyes searching yours with a desperate, drowning intensity. "I freaked out. I didn't know what to do. I just really didn't know. I just panicked and I didn't want to stress any of you out. Especial you, Bambi. I thought I could handle it quickly and come home."

"By turning off your phone?" Seungmin’s voice was like a blade. "By letting your pregnant girlfriend, 𝙤𝙪𝙧 Bambi, cry herself to sleep because she thought you were mad or disappointed in her? And by letting us think that you were unconscious, laying somewhere. That's how you 'handled' it?"

"I didn't want the notifications to wake her!" Chan shouted back, finally snapping, his face flushing a deep, guilty red. "I was trying to protect her! And I didn't want you guys stressing out as well. We have a comeback in less than 2 months. I don't need you worrying about me."

"Protect me?" You finally pulled your hand back, cradling your stomach as if to shield the baby from the sound of his voice. "You protected her. You spent ten hours in a hotel room protecting her, while you left me here wondering if I was going to be a single mother."

The room went deathly quiet again. The 'perfect' breakfast was cold. Hyunjin stood up, grabbing his jacket, unable to look at either of you. "I can't be in here," he muttered, heading for the door. Jeongin followed him, his shoulders shaking with silent sobs.

Minho stayed, leaning against the counter, his eyes fixed on Chan with cold disappointment. "Tell her the rest, Chan," Minho prompted, his voice low and dangerous. "Tell her why you didn't leave after you talked and why you stayed there with that girl."

Chan looked like he was about to break. He slumped into the chair next to you, burying his face in his hands. "She... she said she's been a fan for a long time and that she loved me and she could help me" he muffled into his palms. "And for a second... I didn't say no. I just sat there. I didn't leave."

The silence that followed was the loudest thing you’d ever heard.

You looked down at Chan’s hands,his knuckles white,his fingers trembling as they pressed into his eyes. These were the same hands that had held yours just yesterday, the same hands you thought you knew. Now, they looked like a strangers. Every word he’d just whispered felt like a physical weight being added to your chest. He didn’t say no. He just...sat there.

The couch beneath you suddenly felt too small and the room too cramped. You didn't yell. You didn't even sigh. You just stood up abruptly, which made Chan flinch. He didn't look up, but you could see the way his shoulders hitched, waiting for something that wasn't coming. You just needed to be anywhere that didn't smell like his cologne and the sharp, bitter scent of a secret finally being told.

The floor felt cold beneath your feet as you took a step back, then another. Every inch of distance you put between yourself and Chan felt like a branch snapping. You weren't just leaving the room, you were leaving the version of him you had kept in your head,the one who would have known exactly how to say no. "Chan." Minho’s voice was like ice. Chan's hands finally dropped. His face was a mess, his eyes rimmed with red, his skin pale and shallow in the harsh light. He looked up at you, desperate and reaching, his mouth opening as if he could pull back the last five minutes with a single sentence."I didn't mean... I just..." his voice cracked, trailing off into a jagged breath. "You 'just' didn't think," Minho finished for him, his tone flat. "You didn't think about Jeongin crying in the hallway. You didn't think about what 'staying' meant to the person sitting right next to you."Minho looked from Chan to you, his expression softening for only a fraction of a second. A silent acknowledgement of the damage. Then, he looked back at his leader. "She offered to help you, Chan? I hope she’s good at it," Minho said, pushing himself off the couch and heading towards the front door without looking back.

Changbin and the rest of the boys, that were still sitting on the couch, all got up and took one last look at their leader, their best friend, their brother, before slowly walking to the front door. "Bambi, let's go....I'll make you my brownies, the one's you like so much." Felix told you, sniffling but trying to make you think of something better than what everyone just witnessed.

The front door finally clicked shut somewhere in the distance. You and Felix were already at the staircase, when Han jogged over to the two of you and put his arm around you.

The house was quiet. Chan still sat on the couch. He slowly started to cry, wondering how he could fix this mess. He grabbed his phone and immediately started typing...

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Y'ALL I'M BACKKKK!

I'm sooo sorry, that I've not posted anything in a really long time 😖. I was really stressed and I needed to take some time to myself. I hope you guys understand.

Okayyy, so Part 4 is now here and things are getting crazyyyy.

If you guys have any requests on what I should also include in this story please tell me! And also if you have requests for stories or drabbles, please don't hesitate and message me🥰

Stay save and healthy ❤🍀

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He had stopped walking the moment he saw the familiar coat, your coat, the one your brother Seongje had stolen from a night market for your birthday.

Sieun didn’t scream. He didn't even gasp. His entire world narrowed down to the sound of his own breathing and the sight of you. Your face was unrecognizable with all the fresh bruises and blood and the way you were laying in a puddle of dirty water made his chest tighten with a sharp pain.

As he knelt beside you, his hands trembled just enough to notice. He checked your pulse. It was there, but really weak. "Stay with me," he whispered, his voice cracking. Sieun hoped for the best, and that he wouldn't have to lose another important person in his life just because of fights.

The hospital was too loud for Sieun. The constant hum of the ac and the rhythmic beeping of the heart monitor felt like static in his brain.

For three days, he didn't leave your side. He sat in the plastic chair next to your bed, his eyes fixed on your pale face. He wasn't just watching you, he was calculating. He looked at the shape of the bruises on your arms, the angle of the cut on your lip, and the specific way your head was taped.

He was watching the scene in his head, of how he'll identifying the attacker, the bunches he'll throw, and the number of people involved. He was analyzing every single but if it.

When the doctor told him you were in a deep coma and they weren't sure when or if you’d wake up, Sieun didn’t cry. He just stood up, tucked his book into his bag, and walked out of the room. He had found what he needed.

Finding them was easy. Sieun knew Baekjin was involved. He went by you and your brothers apartment tell Seongje everything that had happened to you and if he'll help him in taking down the union once and for all.

Sieun hasn't seen with some many emotions Seongje ever, not even when he stabbed him in the foot. Sieun couldn't describe how Seongje was behaving, it was strange, to hard to analyze. When Seongje agreed to help him, Sieun let Baku and Gotak know, what was going to happen.

Seongje found them in the internet cafe he went to almost everyday, laughing over a video on someone's phone.

Sieun and didn't give them a speech. He didn't ask "why." He simply walked in, locked the door behind him, and wrapped a heavy equipment cord around his hand.

The fight wasn't long. Sieun used their own weight against them, the corners of the desks, and the heavy plastic keyboards. He moved with a cold, terrifying efficiency that left the three of them shattered on the floor in minutes. And Seongje, well he kept on bunching the men until the didn't breath anymore.

As the leader of the group begged Sieun for mercy, He didn't show any emotions. "If I see you again," Sieun said, his voice a low, terrifying tone, "you won't be able to walk away next time. Remember that...

When he returned to the hospital, his knuckles were bruised, hidden beneath his sleeves. He sat back down in his chair, the adrenaline fading into exhaustion.

He reached out,taking your hand. "I'm back," he murmured, leaning his forehead against the side of the bed. "Please, wake up. That's enough sleeping."

It was already dark outside, the moon and the stars shining brighter than ever. Just when a shooting star crosses the sky, he felt a tiny twitch of your fingers against his palm. Sieun froze. He looked up, his heart hammering against his ribs.

Your eyelids fluttered, struggling against the weight of exhaustion. Slowly and painfully, your eyes opened. They were clouded and confused, but as they landed on Sieun, a small spark of recognition returned.

It's been about 4 months that you and Han have been dating. It's been going really well. You had told Han at the very beginning, that you were still a virgin and wanted to take things slow and Han was respecting your request. He always asked if he could touch you here and there and even if you two could cuddle. You really appreciate him for that.

But you still felt bad for him. You felt like you were stopping him from something, that everyone should experience - loving their significant other to the fullest with passionate activities. So you took it upon yourself, to relax and finally commit to intimate stuff.

It was about 7pm and Han had gotten home about 1 hour ago. The two of you were cuddling on the couch watching some new k-drama that just got released. Han was drawing small circle on your hip. His touch was making your heart beat faster. "Hannie, can you teach me how to... you know make out...? " you ask him with a soft voice. Han's eyes widen for a second before he turns to you. "Wha... What did you say? Teach you how to make out?" He asks chuckling. "Mmh, I wanna take things further with you" Han looks at yous till in disbelief.

"Yeah, of course I'll teach you." You shyly smile at his answer. "Okay, so first.. Uhh. How about you get on my lap. You will be more comfortable" "O-on your lap..?" "Yup, don't worry baby. I won't bite you...yet"

You slide onto his lap and Han puts his hands on your hips to steady you. "Alright, so you know making out is pretty easy. Just follow my lead, yeah?" You answer with a nod. Han push his hand on your cheek and caresses it with his tumb. Slowly he leans in and kisses you on the lips. You instantly melt into the kiss and kiss him back shyly. Han pulls back after a few minutes and says "okay, so now we'll kiss again, but I'll push my tongue in and then you will as well okay?" You stare at him blankly. "Push my tongue in,...?" "Yes baby, so our tongues can explore each other's mouths. It's gonna be great, trust me baby. Just follow my lead"

Han leans in again and kisses you. You slowly feel his tongue asking for permission to enter your mouth. You let his tongue in and he immediately finds your tongue. Han starts sucking at your tongue and his hand slowly starts kneading your tits through your shirt. "Mmhphhh" is all you let out. Han pulls back slightly and starts sucking at your bottom lip.

"How was that baby?" Han asks after he pulls away. "I.. I really enjoyed it. I wanna continue. I wanna do something too" you whine. "Baby girl, don't worry. How about you just do what I just did yeah?" You nod your head eagerly and lean in. You slowly push your tongue into Han's mouth. You can taste a minty and sweet flavor in his mouth and get addicted. You start sucking his tongue to taste the flavor more intensely. As you do this, you start rolling your hips. "Aghhh. Fuckkk." Han groans out. Han takes over control again and starts kissing you passionately. Your hands are now tugging at his hair and you're a whining mess.

His mouth wanders down towards your neck and starts sucking there. "Ohh, Mmhph. Hhhannie." You moan. You start feeling a big thick buldge under you, right between your folds. You starts rolling your hips more intensely to feel more pleasure. "Fuckk baby. You're making me insane" Han whispers into your ear. His deep voice making you more wet and aroused. Han continues to bite and nibble at your neck "Hannieee, I need moreee" you whine out, rolling your hips harder. Han takes off your top and starts sucking at your left tit, while massaging the other one. "Mmphhh hannieee" Han then kisses up your jaw, all the way back up to your lips and the two of you start making out intensely again.

"Fuckk jagiya. You make me go crazy you know that" Han says in a deep voice slightly laughing. "I want to ruin you, but I know your not 100% comfortable yet. And that's okay. I love you you know" He tells you and leans his forehead onto yours. "Hannie... What else can you do with your tongue or mouth...? And what can I do" You ask him nervously.

"Oh, uhhh. I mean I can eat you out or uhh you can give me head you know... But you don't have to do anything if you're not comfortable you know that right." "Yeahh.i know, but I just want to feel something more. I feel like I'm getting close" "Ohh, then we don't wanna leave you hanging like that right baby? Lay down and I'll make you come faster than you can think."

Once you're laying down, Han takes off your shorts and your panties. You feel a bit nervous, but you know that you can trust Han with your life. "I'm gonna go slow okay. I'll just lick you first and then I'll do more alright?" You nod your head shyly and he smiles at you. Han slowly leans down and places a few kisses onto your clit. You let out quiet whimpers as Han starts going down and starts kissing you more and more. "okay baby, I'm gonna kiss you again and then I'm gonna push my tongue in alright. Don't be scared. I won't hurt you my love." Han smiles at you.

He kisses your tight hole and then slowly starts pushing in his tongue. You slightly squirm at the new feeling and Han immediately puts his hands on your hips to hold you down. "Baby, don't run away. It's all alright." He growls. You bite your lip as he starts pushing his tongue in deeper and deeper. Moans and whimpers escaping your mouth and sounding like a melody to Han's ears.

"Fuckk, hannieee. I'm... I'm c-c-close. I can't.. Ugh..", is all you can get out. Your head is dazed and slowly blanking, do to all the pleasure. Your hands finds Han's hair, trying to steady yourself. Han lets out a few groans as you pull his hair. "Han- ughh" is all you can say before your orgasm rips through you. You arch your back and your mouth is wide open as Han sucks up all of your juices.

"Shitt baby. Such a good girl. Taste so sweet. I need more. One more can't hurt right? I'll show you what my hands can do" He says grinning. You're still coming down from your high as you feel him sucking at you hole again. "Hannieee, I can't take no moreee" "Baby girl, your pussy is calling me. So desperate. You're clenching around nothing. I'm gonna make you feel like your on cloud nine. Trust me. Just one more."

You moan out his name as he sucks and pushes his tongue inside of you. But suddenly you feel a slight burn. "Hannie. It hurtsss" "I know baby. You're just so tight. I only put one finger in. I need to stretch you out, or how else or you gonna take my cock one day" he answers grinning ear to ear. Han puts another finger inside of you and you arch your back and throw your head back. "Fuckk. I feel like... I feel.. Ughhh. Mmphh" you say as Han starts pumping his fingers into you. "Fuckk so tight. Tonight I'll dream about how tight you'll be around my cock one day. Fuckk. You're making me hard baby. Gonna cum too" Han grunts out, pumping his fingers harder and deeper into you while drawing circles on your clit with his other hand.

"I'm gonna cummm" "Not yet jagiya. Hold it in for a bit" "But hannieee. I-" Han leans down and kisses you making you shut up immediately. Your hands find his hair again tugging at it, trying to push him away. Your moans are being muffled by his tongue, that's exploring your mouth again for the 3rd or 4th time tonight. When Han finally pulls away to suck at your nipple, you try to take deep breaths. "Fuckk. M'too muchh." you whine out.

Your hand now finds your own tit, that isn't being occupied by Han's mouth and you starts massaging it. Drunk on the pleasure that's flowing through your body, you hadn't even noticed that Han had taken out his cock from his sweatpants. He was pumping his thick and long dick, before telling you, "Jagiya, you make me go crazy. M'gonna cum a lot. Lets cum together my love." You eagerly nod your head and a few moments later, the two of you are panting, laying next to each other.

"Shittt. Haven't felt like that in a long time baby" Han says out loud laughing. "I liked this. Can we do this more often?" "Of course jagiya. Whenever you want" You smile at his reply. "Oh. What about you?" "What do you mean, what about me, baby?" "I mean, you did the whole work. I just layed there and didn't do anything. Let me help you. Let me make you feel good." You say already sitting up. "Waitt, wait, wait. Noo, baby. You don't have to do anything. Seeing you pleased like that was enough pleasure for me. Trust me. I'm fine. You can try giving me head another time yeah? Don't wanna turn you into a sex addict yet" Han says and laughs at your pouting face. "Let's go sleep alright. You did so well today. Proud of you" Han tells you, while he cuddles up close to you. You lean into his touch and snuggle your head into his neck. "Good night jagiya. Love you"

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Guysss, on Tuesday I'm gonna write my last exam before I start my 2 week long internship and then it's already a 2 week long break😝. Wish me luck for my exam🥹.

I hope you guys enjoy this smut!

Its been about 5 minutes since you went into the bathroom for some alone time. Suddenly you hear a soft knock at the door. “Bambi..it’s me. Can I come in?”, you hear Chans voice, slightly trembling. You take a deep breath and unlock the door. Chan steps inside and closes the door behind him. “I know this isn’t the best thing that could have happened right now, but i want you to know that I'm here for you. I messed up and I’m really,really sorry for that.” He tells you looking directly into your eyes. You take another deep breath before saying “I’m also sorry. You have your whole career and fans waiting for you to preform and I just messed everything up… If you don’t want to work with me anymore,that’s fine. I get it” tears have now filled your eyes. “No way, you’re staying here. I’m not getting you fired because of something we both did wrong. Don’t pressure yourself. We will find a way to take care of our child. I promise I wont let you suffer. I promise” “take care of the baby?”, you ask in a quiet and unstable voice. “Yeah, together. What did you think? That I would tell you to get lost” Chan answers slightly laughing. “I just thought,that you wouldn’t want a child now, especially with me... You’re a superstar Chris. I’m just some assistant…” “Bambi, don’t talk about yourself like that. You’re family. If I ever wanted to have a child with someone, I’d rather it be with you,than some random. I like you Bambi, I really do. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t be staying late with you at the company meetings and everything. I know this isn’t really the best place to confess, but I just need to get this off my chest” Chan takes a deep breath and reaches for your hands. “Bambi, I started to like you the second you walked in the room and you introduced yourself. But a few weeks later, I started to notice, that I didn’t just like you as a friend or an assistant, but I liked you way more than i am allowed to. I also know that we got an age gap that isn’t quite common, but i love you. I really do. And I will also love our child. I’ll try to be there as much as I can. Every step of the way, I’ll try. So Bambi, will you want to go on a date with me, so i can really show you my love?”

Halfway through you started crying and now you were fully sobbing, Chan pulled you into a tight hug and said small nice words into your ear. After holding each other for some time, you pulled back and agreed. Chan kissed your temple and pulled you back into a hug. “I think we should go back. Should we tell the others?” You ask him with a quiet voice. “If you’re comfortable with it, then yeah let’s tell them” you slowly nod and both of you make your way back to the living room.

"There you guys are. Bambi are you okay?" Felix asks with worry written all over his face. You open your mouth to answer but Chan beats you to it. "Guys, we have something to tell you... I don't really know how and where to start, but..." Chan glances at you before continuing. "Bambi and I,... We're having a baby. Together... And I think I love her. Like really love-love her" The boys stare at the both of you, before LeeKnow says, "Finally, we all got tired of seeing you sending heart eyes at her all the time. And the baby...Woah. But I can imagine you two making great parents. Bambi, I hope you know, that you'll always have us. We support you both fully!" The rest all nod their heads as Minho speaks.

The rest of the day went by quick. The boys going out and getting groceries for you and of course your favorite fried chicken to eat for dinner. Chris stayed by your side the whole day after your conversation. Even when you got up to go to the bathroom, he immediately stood up as well and asked you where you were going. You found this version of him super adorable and were already imagining how he would be with your child.

Now all 9 of you were sitting across the living room floor, eating fried chicken and talking about the schedule for the next week. The comeback was just around the corner, and the excitement and nervousness was very noticeable. Everyone has big smiles on their faces while talking, all except for Chan. His face look blank, but you could tell that something was bothering him. You softly called out his name twice, but he didn't hear you. He was picking out all the chicken thighs and placing them on your plate, knowing those were your favorites. "Channie Hyung, you're making that face again." Seungmin stated. "Huh, what face?" Chan asks confused. "You know, that face you make when you're overthinking about life" Han answer now. Everyone is looking at him and Chan is looking everywhere, except your eyes. "I-... I don't know, okay? I'm just confused and... I just don't know..." Chan stutters. "Confused about what Hyung?" Jeongin says with a mouth full of fries. "It's just... Ugh. You won't understand. It's fine. Just leave it" He spats out. "Do you want to talk alone for a second..." You ask him, reaching out to hold his hand. But Chan flinches and pulls his hand away in an instant. You look at him, like he'd just admitted to murder. The rest of the boys having almost the same facial expression. "Did he just-.." Han quietly asks, but Changbin hits his arm, making Han shut up. "D-did I do something wrong..?" "No,.. God no. It's just I can't.. Ugh. I just need some time alone. I'll be back." Chan says as he's already grabbing his phone and jacket and putting on his shoes. You didn't fully realize what happened, until the front door shuts loudly. You turn your head to look at the 7 boys all sitting across your living room. Unable to say anything, you get up and start to head towards your room.

"Uhhh,what the hell just happened?" Hyunjin asks. "Channie Hyung is having an overthinking meltdown again. I just hope he won't do anything stupid." Felix says. Han, Seungmin and Jeongin nodding their heads along, agreeing with him. "He's harmless. He just always gets drunk when something like this happens. He's probably in his room already drinking a soju bottle or two. Let's not worry to much, alright" Minho calmly tells the rest. "How about Bambi... I bet she feels like she did something wrong, like she's the problem" Jeongin says quietly. "Okay... Felix and I.N how about you two check up on her and ask if she needs anything. The rest of us, we will clean up and then we will all head back to our rooms together, okay?" Changbin declares.

You're cuddled up in your bed, asking yourself what you did wrong and why Chris just left like that. Then you hear a soft knock at your door and Felix asking if he can come in. You get up and open the door and let Jeongin and Felix inside. "Bambi, you know, that you did nothing wrong. Channie Hyung is just overthinking something. You don't need to worry. We'll check up on him in a few minutes. The rest of the Hyungs are cleaning up, so we can leave and you can get some alone time, yeah?" Jeongin tells you. You take a deep breath and nod your head. "Do you need us to do something for you? You know, that we will always have your back!" Felix says smiling. ".. No.. I don't need anything right now. I just wanna be alone for a bit..." you answer quietly, not sure if they can even hear you. "Okay, no problem. But if you need anything, please tell us. Don't try to do everything alone okay?" You just nodded your head, already starting to lay back down. Felix and Jeongin start walking out the door. Jeongin lingers at your door for a bit more, asking himself if you're really okay, before LeeKnow says that they will leave now.

You hear the front door closing and cuddle more into your blankets. You keep asking yourself what you did wrong. But you just couldn't find an answer. You slide your hand to lay on top of your stomach. You slowly start drawing circles and other shapes on your stomach, thinking about you and Chris's baby. The more you think and the more shapes you draw, the more sleepy you get. And eventually you slowly drift to sleep.

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The boys all head towards their dorms thinking they will find Chan there. "Chanieeee, where are you. Why did you leave like that. Bambi is upsetttt" Han yells out, thinking Chan is just passed out into he couch. But after checking every room in the dorm, Chan is nowhere to be found. "Okay.. well that's not what happened last time..." Changbin says. "Maybe Channie is in the studio practicing" Hyunjin suggests. "Or he's buying more soju!" Seungmin says. "Okay, okay, okay. How about we split up and look for Channie. Han and I will look in the 3Racha recording studio, Felix and Hyunjin will look in the dance practice studio, Changbin, you'll look for him at the gym and Jeongin and Seungmin will go to the convenient store down the road, to see if he's there. We will update each other in the group chat. Everyone will look thoroughly for him and NO ONE and I repeat NO ONE will say anything to Bambi. We don't need her stressing out even more, than she is right now. Let her just focus on the baby." Minho explains.

The 7 boys split up accordingly and start searching for their leader. You're still fast asleep in your room not knowing what is going on and the seven boys also don't know that their leader is stumbling into a private hotel room with another girl...

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YALL I AM SOOO SORRY😭. I'm soo busy with school right now🙈. I wrote about 4 exams and I wrote one today and I'm also writing one tomorrow and on Thursday. I know, that I should be studying rn, but I felt really bad, that I hadn't updated my account in a while. Also Responsibility part 2 is under content label review, so I don't even know if yall are/were able to read it🥹.

I got a lot of requests and I am planning to write them according to my schedule. After the 2 exams this week I still have one next week and then I am free from school for 4 weeks! I'm doing and internship for 2 weeks and I mostly have to work the late shifts, so I will have time to update a lot around that time, if I'm not lazy😝🫰

Chan had been teasing you for a while now and your were starting to get grumpy. "Channieee, please do something. I need youuu. It hurtsss" you whine out, slurring your words because of the alcohol. "Baby girl, dont be a brat. You do what I say, okay. I know it hurts. I'll help you." Chan answer as he undresses you.

"Look so pretty baby" he murmurs in your ear. He starts kissing your neck again and wanders down towards your belly. Leaving marks all over. "Gonna make sure everyone knows who you belong to. Your mine baby, only mine" he says in between kisses. You moan out as he slips his fingers between your folds, teasing you.

You start to get impatient, so you fumble with his belt as an attempt to open it. "Silly girl, so needy. I'll give it to you now, but don't run away if you can't take it sweetheart" Chan tells you in a low voice, as he undresses himself. When he pulls down his boxers and his cock springs out, you gasp. His dick wasn't only big, but it was also thick and veiny. His tip was flushed pink and pre cum was already leaking out. Chan chuckled as he saw your reaction.

"See something you like baby? It's all yours" he coos. You start to sit up and get on all fours, facing him. You bend down and start kissing the tip of this dick. His pre cum tasting slightly sweet in your mouth. You start to take more and more of his cock and you then start to bob your head. Slowly and teasingly at first but you get faster and sloppier. Chan can't get enough of you. He fists the back of your hair and pushes you all the way down his length, making you deep throat him. You start gagging,as he holds your head in place. "Fuckkk, baby. Just like that. Want you to gag on my cock. Make a mess for me" he groans, with his head snapped back and his mouth wide open. He let's go of your head, to start kneading your ass. You continue to suck his cock passionately, staring up at him like a small puppy. "Shittt, stop that. Don't look at me with does eyes of yours...I'm close." Hearing this, you suck even harder, bobbing your head up and down, kissing his flushed tip, licking up the veins on this cock and kneading and kissing his balls. You feel his cock start to twitch and you take it into your mouth again. After a few more sucks, his seeds spill down your throat. You milk his dick dry and get off his cock with a pop sound.

Chan looks at you, like he was starstruck and caresses your cheek "Holy shittt baby, you're fucking amazing" he tells you, breathing hard. You just look up at him, smiling. "I guess I have to reward you. You've been such a good little girl mhh" Chan says as he strokes his dick a few times. You've already layed down on your back, excited and full of lust and need. Chan positions himself at your entrance and starts to push in slowly. You let out a muffled moan/scream, as you bite your lips. You close your eyes, trying to cope with the pain. But as Chan pushes another inch of his pulsing dick inside of you, you just can't take no more. "Fucking shittt, Chris. I can't take it. Your to big. It's hurtsss" you whine out, almost crying. "Fuck, Bambi. Everythings all right. I need you to stay still for me. I don't want to hurt you. I promise I'll make it fit and you'll be moaning my name out in pleasure. Just a little more. You got this baby" Chan reassures you. You can't take anymore and your cunt starts to clench around him, even though he's not even half way in yet. "Sweetheart, gonna need you to loosen up for me yeah. Take some deep breaths. In... And out.... In... And out. Yes just like that. Keep going baby" Chan grunts as he pushes his big cock into you and you let out a strangled whimper.

Chan waits a few seconds, before he starts to move, making sure, that you are fine. He starts of with slowl and passionate thrusts. Then they get more and more harder and sloppier. You are a moaning mess. Everytime he moves, even the slightest bit, you let out a pornographic moan. And Chan can't get enough of that. He pounds even harder into you. His grunts and your moans and whimpers fill up the whole room. When his dick hits your g-spot, you arch your back and your eyes go into the back of your head. "Fuck Chrisss. I'm, I'm, I'm... Mmphh. M'gonna.. Hughhh, gonna cum, fuck. Yes, yes, yes, harder, fuck right there. Don't stoppp" you beg him, gripping your right tit and massaging it. You feel your orgasm approaching, as he slams back into you grunting. You arch your back and curl your toes. "Shittt... " is all you get out, before you orgasm. Your breathe heavily as you finish, but Chan doesn't stop yet. He thrusts into you a few more times. All you are able to do is moan and pant out his name "ughh, fuck, Chan, yes. Mhmmm. Pphfttt. Chris" you start tucking at his hair and that makes him burst. His hot seeds fill up your throbing pussy, as your eyes roll into the back of your head, once again. "Fuckkkk" Chan laughts out, shaking his head and whipping of his sweat.

He starts kissing you again and you climb onto his lap. You start to grind on his dick. His cock sliding right between your folds, making you both go crazy. You roll your hips harder and harder, trying to feel the friction. Chan is gripping your hips, when you start to line yourself up and sink down on his cock. You both let out a moan and Chan's grip on you tighte.ns You stay like this for a couple of minutes, just looking into each others eyes, kissing and nippling at each others neck here and there. Once you start to move, Chan guides you with his strong hands. You stay at a slow pace for quite some time, before he slaps his hand across your ass, making you jump and moan out his name. "My love, stop teasing and start riding me. Or else I have to punish you" Chan warns you. You weren't trying to be a brat, but you just loved the thought of seeing Chan get angry, so you decided to tease him even more and go even slower. "Channieee, I'm to tireddd. I'm moving as fast as I can" you pout at him. The second you stop moving, something flickers in his face.

"Oh, so now you want to be a brat yeah? You got what you wanted, but when I want something you act like a dirty little slut. Gonna wipe that smile of your fucking face." Chan growls at you. He lifts you off his lap, like you weight nothing. "On all fours now" he spats at you. You feel even more aroused by hearing this and obey his request. You feel Chan's palm collide with your ass and you purr in response.

"M'gonna fuck some senses back in to you sweetheart" Chan grunts out, before thrusting this big cock deep inside of you. "Fuckkk-Chrisss" you gasp out. You feel all of him, his veins, his length, his width and him pulsing. It almost feels like he's rearranging your insides. Chan doesn't even let you adjust, he thrusts into you at an unimaginable speed. "Fuckk, so tight. You were made for me" "Ughhmmh. S-s-stopp, pleasee, I can't t-t-take ittt ughhh" you whine out, tears already forming in your eyes. But Chan doesn't stop. He makes you arch your back, to make it even more intimate between you both. You thought he couldn't go any deeper and harder, but he proved you wrong. It felt like he was on the same hight as your belly button. Now you were screaming out in pain, but also pleasure, tears running down your face uncontrollably. "Why are you crying baby? I thought you were such a strong girl. Tell me your sorry and I won't go so hard" "I'm s-s-sorryy ughh, I'm so so so sorry chrisss" "alright, dont panic. I'll be more gentil... I'm close. I can't help it, that you make me feel like a whole different person" Chan says in your ear, once he grabbed your hair to pull you back towards him. "Fuckk I'm close. I'm gonna cummm" you pant out. "Me too baby, me too" he tells you breathless. After a few more thrusts, both of you moan in sync as you both come undone. You immediately collapse. Chan puls out and lays right beside you.

"Shittt, haven't experienced something like that in a long time. You're amazing" Chan breathes out smiling. You both lay beside each other staring up at the ceiling, trying to catch our breathes.

"Maybe we should head back to the others, they might be suspicious by now" you tell Chan. "Yeah, you're probably right..." He responds. Both of you start putting on your clothes and you quickly look into a mirror to fix your hair. Chan holds open the door for you and the two of you head down stairs. You're met with almost everyone gone, except all of ATEEZ, TXT and of course the rest of stray kids, passed out on the floor. A movie playing in the background and light snores are the only things you can hear.

Chan decides to wake everyone up, while you head to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Nobody questions where the two of you have been for the past hour or two. Everyone says goodbye and all of the 3 groups part their ways.

Chan drives you all back to the dormitory. Jeongin and you stumbling in, still slightly drunk. Everything is a blur. Han says something, not even slightly funny, but Seungmin, Jeongin and you laugh out loud. The rest, all giving you confused looks. You all just shrug it of and head to your assigned dorms.

After a 7 hour sleep you wake up with a bad hangover, still you start to get ready for the day. You were trying to remember what happened last night, but you're only able to recall you and Chan kissing/making out. You felt guilty, because both of you were drunk and you wanted to know how this will effect the relationship between the two of you. Nevertheless, you needed to stay professional, so you decided to not ask him and instead wait for him to come to you.

You meet all 8 boys down stairs at the same spot you found them at yesterday. Hyunjin and Jeongin are wearing sunglasses, Chan and Changbin are wearing hats and the rest all look close to life less. "Good morning everyone" you say with a big smile. All of them look up at you, like you were an alien. "Bambi, how can you be so happy. Aren't you hungover as well?" Felix asks you. "Of course I am, but we have a lot to do today, so it's better if we all try to be at least a little happy" "you know, I love you for that" Han answers to your explanation. "Okay, lets go. The styling team is already in the bus. We're running a bit late" you say, clapping your hands as you start to walk outside. The boys following you.

The past 2 weeks have been quite hectic for all of you. Recording and producing new song, making new choreography and deciding what hair color suits them best for the next comeback. But something felt wrong. You can't really explain it. You just felt off. And of course the members noticed. You running out of the room to throw up and you asking for the weirdest food combinations out there, definitely didn't go unnoticed. You first didn't think much of it. But after you told one of your friends about it, she took you to buy a pregnancy test. You really didn't want to believe her, when she first said, that you were probably pregnant. You thought she was joking or going crazy.

But now, seeing the two red lines on all 4 of the test you took. It definitely wasn't just some dumb joke your friend made. This was reality and you hated it. You questioned, who the father would be. Thinking, that you hadn't had intercourse with anyone in the past few weeks. The only thing that came to mind, was you and Chan making out in a random bedroom at the party 2 weeks ago. But you thought you both only made out. You started pacing in your living room, wondering, what really happened that night.

Suddenly you heard a knock at your door. You quickly throw the tests away and open the door, only to find 8 boys staring at you. "Hii Bambi" Jeongin smiled at you brightly. "We know you haven't been feeling so well, so we brought you some medicine and some snacks!" Seungmin continued. "Aww, thank you guys. Come in!" You said, feeling happy, that they thought of you. All 8 huddle into your dorm and you sit down in the living room. Felix and Han pick out something to watch, Seungmin, Minho and Changbin start prepping food in the kitchen and Hyunjin tells you about this idea he had for an art project. Chan and Jeongin were talking about something that happened last night, even though Jeongin wasn't really listening to Chan. Instead he was watching funny videos on Instagram.

"Uhh, Bambi. Is your roommate pregnant?" Changbin asks. Everyone goes quiet and they all look at you. "Umm, no. My roommate hasn't been here since a few months. She's on tour with TWICE." You answer. "Okayyy, so who's pregnancy tests are these then?" Changbin asks again. You hug your pillow harder, opening your mouth to say something, but then close it as Seungmin answers for you. "It's Bambis. She's pregnant." Everyone turns and looks at you with shocked expressions.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BAMBI IS PREGNANT" Jeongin screams, making you flinch. "I-i-i can explain. I haven't been feeling well for the past 2 weeks and I talked with one of my friends and she said, that I might be pregnant but I didn't want to believe her, but she pressured me into taking pregnancy tests and then today I took them and found out that I'm most likely pregnant." You say in one breath. Han instantly slaps his hand over his mouth, Felix's mouth is wide open and Chan looks like he just witnessed a murder. "OMD CONGRATS BAMBI" Jeongin tells you. You're lost for words, so you just nod. No one says anything for a while, before Minho asks, "okay, so who's the dad? I didn't know, that you have a boyfriend" "uhhh. It's complicated." Is all you can say. Mingo looks at you with an questionable expression. "Bambi, just tell us. We won't freak out I promise." "Ohhh, I bet it's someone from the party, am I right. Hey, at least your baby is gonna have a rich and handsome dad!" Han jokes. You just look at him, not saying a word. Then you slowly turn your head to look at everyone. "I think I need a minute. Sorry" you say as you quickly head towards the bathroom. You splash your face with water, trying to focus. As you look into the mirror, you wonder. How can you explain this disaster...

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YALL PART TWOOO! I was really struggling on how and when to stop this chapter 😭. All I can say is:

Being an assistant wasn't always what you wanted to be. And it wasn't easy as well. Being the assistant for one of the biggest kpop groups, stray kids, wasn't easy at all. Everyday it's 8 loud and chaotic men, against you, trying to control them and stay on schedule. You would be lying if you said, that you didn't like working for/with them, but you would also be lying if you said it wasn't annoying if 8 grown men, that are older then you, were acting like babies sometimes. At least one of them was always more easy to "control" then the rest of them.

Chan always helped you. Once he saw that exhausted look on your face, after you tried to tell the boys that they need to run the dance at least 2 more times, and the boys still didn't listen to you, he immediately switched to angry dad mode and all the boys automatically listen to him. They knew better, then to make him angry.

Today had been no different. A long day of following the boys around and trying to stay on schedule, finally came to an end. You didn't notice it yet, but Chan always stayed a bit longer in the same room with you, then he had to. Quietly sending short glances your way, that didn't go unnoticed all the time.

You were packing up your stuff, when Jeongin came back into the room with a big grin on this face. "Bambiiii, do you want to come with us to this party tonight. It will be sooo much fun!" Jeongin said smiling ear to ear. Bambi was the nickname the boys gave to you, when you first started working for them. You were like a lost child in a supermarket, super nervous, really introverted and looking like you were one second away from breaking out in tears. So the boys gave you the nickname, to make you feel more welcome and It definitely worked, because you love the boys to death and they all feel like family to you.

"Sorry, but parties aren't really for me... " "Nooo, this isn't like a high school frat party. A lot of idols from other groups will be there. It's not gonna be that crazy. You can leave after 30 minutes, if you don't like it. I'll even leave with you. Please Bambi, pleaseee" Jeongin whined. "Yeahh, I think you should come. It'll be fun" Chan said from across the room.

"Okay, fine. But I won't stay that long. And you guys shouldn't as well. We have a busy schedule tomorrow." You told the 2 and Jeongin immediately came up to you, to give you a big hug. "Thank you, thank you, thank youuu. It'll be soo much fun. I can't wait for you to meet some of our friends there!" He told you, already walking out of the room.

"Do you have anything to wear for tonight?" Chan asked, once it was only the 2 of you. "Uhh, not really. But I can ask a friend of mine, if I can borrow a dress or something." You answer him nervously. "We can go out and buy something. I mean, we still have some spare time, until the party starts. Only if you want to tho" "ummm, yeah. That would be great." "Great, okay. Umm. Then let's get going yeah." Chan tells you and you both head out to a store nearby.

You tried on a bunch of dresses, until Chan was left speechless, when you walked out the dressing room with this beautiful, breathtaking, champagne gold dress. Chan stared at you, before stumbling on his words. "Uh, wow. Just wow. Y-you look great. Like stunning. You-mhh. You look perfect", you mutter a quiet thank you,looking into the mirror and analyzing how you look, before changing back into your clothes again.

After arguing with Chan, about who should pay, (he paid ofc) you both headed back to the dorms. You live in a room with one of the stylist, on the same floor as Chan. So Chan walked you to your room and told you, he would wait for you, downstairs at the entrance of the dorms, so you can get ready.

It took you about 45 minutes to take a shower, put on the dress, jewelry, make up and to touch up your curls. Once you were finally ready, you walked downstairs to the entrance and you saw all 8 of the boys sitting near the entrance desk. "Bambiii", Jeongin scream out, once you came into view. You muttered a quiet hi, before you were overwhelmed with compliments from the boys. " Omggg, you look so good." "Woahh, I'm speechless" "I bet someone is gonna hit on you tonight" "the colour of your dress really suits you, Bambi" "Your hair looks so soft and fluffy, I love it!", you thank the boys and all of you decide it's time to head out.

The ride to the party definitely wasn't quiet. Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin are doing car karaoke, Hyunjin is talking loudly on the phone with someone and Han and Minho are arguing about something stupid. Chan was driving and you were sitting in the passenger seat. You looked out the window, fidgeting with your bracelet.

"Heyy, you know, you don't have to be nervous. Nothing bad can and will happen to you" Chan reassured you with a small smile. You smiled back a t him and said "yeahh, I know, it's just that I haven't been to a party in ages, so I don't really know what to expect" "Don't worry. You can trust us, it will be fine. I got you. I promise" Chan saying that, made your stomach flip. You just nodded and smiled at him, before turning back to look out the window.

After what seemed like forever, you finally arrived at the party. Neon lights glowing from inside, and loud music filling up the whole neighborhood. Chan looked at you one last time before all 9 of you headed inside.

The moment you walked in, music, that you didn't think could get any louder, filled your ear. The smell of liquor also filling your nostrils. You immediately reached for your bracelet, to distract yourself. Chan led all of you to the kitchen, where they started greeting their friends, and probably the hosts of the party. "Bambi, this is Hongjoong. He's the leader of ATEEZ, also one of my closest friends, since like forever." Chan told you. You and Hongjoong quickly talked and you said hello to the rest of ATEEZ. "OMG BEOMGYU, HOW HAVE YOU BEEN" Jeongin screamed, making everyone turn their heads in your guy's direction. "Bambiii, this is one of my best friends, Beomgyu." You smiled at beomgyu and quickly greeted the rest of TXT, that was close by.

You all quickly formed a conversation and everyone was happy to finally catch up with each other after a long time. But then somebody requested to play truth or dare, you didn't want to be a party pooper, so you also agreed, but Chan saw, how you nervously fidget with you bracelet again. You smiled at him, to hopefully make him feel at ease and not worry so much.

The game started harmlessly. But the more you played, the more intense and spicy the questions got. "Han, truth or dare?", Soobin asked, "uhh, truth" "okay, have you ever made out with a guy?" He asked giggling. Han blushed and quietly answered with a yes, making everyone explode in laughter. After the laughter died down, more and more questions were asked, but you quietly zoned out.

Suddenly you went back to reality, when Wooyoung asked you truth or dare. "Ummm, I pick dare" "okay, have you ever had a crush on anyone in stray kids?" He asked you. The small bickering of the rest abruptly stopped and everyone looked at you. You scratched the back of your neck and answered "Uhh, n-no. I have to be professional, so I can't date anyone of them." "Okay, yeah I get you. You can't date anyone of them, but have you ever liked one of them. Like thought about them in a different way then you thought about the rest. Maybe in a spicy way" Wooyoung asked teasingly.

You didn't answer. You couldn't. Your throat went dry, your eyes went to look down at your lap and you started fidgeting with your earring this time. Chan immediately sensed your discomfort and told a few of them to get shots for everyone. Then he leaned in and whispered in your ear, "do you want to leave. It's okay if you want to. I know that just made you uncomfortable. I understand" "no, no, no, it's fine. It's just a game. I'm okay" you told him. Chan just nodded and went back to join a conversation between Yeonjun and Hyunjin. But his eyes never really left you.

The night went on, with more shots being pored, jokes being made and a lot of singing and dancing. After a while everyone started to become a bit drunk, you included. You told Mingi, who you were in a conversation with, that you'll just head to the bathroom. Chan saw you stand up and stumble over your own feet. He quickly rushed over to you. "Yoo, Bambi. You okay. Do you want me to get you something?" He asked, his voice willed with concern. "No need. I just need to go to the bathroom" you said, slurring your words. "Okay, I'll help you, okay. We don't want you falling and hitting your head somewhere, yeah?" You just nodded weakly and Chan guided you the bathroom on the second floor.

"Okay, I'mma wait outside yeah. Tell me if you need something" you nodded and quickly finished your business in the bathroom. When you went out, you found Chan with an almost empty red cup in his hands, that was full to the brim like 3 minutes ago. Chan looked up and smiled at you, when he saw you. "Bambiii, I missed youuuu" he said. "Here, drink some of this. It's really good." You took the cup out of his hands and finished the drink. You smiled back at him and both of you just stood in silence for a couple of seconds. The loud music slowly fading away in your head. "You know, that you have really, really, really pretty eyes, Bambi?" Chan asked you. You just smiled at him, your eyes slowly closing, as sleep was definitely needed. You were woken up immediately, when you felt lips kissing you sloppily. You closed your eyes and kissed him back.

The both of you just stayed in the hallway, making out. After some time you pulled back. "Channieee, I don't think this is a good idea" "I know baby,I know but I just need you. It won't hurt anyone, if they don't find out, right?" He answer grinning. You smiled and leaned in to kiss him again. The kiss was hungry, and full of desperation, lust and need. Your hands found the back of his head, slowly massaging and tucking at his hair. In response, one of Chan's hands wandered to your throat, choking you hard, but not hard enough to hurt you. You let out a moan and you whimper, when Chan starts gripping your left tit. "Mmhhh, channieee. I need moreeee" you whine out. Chan groans in response and walks you over into a bedroom. His lips never leaving your mouth.

He walks you over to the bed and lays you down. Hovering over you, he starts to kiss down your neck and starts sucking at your collarbone. You whimper out in pleasure. He slides off the straps of your dress and puts one of your tits into his mouth while massaging the other one. "Fuckkk, baby. I've been wanting to do this for soo long. Gonna make you scream. Be a good girl for me yeah" Chan tells you in a deep, low voice. You quickly nod, wanting to feel more....

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Okayyyy, so I had to stop writing, because I felt like it was getting to long😖. SORRY FOR COCK BLOCKING YALL.

The practice room was quiet, the only sound the rhythmic hum of the air conditioner and the soft scuff of Arno’s sneakers against the polished floor. He was alone, his reflection in the mirror mirroring a look of quiet concentration that he only ever dropped for those he truly trusted.

You watched from the doorway, a warm coffee in hand, hesitant to break his flow. When he finally noticed you, his gaze softened instantly, that familiar, slight curve appearing at the corners of his eyes.

"You're late," he teased, his voice low and smooth, carrying that unique, slow cadence that always seemed to ground you. "I brought peace offerings," you replied, holding up a Convientstore bag filled with goods.

He crossed the room, the scent of rose and light woodsy notes trailing after him. Instead of reaching for the bag, he took your hand, his touch light but deliberate.

"Stay?" he asked, not as a command, but as a quiet hope. He didn't need grand gestures. For Arno, love is shared silences and the way he looked at you like you were the only one who truly saw him.

He leaned in, his forehead resting against yours for a fleeting moment. "I missed this. Just us. I've been so busy lately. I haven't even had time for my girlfriend. I'm sorry baby."

Slowly Arno leaned to kiss your temple. Then he started to move down and kiss your lips. Slowly, but hungry, full of lust, that he hadn't expressed in weeks. "Babe, slowly down it's okay" you say as Arno starts sucking at your neck.

"Ive just missed you soo much baby, you don't understand" "I know, I know, but let's continue this at home, yeah?" Arno agreed, and started to pack up his stuff. The ride home felt longer than it should have.

The second you both walked into your apartment, Arno pushed you towards a wall and started kissing you, like he hasn't eaten anything in days. "Mmphh, babyyy", you moan out, getting wetter by the second.

Arno starts to take of his and your shirt, as he says, "băo béi, I still need to shower, I'm all sweaty from practice. How about you join me, so we don't lose time." You quickly agree. You both head to the bathroom and undress completely.

"Look so pretty baby, missed this so much" Arno says in between kisses. Arno is quick to push two of his fingers into you. You moan out loudly as he pumps them into you at a fast paste. "Hmphhh, shitttt. Keep going, dont stop" you whimper. Arno enjoys seeing you so full of pleasure. He keeps pumping into you and sucking at your felt tit, until you start clenching around this large fingers.

You frown as soon as you feel this fingers disappear "babeee, why did you do that" you pout at him. Arno chuckles. "Jagiii, I need you. Please do something" You don't let him tell you that twice. You get on your knees and start kissing his pink flushed tip. Once you start to put his head into your mouth, he throws his head back instantly.

"Shittt, yesss just like that baby" Arno groans out. You start bobbing your head faster, once you hear Arnos moans and whimpers. Your desperate to feel his hot seeds flow down your throat.

As you start gagging around the base of his cock, Arno starts stroking your head. "fuckkk, is it too much for you baby, hmm? Just a little longer princess. I'm close." You suck his tip and lick up his big long vein at the bottom of his cock. Then you feel his cum on your face, you quickly frap your mouth around his dick again and feel his seeds flowing down your throat.

"You're such a good girl. I'm so proud of you sweetheart. Swallowed every drop of me, yeah" Arno whispers into your ear, with a low voice, making your knees weak. Arno sees this and wraps his arms around your hips, to pull you up. You wrap your legs around his torso and he positions his cock at your entrance. He starts teasing you, as he runs his big cock up and down you folds.

"Ughhh, stop teasing meee. I've been a good girl daddy, why are you punishing meee" you whine out. Arno chuckles at your statement and pushes his cock into you. Inch, by inch, your full of his thick dick. "Fuckkk, your so big, I feel so full babe" you moan out. Arno doesn't move for a bit, to make sure, that he doesn't hurt you.

Once he starts thrusting into you, you can't stop the moans and whimpers from spilling out. "Yes, yes, yes, fuckkk to much baby, to much. Ah-hh ughh.just like that, shittt" you scream out. You move your head away and start biting his shoulder, to muffle your moans and screams.

"Shhhh princess. Your pretty noises are getting to loud, we don't want to wake up our neighbors, right?" Arno tells you and moves your head to the other side. He chokes your neck and forces you to look at the mirror, that is covered in steam.

But you are already gone. Your eyes blurred by lust and pleasure, lips swollen from kissing him and sucking his dick. Spit is also slowly running down the corner of your mouth. You tried to get him to stop, just to give you a minute to breathe and calm down, but how could he? He has missed you like crazy. He hasn't been able to see you, because of work and let alone fuck you.

"Don't worry jagia, I'm close and I can feel you clenching around me. You're doing well." He praises and starts kissing your neck again.

It only takes a few more hard thrusts, until you start cumming around his cock. But Arno still thrusts into you, chasing his climax. Arno holds you close for a few minutes and slowly sets you down, as soon as he feels like your able to stand again. He quickly rinses and dries both of your body's, before carrying you bridal style into bed.

"Good night băo béi" he whispers and kisses you temple. You're already fast asleep, clinging onto his side. Arno strockes your cheek and admirers your sleeping body, before slowly drifting to sleep...

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Thxxxx, I love hearing ppl say, that they enjoy reading my stories. It really made my day, hearing that you liked it!

I feel like I didn't really write it correctly. I think half way through I kinda drifted away from the request 😖. Ohhh, and I also didn't proof read it...