mas eu queria tanto que fosse você.

I know that I am but I can’t stop myself from being one. I hate that no matter what I do I hurt people.

I stay alive, I hurt people, I’m a weight they have to carry, I’m a lot to handle, they’ll be exhausted from having to deal with my crap all the time.

I kms, I make ppl sad, sure they’ll be somewhat relieved but never admit to it, they still have to deal with grief and painful memories, wondering what could have been or what they could’ve done different.

– Jamie Anderson

"What is grief if not love persevering?"

– WandaVision, Episode 8

"And when I turned to face grief, I saw it was just love in a heavy coat."

No other man

loved me more

Tender, forgiving

unafraid to show

You gave me all

you were & had

At your feet I lay

all that I am

On a clear pinnacle

I now stand

Looking toward eternity

your nearness I feel

Wait near the Gate

built by our Lord's own hand

I promise you, Love

I wouldn't have to think about what to do after I finish university.

I wouldn't have to think about the fact that I'll probably never meet someone, get married, have kids etc.

I wouldn't have to feel all the stress and pressure I have now.

I wouldn't have to hear my mother and everyone else compare me to other people who are doing much better in life, than I am.