depressed lover

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This love was killing me slowly.

I just needed you to care.

Dear life, I’m over you.

It was not my choice to leave.

Our love is six feet under.

I never could’ve made you stay.

I wish I knew how to love you.

It hurts, it hurts so bad…

I tried to be someone else for his love. I really tried.

I would like you to go.

I can’t even look at you.

I loved her, she loved him. End of story.

“I would never leave you” you said.

I never really got a chance to love you.

Guess your forever was a lie.

I really tried to be what you need.

I wish I knew how to love myself.

I hope I make it to my twentieth birthday.

I gave you my all to you.

You replaced us so quickly.

I gave you all of me.

I let myself love you, I let myself hope though I know how it’ll end.

Next time I won’t fall so hard.

Please tell me I’m not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

I need you to stay.

I just wanted to hold you.

I have to puzzle my heart back together after you broke it.

All I do is try to get over you.

I know you’re not mine anymore.

You’re in my veins and under my skin but you’re not here next to me.

I just wanted to be yours.

Are we both losing our minds?

You promised me the world and I fell for it.

I know you don’t love me like you used to.

This chapter is closed and done.

I know I’m the reason you don’t smile anymore.

Fooling myself that I’ll never love again.

I really loved you, you know?

It was supposed to be me and you for eternity.

I know we weren’t perfect.

I still want to give us a try.

I just wanna be wanted.

What happened to us?

You’re no longer the girl I loved.

I wish I was brave enough to love you.

I’m still holding on to the ghost of you.

I didn’t see it coming when you said you’re no longer in love with me.

We used to be great but our end was tragic.

Nothing happened in the way we wanted.

How foolish of me to think you could ever love me.

I know we weren’t perfect but at least we tried.

I really thought we could last.

You can say it wasn’t real, but, damn, I felt it, I really felt it.

Are you holding me only because you got lonely?

You’re not going back, aren’t you?

I know you would choose her.

I can’t understand what you see in me.

I know you don’t care.

We made each other bleed.

I know you still love her.

You’ve been so distant lately…

I just needed you to love me.

Maybe „us” is a bad idea.

I never had anyone to call my own.

Maybe I’m just hopeless.

I’m missing you more than you know.

I hope you heal from the things you dont wanna talk about.

I chose you and you chose her/him.

I still wear that smile you gave me.

„Prove it. Stay.” „I can’t.

I just need somebody to call my own.

These words make me doubt everything.

I was gonna marry her…

Because you always been my ticket home…

I’ve never loved anyone but you.

I just need a home.

I don’t want to think about you anymore.

Who hurt you and made you so guarded?

Loving you is my weakness.

Remember when we used to be happy?

I really wanted you to be the one.

I don’t want it to be over.

I won’t lose you again.

It hurts to love you.

It doesn’t matter anyway…

What am I supposed to say when someone asks me if I still miss you?

Remember when you used to make me smile?