At The Brink Of Suicide

Nothing will change. Its a circle that will repeat

This feels like more than can take

Want to stop with alcohol, smoking and being fat.

I have felt so alone for a while now. If I can’t find anyone to keep my secrets, no one to trust, will i ever truly feel loved.i’m hole late , and my almost husband is not happy about it ..I’ll get an ear full tomorrow. I am so fucking done with counting on people and trusting

I only need to focus on my goal.. friendship doesn’t work.. they will never accept me. I’m so done with caring… if i want to reach my goal i need to stop caring

I reallt need to chill

I know you hate it didn’t stay with you tonight. But i also need my friend

I fucked up and i’m feeling really shitty and lonely

I am a failure no matter what

He will never ever ever understand the way he hurts me

I need to deal with my problems alone. Something hit me so hard because i trusted them so much.. i have to remember not to let anyone in. Keep them at bay so i dont get hurt anymore

Sometimes things get so bad there is no fixing it

Hou op want huilen heeft toch geen zin

I feel so bad it makes me want to disappear

Today was a hard day. My person was so mean to me and my brother too. They banded together to hurt me. I feel so weak and disposable. I feel like a self absorbed idiot who never learns of sees anyone. This makes me want to die