oh hi

I like being me. It is incredibly lonely though. I wish I knew how to alter myself enough to change that.

I hate being in between. Not actively suicidal, but hell how I want to die… I just want to vanish, disappear into thin air, I’m not strong enough to attempt… I wish I had though…

I think I'm going to die by suicide. Fighting the urges is just buying time.

Tired of feeling so much so deeply all the time…

i wanna be ok but i wanna be worse

it’s bpd awareness month!!! personally i’m more aware than i wish i were💞 what about y’all

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

oh yeah it’s okay alright don’t worry, let me just cút myself over it first

I hate myself. I don't even know who I am anymore.

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful