depressed suggestions

I'm too fucking young to be this fucking miserable with my life.

How do I die without actually dying and ending up actually dead and also hurting my friends and loved ones? It’s impossible. So I just have to stay alive and suffer.

If I could kill myself without hurting anybody, would I? In a heartbeat

I don’t deserve to live. I deserve to writhe in agony, bleeding from my wrists and sobbing hysterically. I was born to kill myself

sometimes I need to remind myself that it's really really ok to be sad and all feelings are valid. also, I get angry at myself for treating myself so badly. If it was any other person saying those things I would have kicked them in the face by now. out of all the relationships I'm fucking up I ignore the most important one. how I treat myself. funnily enough I'm also really selfish and hypocritical

please don't cut yourself ever it will get better

i don’t think i could ever kill myself but i go through my days hoping a car swerves into mine or i fall asleep hoping i won’t wake up

I know why he chose her. I know why he’ll never choose me. She’s skinny, she probably doesn’t think about starving herself just to lower the number on the scale. She doesn’t stim in class, she doesn’t show up to class with cuts on her wrists. She wasn’t born in the body of a girl when she’s really a boy. She doesn’t have problems with addiction even though it’s only middle school. Gods, I’m fucking pathetic.

Spoiler alert: I fucking hate myself