I dont belong here, i dont belong anywhere.. I dont want to be here anymore

I’ve been planning my downfall since the age of 7 I called all this shit but everyone just thought I was being edgy

"I can handle your disorders," says the fucking clown who's about to complain when I act like my disorders.

why do i get punished for everything i do when i have the purest intentions but the people i love hurt me all the time and im the one always apologising

People have beautiful things to say about you...but you must die first.

they say time heals wounds, but mine only rotted deeper

i’m fine until i’m not and then i’m not fine for way longer

when you’re laying in your bed crying and wondering when the pain and fear will stop and suddenly you’re 14 years old again and wondering why everyone you love hurts you and uses you and leaves you and why you aren’t good enough

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

It's so fucking annoying how nobody listens to you until you crash out

If your me they don't even listen then. They just say "why are you crashing out there's something wrong with you" as if you haven't been telling them for months and aren't telling them that rn. But instead of it meaning anything for them helping you they're just pointing it out as an insult.

My prettiest shot would be my face on an obituary in the news paper about my suicide.

I’m mourning someone who is still very much alive, just not in my life anymore.