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​Happy Tuesday, pulse family!

​The saga continues: No ECG. Customer service claims it's local, but my empty mailbox says otherwise. I'm officially going full detective mode to hunt this package down, because looking at a pile of 500+ electrode pads with no machine to hook them up to is driving me entirely insane. I hate having a big mouth about new gear only to be left waiting!

​While I play Sherlock, hit me with your best recommendations for a reliable, affordable 3 or 5-lead ECG monitor. I clearly need a backup plan. 🛒👇

​Quick heads-up: I’m currently shaking things up on my professional path, so things are a bit chaotic and busy at the moment. If my replies are a little slower than usual, that's why!

​Stay tuned, and keep those fingers crossed for my delivery! 🖤

​Well, well, well... this heat is officially going to be the death of me. My heart is heavily pounding, and I’m currently hiding out like a vampire in my own flat. I mean, look at my skin—I burn in the sun and I definitely burn in church. ⛪🔥

I’m lying on the sofa right now, drifting, with nothing on my mind except a very specific daydream. I just want to pass out in peace, feeling strong hands on my chest forcing my pump to stay steady. Checking my pulse with a doctor's cold eye but a lover's soft touch. Giving me the literal kiss of life when my own lungs get too weak to function because of him.

​I'm drifting away... but that's not a bad thing, is it?