Demoless

@bloorbsbig

I want another donut again..pls

@brendakthedonutgirl testing the limits of that dress 🥵

“putting on a few”

“pigging out”

“eating well”

“letting yourself go”

“over indulging”

“making a pig of yourself”

“losing control”

A girl who makes sure you an always have plenty of snacks within arms reach, who cooks every meal with 3x more cream and butter than it calls for, who insists you eat until your stomach feels like it’s going to burst because it turns her on.

A girl who praises you as you outgrow all your clothes, tells you how hot it is that your tits are bigger than hers and your belly hangs half way to your knees, who can barely contain herself watching you struggling to breathe just sitting down from all the fat she’s packed onto you.

A girl who forces you to waddle into the doctors office with her so you can be poked and prodded and told “you’re massively morbidly obese”, “incredibly unhealthy”, “If you don’t lose a drastic amount of weight now you’ll be lucky to have 10 more years”. All while she tells him how hard it is to make you eat healthy, how you refuse to do any exercise besides bringing junk food to your mouth. She’s so sincere you almost believe her but you know her panties are soaked through hearing the damage she’s done to you.

She leaves with a smile and you with a bag full of pills for your struggling heart and liver and blood pressure and diabetes. She helps you as you wheeze your way to the car and get in with some effort. She slides into the drivers seat and pats your belly as she plugs in the route to the nearest fast food joint. She orders enough food for a family of ten, all of it dripping with grease. She pulls in to the parking lot, she can’t wait to get home she needs to stuff you now. She slides one hand between your thick rolls as she brings the first mammoth bacon cheeseburger to your lips and says “You wanna make me feel good don’t you baby? The doctor said you’d be lucky to have 10 years but that’s so far away… I know you can eat yourself to death for me in 3”

You must be so tired! Rest up. I'll unpack everything.

Force the issue the next day. Don't you remember? You're tired. You need to build up your strength. Eat. It's important.

Make them say it back to you. "I'm tired, I don't think I should get up."

Very good. So good. I want you to explore the city as much as either of us, but you're soooo tired. Stay in bed. Again.

Be overprotective. Be overbearing. I CAN'T sit back and watch you struggle about. You're still so weak. And tired. I can see it in your eyes. You need my help.

It's your identity now. Since moving in, you've only associated these walls and this room and your bed with being *tired*. You are tired. Exhausted.

Rest and recover. Here's a walker for when I'm gone. Take the burden off a little bit. Maybe a wheelchair for when I'm here. One, two, three steps and now you can be pushed to the bathroom.

"You were too active today."

"You didn't ask for help to stand up when I was present."

"You may be full "now," but you simply didn't eat enough today."

"You got up from bed more than I preferred you to."

Each reason to deny them builds into their thoughts.

Have this go on for days. Even weeks.

Alllllll you want is a moment of passion with your lover, a deep gutteral release. That moment of joy that comes from being DESIRED.

You'll break. You'll craft every decision around receiving that "yes" in bed. Be lazier. Be more of a glutton. Figure out how to reduce your life and actions to get approval.

In no time, you'll turn into a weak slob. Driven by food. Focused on food. Craving sex. Craving pleasure.

You have no choice in the matter. You are destined to get very fat very fast, and there is no possible escape for you. Getting huge is not negotiable. 

This is not something that will be happening in the distant future but is already happening now. 

You will be a massive fatty, lugging around a huge gut before you even know it, and you just need to accept that this is your reality. This is what you've always wanted and craved, even though you tried to convince yourself otherwise.

As you become an absolute glutton, you will become lazier and hungrier by the day. You will become a slave to your appetite and constantly attempt to stuff yourself to greater capacities each day with all of your favorite fattening foods. 

You will also feel the need to chug/funnel heavy cream and maltodextrin to guarantee that you will be expanding at a rapid rate.

You are completely happy, confident, and proud of your body no matter how big you become. You are attracted to your physique, and you never feel any sense of shame or get self-conscious about your body with yourself or around others. 

Kinktober day 10: Eternal Hunger