Delphi

System introduction:

It is not selfish to want to be loved. It is not selfish to want people to care about you. It is not selfish to want to be allowed to heal. You are deserving of love, no matter what

me, watching sci-fi tv: wow it would be so weird to have amnesia that would be wild

it’s so weird being an introject and a trauma holder because i’m almost positive my source memories are stand ins for something else but fuck if i know what so i’m just sitting here as a silly little cowboy who is also apparently holding some dark shit

I hate having DID and not remembering my childhood because I barely know who I am. I was packing up christmas ornaments today and there are so many that have my name on them that I have no memory of making. My childhood feels like some lost lost story I only have scraps of and I hate it

i need more then i weighted blanket i need my body to be put in one of those hydraulic press things

not to be gay on main but she’s pretty

currently downloading overwatch on my switch so i can play while on vacation i definitely don’t play this game too much this is fine i’m fine

Me, experiencing one singular negative emotion:

trauma is so funky and weird cause i can watch a movie with a ton of gratuitous violence and not be phased even a little but then i watch half an episode of bluey and sob uncontrollably

holy fuck man DID is weird i have not had enough coffee for this

shoutout to all the systems out there who have to go back home for the holidays. y’all are doing great and you got this <3