Dont Ask Me About My Day

Hey yall! I’m gonna go ahead and finally introduce myself on here since a lot of you don’t really know who I am. So allow me to introduce myself! 💕

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🪷My real name is Rhiannon, but that’s not a very good name so just call me Deja :)) (I have other nicknames too such as Rhi, Rhia, Jade and etc)

🪐I am an Aries ♈️ My bday is March 27 and I’m currently 22 years young but turning 23 soon!

🍄My pronouns are she/her/hers

❤️My sexuality is heterosexual (straight) as of for right now. Having some thoughts about becoming bisexual

🪻Introvert (INFJ-T)

🎨I am an artist. I sketch, digitally draw and paint on canvases sometimes.

🇺🇸 I live somewhere in America.

☘️ I’m also Irish-American.

💜 My favorite color is purple, but I also love blue, green, pink, black, red, gold and silver. And other variants of those colors

🖤I am considered as a goth, emo, and scene person. I’m also an aesthetic kind of person. (I’m into a lot of things lmao)

🧁 I really like sweets~ <3 (and other foods too)

🌴 I love the warm weather

😎 I guess I’m also considered to be cool lol

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What I’ll mostly be posting on here is art, memes, fanfics, incorrect quotes and etc. The fandoms I’m in are The Owl House, Amphibia, Helluva Boss, Inside Out, Futurama, Big Hero 6 and etc. Expect a ton of TOH and IO art cuz that’s what I’m really into right now lmao 😂

Here’s a list of other things I’m also into:

•Goth/emo/scene stuff

•Cosmology/astronomy

•Nature

•Plants

•Jewelry/crystals/rocks/gems and such

•Dream/weird core

•Witchy stuff

•Rock music as well as pop, heavy metal, punk, dubstep and etc

•Creepy things

•Aesthetic stuff

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-Do I do art requests, commissions, trades or whatever? All of those are currently closed. I DO NOT do art commissions because I don’t have access to do any of that. I probably will open art requests at some point as well as trades, but I’m just SUPER busy with art that I still need to get done.

-Am I LGBTQ+ friendly? HELL YEAH 🏳️‍🌈⚧️🏳️‍⚧️ I am an ally and I don’t care if you’re bisexual, pan, lesbian, gay or whatever! Just be yourself and don’t give a shit abt what anyone else says!

-Can minors interact with me? That really depends on the age. I am an adult and still a stranger here so I think I really prefer if ppl around 16+ can talk to me. I’m just kinda uncomfortable with the fact that there are 13-14 year olds on here and I’m like 10 years over those ages. If you are under 16 and wanna be my friend, I guess I’m okay with that but please just remember that I am an adult and just please be careful :) I am a nice person though!

-Other socials? I have 2 Instagram accounts. One of them is MissBigHero6 (my private account; the username will be changing soon tho) and the other is DejaDoodles101 (my art account). I have a DeviantArt (DejaDoodles101). I also have a discord account and that is under the name of Ariezthetic.

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-I am obsessed with a ton of characters such as Emperor Belos and The Collector (TOH), Loona and Verosika Mayday (Helluva Boss), Anxiety and Envy (Inside Out), and many more lmao. Btw I’m a HUGE Belos simp 🤭

-My favorite ships are Lumity, Raeda, Huntlow, Gustholomule, Veesha and Belrin (my OC Erin x Belos, (TOH) Joy x Sadness, Disgust x Anger and Anxiety x Ennui (Inside Out) Millie x Moxxie (Helluva Boss)

-I have a ton of OCs and I can’t wait for you guys to meet them! Both original characters and from shows and movies I watch!

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Kinda running low on other things to say abt myself so I’ll probably just stop here for now. I’ll try to add more at some point!

I’ve seen some ppl here who are into kdrama devil killers (I know it’s called kpop demon hunters I just call it kdrama devil killers cuz that’s how much I don’t care for that stupid cringey ass movie). Idk why yall are into that shit. It doesn’t even look that good and I thought we were leaving that shit movie in 2025.

Ive also seen some of you guys being into the amazing digital circus, dandy’s world, arcane, Roblox and other shit that I have a strong hatred towards. I don’t want anything to do with you guys if you’re into all that shit. It makes me sick to my stomach and makes my blood boil. It’s absolutely pathetic.

[Trauma dumping now]

I have also changed myself. Last year was the worst experience of my life and it traumatized me so bad. A lot went downhill in my personal life and to this day I’m still grieving (which I already explained most of it in my previous post and more ended up happening). Now I just feel angry, depressed and annoyed all the time. I thought about self harming at one point because of all the shit that happened. I’m driving away some people I know personally and it’s hard for me to make new friends now. I don’t have a lot of friends from where I live and it makes me lonely all the damn time. I don’t have a lot of people to talk to except really my counselor. Really the only thing I had was you people from the fandom. Since everyone went their separate ways, now I have to do the same thing.

Now idk what the fuck I’m supposed to do now. I’m lonely all the time, I don’t have many people to talk to, I’ve been heart broken, depressed, hurt, betrayed, felling nostalgic all the time and so much other shit… 😭

The only thing I can think of is probably just joining the Stranger Things fandom since I’ve been paying more attention to that show. I’m not sure how the fandom is gonna be, but I hope it’ll be something for me to do now. I think I’m done with the Inside Out fandom. And don’t get me wrong, I still love both movies with all of my heart and especially Anxiety who’s yet still on the top of my favorite characters. I’m gonna miss it so goddamn much and I hope that some of you guys and I can still remain friends since I actually really hate losing friends (especially during this time of my life). Love you guys 💜 (or at least some of you)

First off, posting here on tumblr is mentally exhausting for me. Having to do hashtags and everything is just so much for me to do for some reason.

Also, we haven’t gotten any Inside Out content since January and I’m currently on break from the fandom. I don’t know when I’ll return. It’s gonna be a long long while.

Another thing I want to explain is that ever since the beginning of the year this year, I noticed everything went downhill in my personal life. A really close friend of mine (who is actually in the IO fandom) abandoned me suddenly. I even had strong feelings towards this person and I finally confessed my feelings to them back in January, and this person rejected me. It hurt and broke me so much to the point where I shut everyone out and thought about doing harmful things to myself. I felt so empty and depressed inside. And I love and deeply care for this person. And to this day, I still love them and it hurts. Now, they’re ignoring me… 💔

I live in America and ever since Trump became president, he has done nothing but destroying this country. I’m terrified for myself and others. I hate seeing what’s on the news and shit because of it.

My cat also became really sick back in April and passed away in the beginning of May. I’ve had him for 14 years and I miss him so so much. It was a really great 14 years with him.

My mom’s long time best friend is currently battling with aggressive cancer and she’s not getting any better. She is going to pass away soon and it’s really sad because I never got to see much of her in my life and I’m never gonna see her again. My mom is really worried about her.

This has been the worst fucking year of my life. Probably a lot worse than 2017. I just want everything to go back to the way how it was last year when everything was just fine and when I was actually happy and had nothing to worry about.

So I watched Win or Lose last month at one point with my cousins and we loved it 💕 I wasn’t planning on watching the series, but then I saw Laurie and thought she was super cute so I gave it a watch, I love it. I wish they made more eps 😭

I fucking love Laurie. She’s so adorable and relatable 🥰 So I had to draw her and Sweaty. I drew these a few weeks ago.

I’m gonna try to draw more of her at some point.

Hope you like these doodles I drew of her! ❤️

I also made this lmaooo

A new goal and accomplishment for me this year is to become a pianist 🎹 I’ve been learning for about two months now. Still a beginner.

Happy New Year ❤️

Merry Christmas Eve! 🎄🎁❤️💚 I drew Joy and Anxiety as the Miser brothers from “A Year without a Santa Claus” I thought it would be perfect if Joy was the Snow Miser and Anxiety as the Heat Miser 🩵🧡 Not my best drawing, but I really wanted to draw something.

I write to you with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. After 188 days of displacement, constant fear, and struggling to survive, we managed to escape with our lives and reach Egypt. But the pain didn’t stop there. Just yesterday, we lost my children's grandfather 💔, not due to direct war, but because of malnutrition and the lack of basic life necessities. We couldn’t save him, just as we couldn’t save our home or our dreams.

The rest of my family is still trapped in the war, suffering the same harsh conditions that led to the passing of my children's grandfather. We are here trying to build a new life, but we have lost everything. We lost our home, and my children were deprived of their schools and universities. Even my eldest son, who worked so hard to build his future, lost his job and saw his dreams shattered.😔

We are now in desperate need of your help. We seek to secure a safe home that will provide us and our children with basic needs. Life in Egypt is extremely difficult, and prices are soaring beyond our reach. All we ask for is a chance to rebuild our lives and secure a better future for our children.🙏🏼

From the depths of my heart, I ask you to stand by us in these difficult times. Your support means hope and life to us.🙌🏼🇵🇸

https://gofund.me/59e9578a

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I am writing to you in extremely difficult circumstances. Unfortunately, my original account on ‏tumblr‏, which I relied on to collect donations and share my story, has been suspended. The account was under the name majedgaza1, and this has deeply affected us.💔

We have lost our home and everything we own due to the harsh conditions, and we are in desperate need of your support. Every donation, no matter how small, can make a big difference in our lives and help us get through this hardship.😢

I sincerely ask for your help and support for my new account, to help us ease our suffering. Your love and generosity mean the world to us in these tough times.

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Thank you so much for your support and for standing by us.🙌

https://gofund.me/8b5cd608

Hey guys. I know I haven’t been active nearly as much right now but so much is going on with my personal life rn. I’m currently moving to a different city and I have to get ready to pack up my things and leave. I’m going through a big change and it’s gonna kind of affect me in way possibly.

The city is gonna be a totally new environment for me. I’m not sure what’s gonna happen and I’m not gonna know anyone. Probably gonna feel lonely and depressed at some point.

So im gonna take some time off from here. Not sure when im gonna post again. Wish me luck on everything and I’ll see you guys again at some point.

For now, signing off.