#deja rants

First off, posting here on tumblr is mentally exhausting for me. Having to do hashtags and everything is just so much for me to do for some reason.

Also, we haven’t gotten any Inside Out content since January and I’m currently on break from the fandom. I don’t know when I’ll return. It’s gonna be a long long while.

Another thing I want to explain is that ever since the beginning of the year this year, I noticed everything went downhill in my personal life. A really close friend of mine (who is actually in the IO fandom) abandoned me suddenly. I even had strong feelings towards this person and I finally confessed my feelings to them back in January, and this person rejected me. It hurt and broke me so much to the point where I shut everyone out and thought about doing harmful things to myself. I felt so empty and depressed inside. And I love and deeply care for this person. And to this day, I still love them and it hurts. Now, they’re ignoring me… 💔

I live in America and ever since Trump became president, he has done nothing but destroying this country. I’m terrified for myself and others. I hate seeing what’s on the news and shit because of it.

My cat also became really sick back in April and passed away in the beginning of May. I’ve had him for 14 years and I miss him so so much. It was a really great 14 years with him.

My mom’s long time best friend is currently battling with aggressive cancer and she’s not getting any better. She is going to pass away soon and it’s really sad because I never got to see much of her in my life and I’m never gonna see her again. My mom is really worried about her.

This has been the worst fucking year of my life. Probably a lot worse than 2017. I just want everything to go back to the way how it was last year when everything was just fine and when I was actually happy and had nothing to worry about.

“At the end of the rainbow, there’s happiness, and to find it how often I’ve tried.”

“But my life is a race, just a wild goose chase, and my dreams have all been denied.”

“Why have I always been a failure? What could the reason be? I wonder if the world’s too bland. I wonder if it could be me.”

“I’m always chasing rainbows, watching clouds drifting by.”

her fascination with humans making her an outcast to her family.. constantly seeing the good in the most terrible fuckin people, or trying to atleast. Very much she is spoiled but doesn’t realize it…

“…Growing up I always tried to see the good in everyone around me! Hell ( the demon realm ) is my home, and you are my people…”

“INSIDE OF EVERY DEMON IS A RAINBOW!!!” Oh my god just that entire song is literally her. Just her.

“Yeah well- How does it feel that I got your pen? BITCH.”

Katherine does not know how to be intimidating.. my little dork..

So last night I was scrolling through Facebook and I came across to a post that my friends dad was saying some pretty homophobic shit about using pronouns like they/them and how those pronouns are used for more than two things. Okay yes, that’s true, but people who are non binary are just called that because they don’t feel right about their gender identity. I mean what else would they be called? It/its? Kinda offensive imo (unless if that what they prefer to go by).

Idk man, it just pissed me off. So then I commented on his post saying that it’s not the right place to post that kind of stuff cuz ppl can find it offensive especially if you have friends on your list who are non binary or LGBTQ+ friendly or are a part of the group. And then he goes on and DELETES MY COMMENT. LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?! That was just unbelievable to me.

So then earlier today he texted me through messenger and said that he was “not homophobic” and yada yada and that he doesn’t care. And then I responded with how I found that post offensive and that he really shouldn’t be posting that kind of stuff and really just keep all of that to himself and that I don’t tolerate anyone who’s homophobic.

And then (this shit gets real) he goes on and says that the pronouns of they/them implies to more than one and it’s proper English and that we should’ve learned this in elementary school. Yes he was right, but they/them could also just mean for one person who is gender less (I guess I can say). And then. AND FUCKING THEN

HE TELLS ME THAT HE HOPES IM IN COUNSELING AND THAT I SUPPOSEDLY “NEED IT”

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK???????

Why do I need counseling for this kind of topic??? Like I really only need counseling if I’m depressed or have anxiety issues. Or even if I’m feeling s***idal. Which in this case I’m not either any of those. Then I told him to never ever tell me to go to counseling unless if I do NEED IT and that was just rude of him to say something like that.

And I just came across to a post he posted just a little bit ago and that this generation of fucked up (which yes it is) and that if we get offended by what he says then we “need to grow up and get thicker skin.” Okay, maybe just keep your goddamn mouth shut. It’s really not that hard to shut up about your opinions on specific things. You know the saying “if you can’t say anything nice, don’t say nothing at all” Yeah, not that hard to do that buddy.

He hasn’t replied to my messages yet but I’ll keep an update for yall (if you even care abt this post). I just really hope his son (my friend) is also not homophobic because I don’t wanna lose any friends right now. And also just to clarify, they’re both rednecks 🙄 so ofc they’re gonna have an opinion about this controversial topic. Unbelievable.

Hi friend! Lol yeah I know things are hard right now. Everybody's horny and restless amirite? I'm glad that my silly slutty headcanons are helping you in someway! If y'all keep sendin in request for em I'll keep tryin to come up with em! ❤️❤️

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