Hi, I'm Default! A guy? Gal? Thing on the internet!
I'm 23, Genderfluid, Bisexual, Panromantic, Autistic, ADHD, ES, and probably depressed and high anxiety though I don't have an official diagnosis (When I got my autism diagnosis they said I probably was but couldn't legally diagnose me).
ANY PRONOUNS ARE FINE! He/him, she/her, they/them, it/its, etc. It changes so often I don't care what you use or if you use the wrong ones.
This is my main blog where I do my regular posting.
I also have @clockworkdaughter which is my NSFW (not porn) blog, and @modelingtipstricks which is pretty much dead but in theory I'll post tips and tricks on making models, dioramas, and miniatures.
This blog has a few things. I'll post models and dioramas I've made, the occasional amateur art and writings I've done, and just general thoughts and opinions on everything and anything.
The main thing I do is Maid Monday, where I post and rate maid designs and uniforms as a maid first and character second. I've been pretty consistent about posting this year.
Different tags I use
Maid Monday: It's Maid Monday
Malarky: For miscellaneous text posts
Usually my ES stuff will be tagged with Dollcore but not always.
I don't have a drawing or writing tag yet because I post about it so rarely.
Stuff I'm interested in:
Anime, games, books, TV. I'm just a Media junkie in general. Some of my favorites are; Anything Mecha, Valkyria Chronicles, Fallout, Metal Gear, Nikke.
I also like planes, model kits, miniatures, body horror, writing, tabletop games, D&D, Industrial Punk.
Favorite Game: Valkyria Chronicles
Favorite show: Interviews with Monster Girls (It's wholesome I swear)
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So i recently replaced the Skyrim mage guild quest line, and like I knew it was bad, but I forgot how bad it was.
I kept track of how many spells are required to beat the whole quest line, and it's seven.
One to get into the college (optional).
One for a class.
One to open a door in the first dungeon.
One to break a ward.
One to unlock the staff of Magnus (the only puzzle use).
And two to open doors in the final dungeon.
(technically you have to use the staff twice for the final boss but I don't count those since it's functionally like using any other weapon and not a bow).
Keep in mind the first one is also optional. Technically you can get through the entire magic focused quest line of Skyrim with only six uses of magic.
Only one use was for a puzzle, three were to open a door which I guess you could argue is a puzzle in the same way that "Triangle block goes in the square hole" is a puzzle.
The other three are just "Oh it's the magic quest I guess you should use magic."
There are no enemies that can only be defeated using magic.
There are no enemies where it is optimal to fight using magic (in fact the way Skyrims level system works enemies out level your spells even when playing a dedicated magic build so it's harder to fight them with magic then it is melee or archery in my experience).
So yeah, the magic focused quest only needs six spells to beat it. Now that is about one per major dungeon but imagine if the companions quest line only needed six swings of a sword to beat.
All because Bethesda was so paranoid about making the quest accessable to non magic builds they didn't focus on magic in their magic focused quest.
THAT'S THE THING THAT ANNOYS ME THE MOST!
Because yeah, you technically don't need to sneak around and be a stealthy assassin for the Dark Brotherhoods quests, you can unga boonga barbarian your way through it. But that doesn't bother me as much because you're still doing assassin like things. You get bonuses for approaching the quests like an assassin too. While you aren't required to play a stealth killer, you are incentivised to play as one.
No such system exists for the mages guild quest line.
In the final dungeon there are two doors that need spells to unlock. One requires ice, the other requires flames.
Every race starts with the flame spell by default. Every race.
And yet, not even five feet away, they put a spell tome that teaches you the default flame spell every race gets by default. Even though there is no way I am aware of to loose spells.
In the quest line meant for magic builds, where you go to a school to learn magic, Bethesda was so afraid the player wouldn't be able to use the game systems they made to beat it, that they added a way to learn a spell that it is impossible to not already have, right next to a door which is one of only six spells required to beat the quest.
Now that everyone is discussing Nolan's Odyssey movie, I feel like it's a good time to let non-Italians know that the production dumped plastic props into the Italian sea. Weirdly enough I could not find any article in English about it but it's a fucking problem nonetheless.
I might translate this article later today. This one was the most complete one, even in Italian news it's not talked about that much.
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Nolan's The Odyssey between "junk skeletons" and wrecks: Arpa [translator's note: Regional Environmental Protection Agency] is working in Sicily. What's happening?
It's not the first time that this production stirs up a hornet's nest in Sicily. In Lipari, divers are reportedly already working on cleaning the sea. Here is what we know.
[Translation of the article below the cut]
In recent weeks, some macabre discoveries made in the waters off Linosa, near the village of Pietra del Bagno, have caused quite a stir.
A number of fake skeletons and various props have been found on the seabed around the island. These are from the production of the film The Odyssey by Christopher Nolan, the Oscar-winning director of Oppenheimer, a film dedicated to the tragic figure of the man in charge of the Manhattan Project.
The skeletons, in particular, have caused worry among divers and swimmers who didn't know that some of the scenes of the movie had been shot on the island.
It's not the first time that the production of this movie stirs up a hornet's nest in Sicily. This past spring, some environmentalists accused the Wildside production of ruining some parts of Egadi, the other Sicilian archipelago in which some of the scenes are set. To ascertain whether any damage has occurred and, if so, the extent of it in these archipelagos, Giusi Savarino, the Councillor for Land and the Environment, decided a few days ago to carry out further inspections, in collaboration with ARPA Sicilia and on the basis of reports already submitted by the Port Capitancy, which had previously highlighted the failure to remove certain props from the seabed around these islands.
To make it worse, Egadi and Aeolian Islands are part of some of the country’s most important marine protected areas and are amongst the archipelagos with the greatest tourist appeal in our country. “Along with the authorisation to shoot the film in our region,” explained Councillor Savarino in a statement, “we had also provided precise rules and guidelines to protect the environment of the areas involved in the filming. The discoveries of the last few days are a cause for serious concern and, for this reason, together with ARPA, we will take action to assess the potential impact of these materials on the habitat and marine species in this area of significant natural value.”
We are delighted to host international film projects and are always willing to support these productions, but no one should think they can take advantage of our generosity by showing a lack of respect for the beauty of our environment."
There has been no response yet from Christopher Nolan, but it is a known fact that the director's intention was to film in Sicily to make his ‘Odyssey’ as faithful as possible to the literary work.
Nolan had been planning to shoot this film in the Mediterranean for years and waited until he had obtained all the necessary permits to film at the various locations, which – in addition to Sicily – included Tunisia and some mountainous regions of Greece.
Furthermore, it is not the director himself who is under fire, but once again the film production company Wildside, which collaborated with him during shooting in the Aeolian Islands in May.
In Lipari, however, a team of divers is reportedly already working to clean up the seabed, precisely to defuse the controversy.
Sorry for the poor quality of the translation, I couldn't be bothered to polish it, hopefully it's understandable, but if it isn't please feel free to reach out and I'll clear up any doubts. If you want any more information about it I can try to find more articles in Italian and translate them for you. So far I haven't found any in English, only one in Dutch and a few in Italian but even in Italian news there isn't much, they aren't mentioning it on tv or anything (and I don't expect them to mention it when they are going to promote the movie on the national news). It's mostly on some local newspapers.
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Penetration is a gender-neutral act. Topping is gender-neutral. Bottoming is gender-neutral. You are not more or less of a man or a woman depending on how you fuck. You are not “fake trans” for having sex a certain way. You are not any less masculine for bottoming or any less feminine for topping.
Additionally, acting like being penetrated is an act of submission is deeply rooted in misogynistic, cisheteronormative ideas of sexual intercourse, as in "penetration is something that is done to women for the sexual gratification of the man, nothing more, therefore it is inherently degrading and feminine".
A cishet man getting pegged by his cishet girlfriend is not gay, he's not less of a man or submissive by default. A cishet man getting pegged by his cishet girlfriend can be sexually dominant and simply likes to be fucked in his ass - these two can co-exist. Yet, in the eyes of cishet society, a man that likes to have his ass played with, must enjoy it because it's "degrading" , not because it simply feels good.
That's why I so heavily preach about the difference between sub/dom/switch and bottom/top/vers. Penetration can be used to increase the feeling and severity of a power dynamic, but it doesn't create one. These two things are entirely separate from eachother, unless connected willingly.
I know I already made a post to this effect but it's so baffling to me when someone defends the fact that headphone jacks are slowly but surely getting phased out by smartphone manufacturers with some variations of "wireless headphones are more convenient anyway" bc like. If we're talking about convenience what I like about wired headphones is that they conveniently have a single plug that makes the same damn pair of headphones universally compatible with every single audio-output-capable device I own, from my phone and my computer to my fucking gameboy and my casette player, it doesn't get any more convenient than that.
I've got wireless headphones. I love them to death, I don't think I could ever go back to wired.
But I still want universal jacks because tech is weird and sometimes stuff just doesn't work for no reason. Wireless is also more expensive and as OP expressed, some people just preferred wired.
Having options is nice, and I feel like it was only pretty recently that companies started pushing hard for making certain tech redundant.
"what if someone regrets transitioning" if you are 18 or over in free country usa you can walk into any tattoo parlor and ask for a tattoo that will be on your body forever and ever and ever and they will give it to you with the understanding that if you dont like the result or you regret it later that's your fucking problem and not theirs
I'm probably the billionth person to say this but if you are 18 or over in free country usa you can walk into any surgery clinic and get GENDER AFFIRMING surgery, but only if it affirms the gender you were assigned.
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it really pisses me off when adults sit there and drill it into kids’ heads that their youth is fleeting and tell them things like “enjoy your childhood while it lasts because this is the best it’s gonna get”. why are you telling children that adulthood is the worst thing they can experience? seriously what the fuck is wrong with you, why are you trying to make them feel like growing up is a fate worse than death? trying to convince them their life is over before it even begins? i’m tired of that shit. because tell my why my 12 year old cousin told me when she turns 30 she’ll be so depressed she’s just gonna cry all the time. what the fuck. kids don’t need to hear that their already stressful and overwhelming lives are never going to get better, that the abuse and lack of autonomy they face is apparently the highlight of their lives. they need to hear about adults who are happy to be alive and happy to have made it to their age. they need to know that growing up rules, it’s a gift and life does not have to suck for them, that they have a future that’s worth sticking around for. this rhetoric is so damaging mentally and i’m about to start hitting the adults who parrot it. i’m sorry you hate your life but you don’t get to dump your issues on these kids. don’t piss me off and leave these babies alone!
Specifically during my teenage years I was told this a lot, and it had really bad effects on me. It was genuinely the closest I came to suicide as a kid because I was miserable at the time and if this was "the best it gets" then what was the point in continuing?
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