venice

all flowers in time,

bend towards the sun

- jeff buckley ⁺໒꒱ིྀ༝

perverted like me. ۶ৎ 'nother version. ۶ৎ the fig tree

ノ today i was lying in bed trying to fall asleep, yet found myself unable to. this is most likely because there is a spider inside my ceiling light. i am stuck with the lingering thought that the spider will find its way to crawl out of the light bowl and free itself onto my bed to scare me when i wake up in the morning. although i know this is untrue— i have been watching this quarter-sized arachnid since one in the afternoon of yesterday, and it has yet to free itself as it hits one in the morning of the next day.

yet, as i’m sitting in my bed with my light on to watch the stupid spider crawl up and slide down as it makes futile attempts to make its way back to its home, in my attic, i cannot help but be reminded of my own shifting journey. i make multiple shifting attempts to no avail (as it seems), i stop to rethink my methods before attempting to shift once more the next day— knowing that failure is still an option yet, i still attempt to make it to my dr. the spider makes so many attempts because it wants to go back to its nest, knowing that if it fails it dies inside a teenage girl's bedroom. just like the arachnid i too know that giving up on shifting is me dying in the light bowl inside a teenage girl's bedroom.

after going to sleep and waking up the i still saw the spider still attempting to free itself, so i went on with my daily routine, but after looking back up at my ceiling light, i saw that the spider had disappeared. it had completed hundreds, maybe even thousands, of attempts over the past two days to get back home in the attic and was able to do so, only because it was able to assume and hold the belief that it would be able to escape.

　　 𓈒 ᣟ݂ ᳝ first up is what type of bag i have, it’s a miu miu leather trimmed bag and was purchased during one of my many trips to New York. the release date for this bag is unknown, but i do like it so it’s fine!

⊹ ꯭　　 ۪۪ٜ　 1..my wallet, has all my cards, my id and my drivers license. 2..chapstick, i don’t want chapped lips. 3.. a pink pen, for signing fan items while out side of the driving circuits. 4.. my charger, it’s a spare that i keep in my wallet for emergencies after my portable charger dies/ when i’m out doing random activities. 5.. my phone, how my manager, teammates, friends, colleagues, family, and driving team contact me. 6..portable charger, this is to be used before i use my charger to make my omen battery last. 7.. tan pen, used for writing quick notes for myself and others.

⊹ ꯭　　 ۪۪ٜ　 8.. gum, i like chewing gum and having something to entertain myself while in meetings. 9.. my 2021 leon trading card, i bought a trading card pack in hopes to get my 2021 mclaren card just to get leon’s…i was not happy when i got his but i keep it in my bag. 10.. nail clippers, sometimes i look at my nails and have the sudden urge to clip them. 11… hand sanitizer, i hate the idea of eating finger food (chips) with dirty hands. 12. my mercades driver id card, allows me to get and out the mercades building and go to areas not available to the press, plus easy entry into the races over the weekend. 13..feminine hygiene bag, all the usual items plus some hair ties and backup beauty items. 14.. lastly, my house keys. and yes, i do drive a mercades as my everyday car.

BAUDELAIRE + KENNEDY = BAUNNY

݁　˚ 𓏸 ｡　 ᵔ LEON SCOTT KENNEDY, also known as my husband, my white man (affectionately), the blonde man who haunts my every waking thought, or as just my man.

LEON comes from the resident evil franchise. he stars in the second, fourth, sixth, and ninth game, along with also appearing in the darkside chronicles, operation raccon city, resident evil: gaiden, and a non cannonical apperance in resident evil: revelations 2. he also has appearances in four movies ( damnation, degeneration, vendetta, and death island) and a tv show (resident evil: infinite darkness) as you can see he’s capcom's golden boy when it comes to the resident evil franchise. hes in almost everything that capcom has produced for RE.

in the first game he appeared in, he was a rookie cop who was extremely late on his first day, but there was a zombie outbreak, and in that game, he's basically moving around the police station trying to get away from the outbreak and understand how everything happened. in the second game, he's in (RE4), leon is a much more seasoned vet with zombies, and how to deal with them. by the most recent game leon is no longer a rookie cop but a DSO (division of security operations) agent.

rapid fire facts about him : he’s an orphan, his parents were killed. technically isn’t from the raccon city, where the outbreak happens. hes 5'11, he only took the job in raccon city because he was highly interested about the murders in the arklay mountains ( appears in re0 && re1). after re2 leon was taken in by the us government and forced to work for them in exchange for his life and sheery's protection. he works directly for the president & he used to be a SRACTCOM agent before he became a DSO Agent. he does not like chololate mint ice cream (which is insane, bc i love it).

"HOW DID YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH LEON?"

his personality i won't lie to you. i love the way he is so compassionate to others and also has this ability to try /always see the good in others. i also like how corny leon can be at times. i hate non-chalance!!!! i love corniess, and dad jokes!!! hes so so sweet, although he didn't have many scenes with sherry in re2r he was so kind to her, same with grace in re9. other than that i also thought he looked so adorable in re2, so much so that i want to just squish his cheeks and smother him with kisses. re4 leon is a whole different thing, hes so attractive that i literally get flustered at the thought of him, the way he fights is attractive too.

"ANY SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF HIM?"

➀ venus as a boy by björk, ➁ you and i by jeff buckley, ➂ only you by portishhead, ➃ underneath the stars by mariah carey, ➄ my moon my man by fiest, ➅ white feather hawk tail deer hunter by lana del rey, ➆ that's all i asked, covered by jeff buckley, &&& ⑧ all i need by radiohead

VENICE BAUDELAIRE. born on september sixteenth, two-thousand-two (2002) she became the sixth-ever woman to drive professionally on the formula one track and the first black woman to drive in all of formula one history. she started off like most drivers in go karting before moving into f4, where she was scouted at age fifteen by ERIC BOUILLER before he resigned.

In 2019, she had her rookie debut under MCLAREN as the number 26. her fellow rookies of that year were GEORGE RUSSELL, LEON KENNEDY, ALEXANDER ALBON, and LANDO NORRIS. in her first year, she won her very first championship with the MCLAREN team. when interviewed after the historical accomplishment, she was asked about the sport influences she has been quoted as saying:

`` — y'know there aren't many racing influences in america, especially where i come from. but i can say i am heavily inspired by the late-- and amazing-- Maria Teresa de Filippis. she paved the way for racers like me to even have a chance in this sport. so i would like to thank her for this championship. i would also like to say i was inspired by Ricky Bobby— yes, the one from the comedy movie, that’s why i chose the number twenty—six while i was a rookie. when I seen talladega nights i jus' knew i could be great like Ricky bobby. to quote Ricky: "If you ain't first, you're last!" ``

her time with MCLAREN was short, as she left the team in 2021 with two back-to-back (2019 && 2020) championships under her belt to start her 2022 season with FERRARI. Surprisingly, she was able to acquire her third championship. VENICE then stayed with the red team, where she had an extremely intense battle with her co-rookie LEON who acquired his second championship as he won by a mere two points against her. at the start of the 2024 season venice was exchanged for LEWIS HAMILTON, where she started to race for MERCADES. working with TOTO WOLFF, she was able to get her most recent ( and fourth) championship win. the rivalry with KENNEDY and her being so strong that year, too, that there were multiple times that the two racers had almost driven each other into the barriers.

although the two drivers have had multiple spats on the track over the past seven years they seem to somewhat close friends off the track. this can shown through solo interviews VENICE has done. a popular one being a ZIWE interview form early 2026 where venice is playfully asked about who she would date on the current formula one grid. venice immediately responds with saying leon.

`` oh easy, leon scotty kennedy. we may have a lot of issues on track but off track everything is pretty good—i think. `` she then giggled before continuing. `` leon is also the only single person on the grid to my knowledge, everyone else is either married, dating someone- which i dont wanna be a home wrecker— or just too young for me. ``

LEON and VENICE also have been seen on multiple occasions hanging out during their breaks. in 2025 leon had spent a week of his f1 summer break with venice at a beach in San Fransisco. with fans taking sneaky photos of the two out and hanging out. the two formula one drivers have never made any comments about the rumors of them dating, in fact they like to tease each other about it.

there is a specific in the movie scene where Max is laying in bed thinking of Planet Drool is literally him visuainzing where he wants to shift to and gets the quick visions/ memories of his desired reality. that shift attempt is technically successful as he shifted to a parallel reality where Shark boy and Lava girl are real.

but you may say: “venice, that isn’t enough to show that max is a shifter!” and to i would bring up max’s dream journal. he quite literally in the beginning of the movie is scripting shark boy, lava girl. in other scenes when he’s flipping through the journal we get glimpses of other things he’s scripted like his dreaming technique, the ice castle, and many more. also on the land of milk and cookies we see max lay down and manifest sharkboy’s motorcycle into existence next to them so they can use it to escape the plughounds.

as a little ending note: once arriving in planet drool max is shocked to see he actually created the planet which lava girl replies with: “..everything that is or was began with a dream.” so ever give on your shifting journey, one day you will be able to make it to your own planet drool and get to have your own fun adventures !!