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I stay alive for like 3 people lol

I’m surrounded by people but I still feel alone.

The hardest thing about growing up without a mother, is that you spend your whole life searching for her in the women that you meet, craving unconditional motherly love and affection from people who can never give it to you. There's no recovery from that type of heartbreak.

Isn’t it funny that a person right next to you could be suffering from depression and having the darkest suicidal thoughts yet has the brightest face and smile?

Forget "only the real ones know". The real question is who will save you when you're drowning in tears about to kill yourself at 2 am in the morning?

You’re going to think that the pain will never end, but it will. But first, you have to let it all in. You can’t fight it. It’s bigger than you. You have to let yourself drown in it. But then eventually you’ll start to swim and every single breath that you fight for will make you stronger. And I promise that you will beat it.