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its such absolute dogshit what they did with gabrielle, the only thing that really made her 'bad' in the books is a total lack of interest in being a mother and instead of interrogating anne rice's misogyny they dialled it up and now i have to read about gabriella viciously forcing her son to have sex with her. just so she can be the villain to blame for lestat being Like That. absolutely retrograde 50s psychiatry level misogyny, bc ofc a mans problems come from his mommy - and we lose our trans character too so she can be a horny slutty wine mom
its fucked on every level, and all so they can make lestat more sadboi, never mind about the female character who existed in her own right, whose whole personality was about wanting to exist in her own right
and god forbid you have a problem with the show making a survivor of sexual abuse into a sexual predator or that a character that has never being an impediment for any of lestat's love interests is now a threat to main couple of the show...cuz if you say something your desmissing abuse (like who's saying that?? most of us are only pointing out that abuse protaited in the show is not the neglect that is in the books) or that you're saying that women can't be abusive too...she's the only actual female character with something to do this season and somehow they manage to make a 80's book more progressive than a 2026's tv show.

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I cannot believe this the same showrunner/writers who gave us "memory is a monster," who gave us "but it is a thin veil," updated Louis and Armand and Madeleine into a modern era with skill and clear respect for Anne Rice's world. I truly cannot understand why you would gloss over everything about Lestat's origins and response to Louis that is GOTHIC in genre. They didn't even care to make the big house imposing and falling to ruin. Episode 2 had more that worked for me, but is ultimately just... mind-numbingly bad.
Baby Jenks was a joke and it feels that Gabrielle is a joke, a ridiculous repetition of "isn't it shocking that I've touched my mother's vagina," (on the heels of making sure we establish that this nonbinary character has a pussy, jic anyone felt nervous about not knowing, while we've apparently completely fucking abandoned the very blatant trans masc coding of Gabrielle, which now REALLY has me questioning why they genderswapped Antoinette) which feels like disgust about anatomy more than exploration of enmeshment & a flavor of misogyny that doesn't take the abuse of women or by women seriously (which is crazy, because i really thought this creative team loved Claudia). There's a third Game of Thrones show out and Lifetime of all places has adapted VC Andrews like 16 times, you can't just keep saying "mother's vagina" at me.
Lestat coming pre-abused to his vampiric life has disappeared in the narrative despite his mother abusing him on screen (which also like... the death of his mastiffs and himself killing the wolves... dog to wolf, that is a load bearing metaphor for Lestat's struggle from human to vampire that I could understand and find moving as a 10 year old that old ass Rolin I guess didn't process AT ALL).
It's really hard to see Sam Reid doing the work, to watch these layers and struggles of Lestat happening in the physical work he's doing as an actor, but the scaffolding around him REFUSES to support it. This is like if they played the fucking Benny Hill theme over Louis going to the church and crying in the confessional. It's one thing if Lestat starts off cagey about his origins and feelings (but also you're adapting a book where he's blatantly like, I will get over it and tell the truth the best I can because Louis fuckin lied to y'all, so I need a reason for this Lestat you've invented). But I don't feel like Lestat is cagey about it, I feel like Rolin is. It feels like the show is doing everything in its power to keep you from thinking or feeling as deeply about these things as we did about everything in seasons 1 and 2. And Daniel's repetition of "did you stutter as a child" almost felt like it would ground us back into "memory is a monster," except that they dropped it immediately. It was meaningless. A parody of Anne Rice and a parody of themselves. This is a fucking disaster. I don't know how this made it all the way through the process of making a season of television like this.
I’ve been thinking a lot since episode two of tvl/iwtv s3 about Lestat’s throwaway comment: I know what you’re thinking. He wasn’t there. But this is my hour, and when tertiary figures appear in it, I will be speaking for them. So presumably this applies to all modern-day scenes not featuring Lestat. And the more I think about it, the more it’s annoying me. I did think of holding back on posting this because we still don’t really know how the season will unfold, but the above quote does make it sound like this will apply throughout the season, and it’s bugging me so much, I have to scratch the itch. My reasons for concern under the cut:
So obviously unreliable narration has always been a huge part of the show. First Louis and now Lestat are telling their stories, and their stories are biased and incomplete and unreliable because that’s how people work. But as the story progresses, we start to get a sense of the gaps and inaccuracies. And even if we don’t, how the character tells the story, what they omit and what they distort, is telling us something about the character, about how they see themselves and how they see others.
So far so good. But s3 is doing something quite different and for me, less satisfying.
From now on, the present-day arcs of each non-Lestat character are not being narrated by those characters themselves or presented as third party omniscient. They are being told by Lestat. First problem: by his own admission, he wasn’t there. We’re being asked to accept that we won’t get to see Louis’ arc, or Armand’s, or the progression of the DM relationship as they happened. Instead, we’ll see what Lestat… I dunno, thinks happened? Wishes had happened? Was told happened after the fact? Completely made up? It’s unclear. We have no way of knowing how much he knows about what happened or how honest Lestat is being. Even if he’s trying to be accurate, these scenes are at the very least filtered through Lestat’s personal biases and perceptions of these characters.
But these are not Lestat’s stories to tell. Lestat and Louis relating their own life stories is one thing. Telling their story means depicting other characters too, that’s unavoidable. Lestat is a huge part of Louis’ story, of course he talks about Lestat, and of course what we see is Louis’ subjective version of Lestat. But he’s not taking it on himself to tell you what Lestat was doing and saying when he wasn’t there.
And the other characters in these narratives get a chance to respond. Armand is present for Louis’ narrative and gets to weigh in, Lestat gets a whole season to tell his story. As viewers, we can put these competing narratives side by side and see what they tell us. (Yes, competing narratives. We are not automatically believing Lestat. Sheesh). Of course, Claudia isn’t getting any sort of right to reply, her story is told without her input, her diaries edited and shared without her consent, but then that’s saying something too.
But here, it doesn’t seem like there’s any process for correcting any possible inaccuracies in these narratives. Louis had Daniel interrogating and questioning everything. We don’t yet know how Lestat’s story will unfold, but there’s hints that Lestat is still very much trying to run away from some aspects of his story but will be forced to confront some ugly truths as the season progresses. But how does that work for the third-party scenes with the, ahem, tertiary characters? Are we revisiting these scenes later? Do we see them from a different point of view or does anyone get to comment on how accurate they were? I doubt it, just because of the amount of screen time it would take for yet another round of rewriting and retelling.
So where does that leave us? Does Daniel have a weird connection with Armand or is that something Lestat just made up? Daniel specifically describes it as being like the rapture, which is a very interesting and specific word to use, but did he use that word? And if he didn’t, how will we ever know? Can we draw any meaningful conclusions about Daniel or his relationship with Armand from that scene? I dunno. From now on, the entire narrative is skewed and possibly inaccurate. Not some of it. All of it. But somehow we’re not supposed to care about that.
The unreliable narrator is a powerful storytelling device but it has to be there for a purpose. What, exactly, is the narrative purpose of filtering the complex emotional journeys that I hope Louis and Armand and Daniel are on through Lestat’s perspective? What do we learn from that? What do we gain? Is it telling us anything interesting about Lestat or his relationship to these characters? Or is it just putting yet another narrative layer over the story and making it harder for us to care?
Maybe I’m overthinking it (what are the chances). Maybe I should just take these scenes at face value. Maybe later episodes will reveal some purpose to this, I accept we are only two episodes in. But for now – it’s annoying me. I was already struggling to connect emotionally with the story this season. This, for me, is really not helping.
3 for the ask game?
thank you for the ask, anon!
favorite sigil/house words
"unbowed, unbent, unbroken" remains unmatched especially because THEY'RE TRUE. house martell didn't bow nor surrender and the targaryens had to come back with marriage alliances in order to add dorne to the realm. mind you the targaryens had DRAGONS and they still lost. the martells are that bitch.
and the blackwoods were cooking with their sigil i fear
asking asks: 6, 10, 13, 14?
thank you very much for the ask, anon!
6. which book or character did you not like at first but eventually grew on you?
many such cases. i read the books when i was a teenager and my tastes and understanding of the world have changed a lot. maybe the best example of this is joffrey baratheon. i hated him with passion at first, but now he occupies a tender place in my heart. i love him. he's awful. he's also a thirteen year old, and grrm does the effort to show you that. i love that his death is not supposed to be cathartic but tragic, because a child is dying, and isn't that always terrible? i love him because he's a high school bully who was given absolute power. i love him because his father didn't and that fucked him up. i love him because cersei does. i love him because he's such a little shit and we were all relieved when he died and yet, is it really worth celebrating the death of a child?
10. a quote so good it makes you crazy
septon meribald's speech is quoted a lot, and for good reason. however, what gutted me the most about it was this single sentence at the end:
"The War of the Ninepenny Kings?" asked Hyle Hunt. "So they called it, though I never saw a king, nor earned a penny. It was a war, though. That it was."
13. a death that still hurts to think about
“Mad,” someone said, “she’s lost her wits,” and someone else said, “Make an end,” and a hand grabbed her scalp just as she’d done with Jinglebell, and she thought, No, don’t, don’t cut my hair, Ned loves my hair. Then the steel was at her throat, and its bite was red and cold.
crying every single time i reread it.
14. who are you bringing back from the death with the power of r'hllor?
since jon snow would be the lazy answer...
mirri maz duur.
she deserves to have crazy hate sex with daenerys and haunt her in a more physical way. she's such a fascinating character despite how little she is on the page, and she's also one of the few characters from essos that actually feels real. i want her to be dany's antagonist and mentor and lover, they have a very juicy dynamic that ended far too soon.
bran and arya ambushing sansa with snowballs...... please god bring my family back together 😭😭

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my body, tearfully: when sleep???
me: my dude we just woke up!! It’s time for wakefulness and doing things and Productivity
my body, weeping: but???? when sleep?????
me: okay, finally now is sleep
my body: no. wrong.
call me delusional but i'm HOPING that lestat misgendering a trans person on the the first episode is a hint about his understanding of gabrielle (aka - he doesn't understand her or her gender issues at all) and that's why gabrielle presents femme in front on him
people answering this post trying to justify lestat i need you to lock tf in. lestat isn't real. he doesn't exist you don't need to justify him. idgf if lestat is transphobic or says a thousand slurs i CARE about the intention his WRITERS (the actual real people) had when making him misgender a trans person
so in retrospect i was a fucking clown
non-writers will never understand the mental illness of writing an entire conversation in your head while doing dishes and then forgetting every word the second you open a blank doc
the Relationship Ambiguity Zone™️ is a beautiful place to be. safe place to put your characters. put all characters into Relationship Ambiguity Zone. is that guy your mentor or your dad? Ambiguous!!! are you friends or enemies? Ambiguous!!! is it romantic? is it platonic? is it sexual? Ambiguous!!!!!!! never categorize anything ever in the Relationship Ambiguity Zone. just make them fucking weird about each other.

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INUYASHA: THE FINAL ACT episode 2 : Kikyo
Andrew Garfield on consent and privacy
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