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i’m like a clown that no one hired or pays

the thing about growing up with siblings in an abusive household is that ultimately you're each other's jail wardens and whipping boys and that does things to you no matter how much you sincerely love each other and understand why it happened the way it did and wish you could have been big and strong enough to save both of you

it's just inevitably going to be difficult to reconcile the love you feel for the other half of a bear trap clamped around both your legs. is the thing.

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

disco elysium dialogue tree

“how many times are you going to listen to that song” until the void in my heart is filled