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“I wanted to believe that I deserved it. All of that pain. Otherwise I didn’t understand why I just accepted it. Thinking that I’d just accepted it for months was worse.”

It’s completely normal to feel bad after ending an abusive relationship, but always know that even if it hurts now, in a very near future, you’ll shine so much. But you won’t shine like the stars or anything that you’ve seen before. You’ll shine like you, you’ll shine everything that you couldn’t before. 

Okay but one thing that pisses me off is when people are talking about someone that’s in an abusive relationship and they’re like, “why are they still in that relationship though??” 

“you’re choking me with the same hand that you’re caressing me with. your mouth says the most awful things to me yet still tastes sweet when you kiss me. you tell me you love me yet you act like you hate me. and still, i can’t leave you.”

“Oh We’re Teasing You”

““I’ve been so busy trying to plant flowers in other peoples hearts that I forgot to tend to my own garden.”