I should be asleepppp but I can't stop thinking about roadie noel really just being a little doll for the band. just a hole to fuck. a think to play with.
sure, we hired him to carry our equipment AND HE FUCKING DOESN'T, but it feels so nice to fuck him til he's crying and can't form a sentence. he's so little, you see, so easy to throw around and use however you want! why wouldn't anyone take the opportunity to say so?
sometimes it's better when he's fighting back. trying to scratch with his nonexistent nails, swinging wildly until his arms are pinned down, yelling until they push in and he finally give in. sometimes it's nice to have him soft and pliable, going along with anything, even the real nasty stuff they could make him do. and once they give him enough drugs, he's even easier, just allowing them to move him however, idly sucking on what is put near his mouth.
