RIDE OR DIE – #KIMCHAY {a soulmate fanfic}
Porchay made a decision: cut ties with his brother, with the mafia, with everyone who ever hurt him. On the day he confronts Porsche and announces he's selling the house they grew up in, he also buries any hope for a love that never truly existed — Khimhant Theerapanyakun, the man who awakened his heart only to destroy it.
But the universe seems to have other plans. That same night, his soulmate mark appears on his skin: coordinates, date, time. A meeting set at the highest point in Bangkok. And even carrying the scars of the past, Chay allows himself to believe again.
First year. His soulmate doesn't show. Chay almost feels relief — he has a life to rebuild, college to start, a house to sell. He moves forward.
Second year. His soulmate doesn't show. But Chay is stable now: working, studying, finally getting his driver's license. He buys a car. Hope still exists.
Third year. His soulmate doesn't show. And for the first time, Chay wonders if he's the problem. If his soulmate saw him and simply decided to walk away. If even destined love isn't capable of accepting him as he is.
When the clock marks the end of the third empty wait, Chay crumbles. Drinking, sleepless nights, a downward spiral with no end in sight. Until he finds in illegal street racing an escape from all the anguish — speed, risk, the only thing that still makes him feel something.
What Porchay doesn't know is that his soulmate was there every year. Watching from afar. Choosing silence.
Kim never wanted to know who his soulmate was. For him, there is only Porchay: the golden-eyed boy he protects from the shadows, paying for every lie he told, carrying the guilt for the kidnapping he couldn't prevent, for the sadness that now consumes Chay's face. Kim would rather give up his own happiness than trap Porchay in a destiny written with blood and lies.
But when Chay starts risking his life in underground races, Kim can no longer just watch. Even if revealing the truth means destroying what little still remains between them.
In a dangerous game between destiny and choice, Porchay and Kim must decide: how far does love go when the person you're searching for is precisely the one you're running from?
https://archiveofourown.org/works/81101461/chapters/213132036
