tina.

i talk a lot and post things I can’t say out loud on here.

The last time I posted here, I was a sophomore in college. I had no idea of all the things that would happen after that year and all the things that I am still waiting and wishing to happen. However, one thing I am sure of is my sexuality. I was looking through my posts and I just can’t believe how gay I always was. I thought I was queer but I think I am just a lesbian. I wanna kiss a girl. I wanna marry girl. I wanna start a family with a girl. I wanna do everything with a girl. So yeah, I think I’m a lesbian. I could never prefer to be with a man over a girl. I love that I am a lesbian. 🩷

i haven’t been here in a while. not much has changed. but I am somewhat happier. i guess that’s better than nothing.

sitting in my college dorm eating ramen noodles while crying and procrastinating all my assignments has become my life. always so glad to be alive.

I’m the happiest when I’m reading. I’ve had a pretty rough day but as soon as I opened my book today, it lifted up my mood so much. Even though the happiness can be temporary, I’m so grateful for my books :)

I miss being happy. gosh, i just want to be a happy.