Harmless
It started off so harmless, didnāt it? Iām sure you can still grasp onto the memory of that gushing, warm excitement of dropping the act of normality with me, falling for every sweet word I carefully selected to keep you hooked. There really was an intoxicating thrill in watching your naĆÆve submission to all those dormant desires you kept hidden for years, lovingly enabling and encouraging you to indulge in them for me. I mean, I truly seemed so harmless.
You were far too entranced with desperately earning my attention to realise how slowly Iād been guiding you to your demise, anyways. The extremities of it seemed like such a distant sexual fantasy for you, of course Iād never actually do all of those things youād begged for in a lustful haze, right? It was all sweet talk at the start, utterly harmless. Plus, youād do absolutely anything to keep me interested in you, Iād been so addictively obsessive and adoring, how couldnāt you? You were so easy to gain access to, so vulnerable and intensely drawn to the attractive future Iād sincerely promised you as Iād pressed another spoonful past your lips and stroked your increasingly swollen cheek.
Iād gained so much control over your pathetic little mind I had you blissfully ignorant to my sinister, true intentions far beyond playful indulgence and temporary fantasies. You didnāt question me when Iād revoked your contact with your friends, dismissing it as my jealousy, drowning in my superficial admiration and slowly growing control. Youād desperately humiliate yourself to please me, to earn my touch, you foolishly let your future and body slowly slip into my hands all for the irresistible approval Iād give you every time. Swallowing your doubts, youād looked straight past the occasional freudian slip where Iād get a little too excited, a little too rough with you. I was still harmless in your eyes, whatās the worst I could do? You didnāt really think Iād feed you to death, after all. I seemed too loving, almost too genuine, especially as you grew softer and more docile for me.
Itās a shame I couldnāt hold onto the act for longer, pig. I simply couldnāt bear the nauseating romance Iād fabricated to gain your trust, and your life, for any longer. Youād so willingly let me pour the sedatives down your gullet, so clouded with unconditional adoration towards me.
Harmless, right?
That bewildered, transfixed look on your face was precious as you felt yourself grow heavy, your senses dulled and excruciatingly numb as I gently caressed your clammy forehead and whispered all the sick things Iād do to you, now that you were completely mine to take. God, I loved your inhumane squeals and horrified, hysterical crying that carried on until your voice broke, your throat torn up and raw after all that screaming, all in vain, of course. I understand, it mustāve been so incredibly distressing to not feel anything from the neck down, to discover nothing but bloodied, tightly bandaged stumps instead of your useless little hands. Itās so sweet how unsuspecting you were, and now there you lay, spinal cord snapped, half mutilated, absolutely mine. A limp, useless pig to be force fed and slaughtered, choking on the laced slop crammed down your gullet, and on your pitiful tears. I never liked empty promises in moments of desperation; I took them far too literally, and here you are now, facing the laughable consequences of your own weakness, so easily taken advantage of.
Iāve had a lot of fun with your disgusting body since, my little project pig. Donāt you just adore the sickening snout Iāve carved into that pretty face of yours, now truly piggish and permanently swollen to obscure your features? Iām sure you love all the adorable insults Iāve carved deep into your ripe lard as a persistent reminder of your pathetic status, though sometimes you seem a little ungrateful for all the hard work Iāve put into building you into my engorged, feeble fuck toy. Though Iāve taken care of your persistent squealing, you still occasionally seem desperate to use human words, unsuccessfully however, with those unfortunately severed vocal cords of yours. Your ankles are all gruesomely crushed up, left to heal far too wrong to ever allow you to drag your obscene pig carcass away from my care, an extra measure aside from your orchestrated paralysis thatās left your muscles agonisingly atrophied and plainly useless. I no longer have to pretend I ever saw you as anything but a fresh piece of bloated flesh to play with, a shameful animal to lay my perverted touch on and release my frustrations upon. Iāll have so much fun with you, my experiment. Itās not like you could ever say no to me, can you, pig? You canāt stop me from playing with your oxygen for fun as you feebly try to gulp down air. You canāt object to me slipping down a stream of sugar down your throat until your blood almost crystallises, youāll never have the power to stop me from injecting your veins with my new formulations, or from wearing out your strained pig heart Iāll have to jolt alive with a defibrillator. But Iām so harmless, arenāt I? Iām only doing this because you wanted it, after all, piggy.
Youāll soon be my beloved trophy, a cautionary tale for the next, naĆÆve and vulnerable victim. All because of a harmless little fantasy you couldnāt help but submit your humanity and life to.
















